Bicurious help

[rokalacs]

Hey guys.
I need your help, opinion on this because it drives me crazy.
Im a straight guy, always was, Im 110% sure Im not attracted to guys. It started where I told my exgf about some of my fetishes, one of it was she being the dominant one. Then there was a friend who told me about prostate stimulation, then you can guess what came after I knew I like it, strapon. It was some exprience but after some time it lost its magic because you know she didnt feel a thing while doing it. Lets forward time (we broke up, etc) I found out I like trans stuff. At first I was like am I gay, but I realized fast I still dont like a guys body but I dont mind a penis down there because you know we could do more things with it. But here is the part what bothers me. I have found out I would love to be the "woman" at least once in the bed. One of my internet friends always point out that we should meet sometime to so "something" and while I wouldnt go with it normally but if he bought a fake hair and girl stuff for me Id probably try it.
This makes me crazy tho because when Im not in the mood I dont even have thoughts of this kind and feel like just any "normal" man. I feel like it has to do something with that I love to pleasure someone and would be even better with "benefits". Or maybe that Ive always liked to be the bottom mostly. Played with the thought of being a woman on an everyday basis but Im totally sure I wouldnt like that so just as my other fetishes this could only happen in the bedroom. So what are your thoughts about this, am I a special kind of "idiot"?
Sorry for some punctuations or typos I was typing this from phone.

 

[Wetpinkpetals]

I think sexuality is more fluid than people like to admit, if you like it, that's okay. It's your preference, a kink, whatever you want to call it. Just because you're in a place where you have decided you might be turned on by something, doesn't mean you have to change your lifestyle, or how you identify yourself to the outside world.

Be yourself. Do what feels good to you and don't worry about labels.

 

[Jake1945]

I think everyone is bi. It is just a matter of degree. You might not want to go to a movie and hold hands with a guy but it sounds like you would like to be fucked by a guy. So maybe you are 80 - 20 or 75 - 25. Don't get hung up on whether you are gay but focus on what you might really enjoy within the limits of safe and sane.

 

[betabrad]

Hey guys.
I need your help, opinion on this because it drives me crazy.
Im a straight guy, always was, Im 110% sure Im not attracted to guys. It started where I told my exgf about some of my fetishes, one of it was she being the dominant one. Then there was a friend who told me about prostate stimulation, then you can guess what came after I knew I like it, strapon. It was some exprience but after some time it lost its magic because you know she didnt feel a thing while doing it. Lets forward time (we broke up, etc) I found out I like trans stuff. At first I was like am I gay, but I realized fast I still dont like a guys body but I dont mind a penis down there because you know we could do more things with it. But here is the part what bothers me. I have found out I would love to be the "woman" at least once in the bed. One of my internet friends always point out that we should meet sometime to so "something" and while I wouldnt go with it normally but if he bought a fake hair and girl stuff for me Id probably try it.
This makes me crazy tho because when Im not in the mood I dont even have thoughts of this kind and feel like just any "normal" man. I feel like it has to do something with that I love to pleasure someone and would be even better with "benefits". Or maybe that Ive always liked to be the bottom mostly. Played with the thought of being a woman on an everyday basis but Im totally sure I wouldnt like that so just as my other fetishes this could only happen in the bedroom. So what are your thoughts about this, am I a special kind of "idiot"?
Sorry for some punctuations or typos I was typing this from phone.

I could have written these exact words myself. I feel the same way about everything you said. I still consider myself "mostly straight" because I have no desire to kiss another man, no desire to be romantic with a man, but I do fantasize about sucking cock, being fucked and I often like to picture myself as a sexy busty blonde shemale sucking cock or being fucked.

However I am still attracted to women and would love to be in a romantic relationship with a woman.

 

[Ninwalker]

I was a bit drunk and ended getting in bed with an absolutely gorgeous asian pre-op trans. I don't know why but it just didn't do much for me. I tried to enter her in a reverse cowgirl but it just didn't happen for me and my erection faded to the point it just wasn't going to happen.

I tried it once more but had the exact same result. I spent some time thinking about it since I think many of the t-girls are really pretty but my belief is that their bodies are still much harder than a natural born woman's body and I find that just the physical touch and closeness of a woman's soft yet strong body is such a turnon that I can't perform without it.

I enjoy hanging out with t-girls, I kind of thrive on that hyper sexuality that many of the ones I hang out with exude.