Being watched while used like a slut

I get turned on when I suck a man and swallow his cum. I moan while I am blowing him, And loudly when he cums in my mouth. The wet slurping sounds from his dick mouth fucking me . . . on my knees naked and hard with lust. . . in a crowd of males watching in a gay bathhouse as his orgasm makes him groan in ecstasy . . publicly being queer thrills me,

I know another man will give me more dick to love for him.
 
my first wife was an exhibitionist and I found out I liked that too, so I rolled with it. It started in college. We fuqued in the dorm room with her room mate there. She could hear us. Any time we shared a motel room with her sorority sisters or couples friends of mine, she wanted to fuq, then fuq on top of the sheets so we could be seen. We had a hot tub on our farm and she was always getting in & out of the hot tub nude in front of my cousin or friends. She wanted to be seen, then fuqued. My cousin finally railed her outside the hot tub. She was bending over, drying her legs and taking a long time fussing over her feet, really offering her kitty. He did not hesitate, unzipped his jeans and banged her on the spot. My cousin & I took her out to the lake, stripped her, laid her out on top the jet boat and let her suntan and draw attention. She purred like a kitten, served us both and enjoyed the public watching her.

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I have this crazy kink of being watched when someone or a group of men fuck me like a cheap slut. I guess this became one of my kinks after watching porn or really to say the BTS of porn, where I realised the girls were getting fucked in front of a camera which is being held by one or many (if there are multiple cameras) and there is a crew working behind the camera which also gets to watch the girl getting fucked hard, cumming, orgasming and asking them to stop when she can take no more. Even in some scenes I've noticed where the girls ask for help, but they keep fucking her saying she just has to hold on for a little while longer (I guess it was a gangbang scene where the girl asks for water which seemed like she needed a break, and the black guys kept fucking her hard saying another guy will go and get her water).

When I process these scenes with my imagination I end up getting the desire to be watched as I am being used restless and pounded hard by a group of people when others watch and enjoy it or support the guys to go harder or show me what they can do to me.

I am a person who doesn't support violence against woman or even man. I don't want others to get hurt. But looking at these scenes from porn, is it bad for me to have a desire to get used roughly in front of a crowd. Is this normal for any woman to have this desire, or should I be worried about my mental health.

I do share my kinky desires to my friends and few have said they have the same desire, but I've never had the courage to say that I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

Can someone share your opinion on this and say if these desires are normal for anyone to have. Or should it think of it in another way that it happens only in porn, and there is no way any normal girl will go through this in real life.
I have the same kink! I think it’s because I have a deep exhibitionist streak in me. I love getting put on display. Mmm 😍
 
I have the same kink! I think it’s because I have a deep exhibitionist streak in me. I love getting put on display. Mmm 😍
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Hi Maya, I love your honesty in your posts. I liked all of them! I think you are an extremely sexy woman who has the courage to be herself. I also like to be watched by men in a gay bathhouse where I go to suck cocks and swallow cum. It is a huge turn on for me. My wedding ring gives me away and fuels me to give sensational blow jobs!
 
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