Be my teacher and I'll be your doll

[morrioghain]

Thank you I have received more than enough replies.

 

[Prince Albert]

This post is a sign of my serious lack of patience. Yesterday was my first post ever. Needless to say I felt quite nervous since I have only within the last month accepted my need to be dominated. Because of said nervousness, I’m afraid that I may have come across inauthentic and so the resulting responses I received were not what I was looking for. Now I’m here in the hopes that being more open will serve me better.

Being new to this I’m not quite sure what it is that I really want or need. However, in an effort to spare your time I can tell you that I’m not interested in anything that involves incest, animals, or human waste.

If you’re still reading this then beware, I’m still nervous and my words may not come out as well as I would like. I am a 33 yr. old female and happily married. In our relationship I am dominant and neither of us wants that to change. He also doesn’t want to stop me from pursuing something I feel so passionately about. Still reading? Well then I am 5’3”, and currently a curvy size 5 because of a little extra weight I put on after I quit smoking a year ago. I am back on track with 1 hour workouts 6 days a week, so within a month I will be back to my normal size 3. An abundance of Irish blood has left me with pale skin (only a few freckles on my cheeks), auburn hair, and eyes that can be any shade from grey to turquoise. I’m currently a full-time student, majoring in accounting because the only thing that gets me off more than rules is finding ways around them.

Over the last month I have spent entirely too much time reading as much as I could find on the subjects of Dom/sub relationships, BDSM, and rape fantasy. Yet, I still feel so ignorant and desperately need a teacher. There are things I need to change in my life so I would appreciate someone who would respect the honor of deciding those things for me. I would really like to meet someone from the Pacific North West, as this is my home and I hope to meet at some point in R/L, but it’s not a deal breaker. The only rule I will set forth is always be honest with me. I am not judgmental and have zero tolerance for lies.

This is about more than just the physical for me. I need someone who is capable of having intelligent and open conversations. Don’t waste our time if all you’re interested in is being either a voyeur or exhibitionist.

Please don't be put off by how new I am too all of this. Know that I never enter into anything lightly. This is something that is coming from the very core of my being.

Thank-you,
Mor

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