beth-n-mike
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darn tooting, my honey bought me a pretty swim suit, we left my old one behind in the move, its bright cobalt blue first suit i have ever had with "color" and well, just these skinny spaghetti straps on the shoulders... not what i would have picked, but , i like it , cause he picked it... even have worn it, around the house.... dont know, we are going to a poly gathering , will see if i haveenough guts to really wear it without a t shirt... i hate my "Apron" and this does show it pretty out there... though i suppose at close to 300 lbs, i shouldnt think about that.. not like i might get mistaken for thin or something....
i dont know... have had an odd weight concious day ... was on another site, in a what seemed to be nice chat, for BBw, and i was asked to leave.. told i was "too big".... gee thanks ....
i eneded up getting off line , and well, being depressed, so i went horseback riding.cause that generally cheers me up, just me the fields and my pain ... ..ended up a semi cam roaring down the road, he shied , and i almost fell off, just catching myself, pulled my shoulder , and all , .. now myshoulder and arm is sore,the one i just got out of the cast last week.... and still had to cook supper... and then hubby and i are talking. since we have the poly thing comintg up this weekend and he tells me , well its gonna be hard to find someone , because of your weight... good , even now thinking about it , i just want to cry...
i dont know....
casper3110 said:
I understand! I used to be that way! Now I just put on my suit and who the hell cares what anyone thinks!
darn tooting, my honey bought me a pretty swim suit, we left my old one behind in the move, its bright cobalt blue first suit i have ever had with "color" and well, just these skinny spaghetti straps on the shoulders... not what i would have picked, but , i like it , cause he picked it... even have worn it, around the house.... dont know, we are going to a poly gathering , will see if i haveenough guts to really wear it without a t shirt... i hate my "Apron" and this does show it pretty out there... though i suppose at close to 300 lbs, i shouldnt think about that.. not like i might get mistaken for thin or something....
i dont know... have had an odd weight concious day ... was on another site, in a what seemed to be nice chat, for BBw, and i was asked to leave.. told i was "too big".... gee thanks ....
i eneded up getting off line , and well, being depressed, so i went horseback riding.cause that generally cheers me up, just me the fields and my pain ... ..ended up a semi cam roaring down the road, he shied , and i almost fell off, just catching myself, pulled my shoulder , and all , .. now myshoulder and arm is sore,the one i just got out of the cast last week.... and still had to cook supper... and then hubby and i are talking. since we have the poly thing comintg up this weekend and he tells me , well its gonna be hard to find someone , because of your weight... good , even now thinking about it , i just want to cry...
i dont know....

for Beth

