Balm for a guy's burning heart

LitReader7

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Hello,

My name is .... oops! (Just kidding)

I am going to write what comes to mind, so it might be a bit of a ramble. Long story short, I find myself standing alone at the bitter end of 5 wasted years of my life to a woman for whom i gave my soul and who was with me and led me to believe she felt the same way, often arguing that she loved me more (hah!). I have been through a great deal of pain and sorrow caused by her amoral and immature ways. At the same time, I also strangely calm. I have the knowledge that she is the one missing out on me. I have come to realise the strength in me, my character and my own principles.

Having said all of this, you are probably wondering, why they heck am I am saying this on a Literotica personal thread.

I am currently in a situation where my interaction with people is going to be small for a while. I am not currently in a mood to look for someone again either. Many things that have happened has me questioning my judgement in women.

It still hurts though I am slogging through life with a determination to not think about things. Cant block your burning all the time though.

I would like to meet a girl/woman here. If there is a fun connection between us (some chemistry on some level, but not intense love), I would like to have a regular talk/sexual relationship with you on skype. Something that is a good time between us. I would like what we would have to be a regular dose of feel good for both of us. I am not into mindless sex.

So if you are interested to know more about me, send me a message and we will talk and see how it goes between us.

Here is a rose for all the nice women reading this: :rose:
 
Balm burns silly (especially if you use Tiger Balm- ouch!)... I think you meant 'malam' (ointment).
:cool:

Nope, He's using an idiom. A balm is supposed to have a curative, healing effect.
Ointments are usually perceived to be more on the level of snakeoil, something purveyed by quacks and hucksters.
Malam is not in any English dictionary I've ever read. Balm is, however.
 
Take heart. There are some loving caring women out here. Usually over-looked for the brash obvious type. But we are more likely to be passionate, sensual and affectionate!!
 
Nope, He's using an idiom. A balm is supposed to have a curative, healing effect.
Ointments are usually perceived to be more on the level of snakeoil, something purveyed by quacks and hucksters.
Malam is not in any English dictionary I've ever read. Balm is, however.

Budda, he's desi, I'm sure he got the reference... the title of his thread is a hindi phrase.


And what we call balm here is a menthol/ eucalyptus compound concentrate.

Psst- 'malam' is ointment.
 
Subdued, I meant it in the way 1sickbastard says it.

I do not know what malam is. I speak a different language to Hindi.


Hurt me please, Thank you. The thing is she wasnt brash and obvious when i met her. She was a quiet shy girl who was passionate inside. Then came a complete transformation.
 
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