Bah Humbug

I spent most of December hospitalized. And yeah, it definitely robbed me of my Christmas spirit - which as an avowed atheist and poor person, is already significantly lacking.

I am trying to focus on the chance to spend time with loved ones who are normally at work. And also get some reflected spirit.

Its not easy. This is my first holiday season sober and I am *struggling*.
 
I am Christian but spent Cristmas 2018 in hospital. Since I have never recovered my health since, Christmas is another physical burden but traditionally I have made up for it spiritually. Because of personal issues, including complexities with my son it has ben more problematic. Christmas is not a good time to be alone and lonely. I ought to give my daughter more credit I suppose.

You are fortunate to have loved ones.
 
I spent most of December hospitalized. And yeah, it definitely robbed me of my Christmas spirit - which as an avowed atheist and poor person, is already significantly lacking.

I am trying to focus on the chance to spend time with loved ones who are normally at work. And also get some reflected spirit.

Its not easy. This is my first holiday season sober and I am *struggling*.
:rose:
 
I spent most of December hospitalized. And yeah, it definitely robbed me of my Christmas spirit - which as an avowed atheist and poor person, is already significantly lacking.

I am trying to focus on the chance to spend time with loved ones who are normally at work. And also get some reflected spirit.

Its not easy. This is my first holiday season sober and I am *struggling*.
The love was the closest I could come to đź«‚
 
I spent two and a half decades working retail, from a teenager to just before I hit 40. That series of jobs more or less killed any love for Christmas in me. Thought it was going to be worse when Mom passed, but I became an uncle right before then and that has helped, as well as working the kind of job I can take time off at this part of the year. Now if only I was in a part of the country that didn’t get cold and snowy this time of year too……..
 
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