Back in the saddle

[deezire1900]

The end has come to my mourning.

I will never love another woman the way I loved my x, but the woman i brought home last night and made love too for 4 hours makes me understand that it is time for me to move on...

Last night was my first time out in 8 months, and it wasn't that scary. I got 2 numbers, and a bunch of smiles.

I AM BACK!!!!

Deezire

 

[Bandit58]

Good for you hon

It's hard I know, I'll always love that special person but there comes a time when you just have to get out there and live your life, because he wouldn't want me to pine for something that can't happen. And I have moved on.....opened my heart to someone else and all the possibilities that might happen with a new relationship.

I still think of him every day, but I don't feel like crying like I used to....I concentrate on the good times we had and not how I wish things could have been. I'm happy that we had that time together and hope he can be happy and free someday.....

A friend told me once, you're a long time dead.....so live your life with passion and love, take chances.....then you'll have no regrets for what might have been.....

 

[deezire1900]

Thank you sweetheart.

I miss my soul mate everyday, but this new Goddess brings a new set of plans. She is due over here any moment, and I plan on treating her as good tonight as I did last night....

 

[Queersetti]

The end has come to my mourning.

I will never love another woman the way I loved my x, but the woman i brought home last night and made love too for 4 hours makes me understand that it is time for me to move on...

Last night was my first time out in 8 months, and it wasn't that scary. I got 2 numbers, and a bunch of smiles.

I AM BACK!!!!

Deezire

The best cure for a broken heart is a new love. I'm glad to see that you are moving on with such a great attitude.

 

[ReBeLBeLLe]

Deezire, I wish you the best of luck with moving on. It's not always easy and those that say give it time need a swift kick in the ass. I learned to hate that saying, I even hated time. It's not often we find someone that steps into our hearts and leaves a footprint that will stand forever, and if it comes to pass that this person is not going to be in our lives forever it's a very difficult thing to deal with.

I have been there and done this myself. I spent months in the deepest despair I have ever felt. I couldn't picture a life with anyone other than my ex, I didn't even want to try. I worried friends and family. It finally took my own realization that no matter how much I might want this person back in my life that if it did come to pass I could never trust them again. I knew I did not want to live this way and so I closed one door, and opened another.

I have been very fortunate that a very special person came strolling through that door. She has made so much difference in my life in the short time we have been together. Sometimes I feel a guilt though...because I so want to give her all that she deserves, all the love one person can give to another and I know a part of me fights that giving totally. I fight not to try to spare certain parts of me....because having loved one before so deeply and ending up hurt I am afraid of that same situation again. But on the flipside of all that fear, comes the knowledge of what my wonderful lady deserves and I will move heaven and earth to see that she gets its...