Awakening Within the Wheel (closed)

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The Awakening… a chronicle of a timeless love affair on many planes and existences




The warm, soft rain fell in sheets for what seemed like days. In fact it had been centuries…

“Wake up Dreamers”

A stirring had begun in the Earth, so long ago… we were not aware of it as we slept. Now, cradled in each other’s arms, we slowly awaken to the steady pulse of the heartbeat of our Mother…

In the middle of the ancient forest, nestled beneath the crumbling decay of leaves we lay curled together. A union that has been playing out since the beginning of time…

“Wake up Dreamers”

Soft kisses about my head and shoulders are teasing me into being… My first sense to awaken it that of smell. A rich, deep scent of dirt, so clean, so pure, so sweet. I feel you stir beside me breathing deeply of the richness also. As you exhale, your breath soft on my neck tickling, stirring me… my body trembling as my muscles begin to remember…

“Wake up Dreamers”

The voice sounds far away but lingering… this womb, this chrysalis is so soft and warm, but we can’t ignore the call any longer… Within the protection of the magick circle, we lay safely. Guarded by the Elements of the Earth, The Air , The Fire and The Water… we grew in wisdom and love

“Wake up Dreamers, it is time for your rebirth”

With those words all our senses come alive… I open my eyes and find that we are lying together in a glade. A shroud of lavender mist surrounds us and I can hear the music of the winds playing like flute song in the distance…

Sitting up, facing each other, our knees touching. The sun is rising now, casting a golden glow over our bare bodies… touching each others skin, so soft and smooth. Your hands move to my face, fingertips brushing my lips… we look into each others eyes with recognition, remembering at once, our eternal love

“Good morning my young lord, we are born anew” and I whisper your true name… "Govannon"

"My beautiful Maiden Gaia, we are together again"

 

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Looking into your eyes I see the youthful Maiden, arising with the sun, awakening the dawn of the spring.

"It is time again. The Wheel has turned full and we start anew. Our slumber brought us back to where we were. Your beauty has never faded."

I caress your skin, your hair, so soft. Looking deep into your eyes I see past times, other planes. This is the awakening, the time of year that many mark. I see the last turning and the one before that, and so many more beyond.

Ancient though we may be we start each year with youth and freshness. My fair Maiden, Goddess of rebirth. Bringer of all that is good and right in this universe. My mate. My soulmate. My love.

I can't resist, it has been so long, my hands caress your body, touching you here, there, and soon, all over. We still kneel, facing each other, seeing with the newness of the spring. Our rite is at hand, the wheel turns without fail.

The breeze is cool, fresh and the smells of the earth coming warm encompasses us. I see sparks and fire in your eyes, then the coolness of water, the air wafting through as the earth looms deeply inside you. I know you see the same in mine as well. All is as it should be.

I feel a stirring...in my belly it begins and shoots outwards, the feeling of energy and the need to procreate once again. It is that time, closing in on when the babies come, the earth is reborn. It is almost Beltane, Imbolc just past. The natural stirrings of the young Ram, searching out for His Maiden, to complete the circle and begin again.

"My love, a year and a day. The time has come, do you wish to begin again...with me?"

 

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You stand up first, playfully pulling me to my feet. The dawn is beautiful and we breathe it in. The air smells fresh and new and I get the feeling it is perpetually springtime here. The dew kissed leaves are sparkling like emeralds in the newly risen sun... The breeze, scented with lilac, blows cool across our nakedness. It is truly a new beginning.

I look at your youthful body and you at mine. My hips are delicate, my breasts are like tiny rosebuds. My hair is long and blonde, like spun gold cascading across my shoulders. The soft patch of fur between my slender legs like silk...

Your skin is glistening and supple, the outline of muscles just barely defined. I recall a memory of your shining strength, soon to peak again in season. Your shoulders, not yet broad but delicate and rounded to my palms and fingers... The power in your thighs and calves makes me quiver.

I lower my eyes in adolescent shyness...

 

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I pull you close to me, touching our foreheads together, then taking your hand in mine, run through the field into the forest. pulling you along. Searching around I see them...the mushrooms growing in a rather large circle. I step in, then hold my hands out to you, drawing you into the protective warmth.

We stand, looking each other over, seeing each other completely and fully. Your skin so soft and white, small nubs with hard little nipples, rounded body, belly so smooth.

I put my arms around you protectively, hugging you in close. I smell the freshness of the flowers in your hair, holding you as I do and revel in the smell of newness around us. The sun beats down, filtered by the branches and leaves of the trees standing guard around us.

Looking around we see the deer, wolf, bear, elk, birds and other animals of the forest watching us, wondering when we will begin.

 

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Running through the forest hand in hand... With each step we take, flowers spring into bloom, trees burst into bud... the vibrations of life all around cause us to remember. Colors are brighter, scents are headier...

We have made the promise to bring back life to all the world. The creatures of the forest sing in harmony with us. The maiden Goddess and the young Lord bestow their blessings to all...

Breathless, we stand together, eyes meeting. You are holding me in your arms so tenderly and protectively. The rays of sunshine upon us warming the day...

All becomes quiet as you take my chin in your hand and lift my face to meet yours. A soft sigh and I close my eyes... I feel you place the softest of kisses on each eyelid... behind the veil I see the colors of the rainbow explode.

Your cheek brushes mine as your lips find my earlobe. I can hear no other sound in the universe but your soft words telling me how much in love with me you are and always will be... The vibration of your voice that fills my body and soul is ringing throughout the forest for all to hear...

Lowering my head slightly, you kiss my forehead and touch my mind with your thoughts. There is no need for spoken words now. Our souls know we are one and my spirit soars...

Your tongue glides across my lips, wetting them with the taste of honeyed wine... yielding to the sweetness as you cover my mouth with yours, my body melts fully into your embrace...

The passion is in our innocence and just like it was the first time,
I have fallen in love all over again...

 

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Passions overwhelm me, our kisses bringing inside me a heat and desire. Sudden shyness in my mind, I break away, standing looking at you. Inside my heart beating wildly, knowing what is to come, yet youth that has found me again holding me back just a bit.

I can feel my body changing. Growing. Feeling taller by the minute as the year unfolds. In your eyes I see love, and desire. In your hair the flowers are bright and beautiful, but not as beautiful as the Goddess that they adorn.

Heart swelling, my love for you fills me fully. Our being is important to the Mother, our intent pure. Youthful Maiden and Young God, readying to continue that which we have done for centuries. That which we will continue to do forever. Each passing turn of the wheel, our love grows deeper, stronger, and closer. Our passions bring the winds, the rains, the lightning and thunder, the growing buds of spring, the earth in full bloom, the harvest times, and finally the winters. All is as it should be.

I begin to sing. Roughly at first...it has been a time since last I sung...you join in. Our song fills the forest, the animals stopping to listen, curious, respectful, and then, enjoying the sounds, moving as if in time with our music. Pure song, souls intertwinned, joyful with anticipation of the year to come.

The song wends it's way to a close, and as it does we step closer to each other, soon hugging each other. The last sounds whisper away in amongst the trees, and our lips once again touch. Electricity courses through us as our joining presents our love to all.

 

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Your sudden shyness makes me giggle a bit.... I am playful and joyful and I can't help but be a bit bolder towards you...

"My Lord, I know what you are feeling in your heart, why it beats just a little bit faster, I tease... You surely must know that I'm feeling the same"

As the day wears on we are maturing... I can feel it and I can see it. We are no longer boy and girl yet not quite at our peak. I see your shoulders broadening, your breast forming in strength, the sparsest of hair becoming thicker on your chest, belly and groin.

Your chestnut brown hair, highlighted by the sun's lengthening rays, is silky to your shoulders. When I look up and into your eyes, the deepest green pools, I cannot help but feel a stirring in my belly...

Feeling my breasts begin to swell just slightly, I blush to see you noticing them too... My heart is swelling as well, with love and giddiness. I turn, showing off the newly formed curves to my hips.

Our singing causes all the forest, all the universe, to join together in harmony. Every moment, every note, brings us closer and more intimate... In our hunger for knowledge, in our thirst for wisdom and in our desire for each other.

The Vernal Equinox draws near my Lord... the perfect balance of day and night, of light and dark, of man and woman

Dance with me...

 

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Seeing the definition coming through in your body, your breasts growing, I can't help but thinking of that time soon to be at hand. What I live for is you, what I want is you, what is to come divine.

Together we dance, I hold you and at times twirl you around me, watching every move you make, enraptured by your beauty and grace. My heart full and running over as your essence fills my senses and gives me thoughts of passion and want.

I remember years past, the wheels trail left behind, and marvel at our times together and the times yet to come. Our paths have crossed and held together for so long.

I see the swell of your breasts, the flare of your hips the gentle shape of your legs, your hair so long, so lovely, so soft whirling around you. In my arms you are safe. With you held by me I feel strong, willing, and needed.

A break in the dance I hold you close, feeling your heart beating in time with mine. The heat of our bodies, our breath yet caught, each movement engrained in my memory forever. Your touch delights and entrances me. I can feel my emotions swirl at the thought of you so close, your body so willing, my love so full.

 

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And the music begins... silence in the forest, a low hush building up to frantic whispers. The notes are played pure and clear...
"Listen, my love... let the music take your soul"

Slowly, swirling, our ballet together playing to each other's arousal. Moving slowly forward and then drawing back. Drawing your essence out, and into myself. We feed off each other... brushing so close and then pulling back. That is the seduction of the dance...

Watch me, feel me, each note a deliberate movement of my hips, calling you.

The rhythm grows stronger, joined by the steady beat of distant drumming. Every note a heartbeat, every rest that pause, that instar in between... that empty, really useful place in between. Our bodies fully feeling the force of the music, of life itself, take over on their own... Arms,hands and fingers flowing in perfect unison. Bodies entwined, thighs and calves, breasts and lips unite. Feet perfectly timed in togetherness

And in perfect time to the beat pounding in your head, overcome with beauty, your tears begin to fall, spilling in silver puddles around my bare feet...

The circle spins faster and faster, whiddershins to the movement of the dance... The sky above us opens up. Closer and closer we spin out of control and into each other...

This dance of life continues... the circle remains unbroken

There would never be another to hold my trembling heart in His hands...

I love you, M'Lord... forever and always

 

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Bending slightly I pick you up into my arms. Holding you up I kiss your face, all over, little light kisses. Over your eyelids, on your cheeks, around your chin, your throat, and upper chest, then I move back to kiss you fully on the lips. Our tongues mingle, feeling, tasting. My heart beats rapidly, I can feel my desire. My Goddess lays in my arms willingly, her arms around my neck. Her face now buried in my neck as her lips carress me there.

I carry you over to the soft grass in the center of the circle. Laying down with you we hug, kissing, carressing, touching all over. My Maiden glows with a certain want. A want that I can fill. A need that I so want to ease for you.

Breasts heaving as I begin to kiss, working my way down your body begining at your forehead. Kiss, carress, kiss again, carress once more. On it goes as I work down, over your face, along your exposed throat, onto your chest, heaving as I draw nearer to places that entice.

My chin brushes over your breast as my lips touch between them. Your moans start, your hands on my head, guiding, pulling, offering yourself to me.

My hands are active, moving around, touching you softy as your need builds and builds. As your need builds so does mine. You are my everything, my all. Without you all ceases to exist. The circle is complete and only complete with you there. I sigh softly as I realize that my love for you is so deep, so broad, so pure I almost can't breathe.

My hands move to your thighs. You move them apart, showing surrender to me. I am afraid yet not. So beautiful, so perfect, so all encompassing to me. I want to be one with you. Together we will be so. This time before we gain that oneness is special, so special. The feelings of love, of desire, of need, of sexual heat that overwhelms us both grows with each passing moment.

 

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Allow my love
warm as the rain just fallen,
Seep into your thirsty Earth...

Hear the sigh of my contentment
Soft as the whisper of wings...

Let me speak to you
Of all the dews
Of all the mornings,
Past and yet to come...

The flames of passion
licking off a dragon's tongue
The Fire of our spirit
united in creative force...

From the Fire we are passionately, fiercely reborn
And once again you are as tender as a new flush of moss

~Gaia~


Hearing the trickling, laughing sound of a brook in the near distance... are you thirsty Mi'Lord?

 

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Yes I thirst, but neither ale, stout, mead nor water will quench this thirst. You, only You can do that. My youthfulness carries the hot blood of the ram, the time is ready, the warming of the earth does come.

It is You, and Your love, with the beauty and goodness that You possess that carries Me now. Your blinding loveliness is My guiding light to the secret inner chambers where love lies waiting.

My heart is open to You. You own all of me. Spinning in Our circle, dancing together as We do, brings forth that wonder, that depth of feeling that comes each year in the springtime.

Gaia warms, Her breasts beckon. Her belly soft and smooth, Her thighs strong and resilient. Her legs carry her forth, to dance with Me. I shout out loud to the trees in the forest.
"MY LOVE...MY GODDESS...GAIA YOU HAVE MY HEART"

I laugh at Your look, Your surprise at My forwardness, My young blood boils. I stand ready to fight for You, to protect You, to love You, to make love to You. Our get will rise from the earth, to bring on the year, the circle complete, the wheel turns.

I stand with pride that all hear My cries. I have claimed My Goddess once again.

"SHE IS MINE!" I shout out loud. Turning to You I say... "You are Mine, I am Yours, We are one forever more."

Softly I finish, my eyes betray my emotion. Like the Ram I strut, My pride in My Goddess, and My strength at it's best. I reach out to take You in My arms and hold You. A lovers embrace. Gone is the child in His place the young God, wanting to embrace and take what is His right. Giving His love to the one and only. Beginning the beginning. Bring forth life in the earth. Awaken the fair Maiden, His counterpart, His equal, His other half.

Together They will make the whole and together They will go ahead.

 

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Your boldness, as I listen to you herald your love for me, takes my breath away…

I am in awe of the maleness you display. I can see the hot blood pumping through your muscles and hear your course, throaty song… No longer the babe in his mother Earth’s arms, you are an animal in lust and a man in love.

I watch as your ego comes into it’s own. Your masculinity you have earned, in my eyes. The pride with which you strut fuels my desires for you even further… You are cocksure and confident and I am completely and utterly overwhelmed with your passion for me.

I want to quench your thirst with my sweet tasting waters and sate your appetite with the fruit of my flesh… You have wooed and courted me. Danced with me and seduced my mind, body and soul. I am yours and I am willing…

Your fiery strength and passion balance my watery emotion and empathy. The strong smell of arousal permeating the forest air brings all the animals into a sexual awakening and our kin in the other world fly through the skies to join with us!

We are on the threshold of creation and there is no turning back now. The story we write is one of eternal devotion to ourselves, to our world, to the universe

I yield to you my god, my son, my lover…

 

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The fire in my veins runs rampant. My inner being hot. I hold you to me as we stand together. I feel your hardening nipples against my chest, poking me insistently. I feel a stirring below.

I kiss your forehead, your cheeks, the bridge of your nose. My lips carressing and touching here, there, over there, back over here, then to your lips. Tongues mesh as the fires grow.

Like a tree sprouting from the rich earth I begin to grow. My shaft getting harder, and longer. It presses between us, trapped by our bodies.

My hands explore you as our passions ignite. I hear your breathing, hot and moist. Your breasts heaving, your hands slipping downwards, to touch me, to feel my hardness.

My lips begin to move down with your hands, and soon our bodies pull apart as I find those hard, hard nipples and begin to suckle on them. Your hand closes around me, and holding me lightly, you feel me from base to end.

Each movement of your hand causes me to throb, my blood pumping fully in and pressing outwards on my skin, almost to the point of aching.

I slip a hand between your legs from in front, and let my fingers locate your wetness.

I swell with pride as I realize that you do want me. You are ready. Still, I want to take you with me slowly and carefully. You are my Love, my Maiden. I need you to enjoy me as I wish to enjoy you too. This, the most important time of the year for new beginnings, we will set the stage as Goddess and God.

 

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I can barely catch my breath as your tongue runs over my cheeks, my throat, my shoulders... My longing for your embrace is obvious. No longer teasing... I want you in every way. I desire every inch of you.

Holding your manhood in one hand and your head with my other... pulling you as close as I can. Pushing my breasts hard to your face... my nipples are swollen and red from your sucking...

Stroking you I can feel you swelling harder and harder to my touch... Your hips moving back and forth. I feel your fingertips between my legs searching out the wetness. I am dripping with passion for you... only for you.

I want you. I have to have you... we are both still virgin but instinctively we know what to do.

Laying me down tenderly, lovingly, on the cushion of moss...

 

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I kneel before you. Your body, soft and willing. I spread your legs and then, curious of things I have yet to explore, I move down. My lips slide along your belly, I play with your belly button for a bit, feeling you laugh as my tongue tickles you a bit. my fingers have found your center and I am slipping them in and out, stroking, gently, firmly, slowly.

I can smell your need, my nostrils flare with your scent. I move down more, my tongue carressing your skin. Your pubic hair tickles me now as my tongue moves to replace my fingers. I revel in your taste, your hands close around my head. At first you try to push me away, not certain that you want me there like this.

Lightly I lick, then suck, then lick again. I rub your clit with my finger, softly, as my tongue plunges deeply into you. You are pulling my head in tightly now, having decided that you do like what I am doing and seeing that I love it too.

Your moans are getting louder with each passing minute as I bring you so close, then hold you off from your needed finish.

I am teasing you, enjoying my power over you as I build your need. Naturally we seem to know the steps, of course, we have been here before, just this year past.

I look up to see you looking at me, your eyes begging of me. I pull away, as you groan.

"PLEASE...my God...Please, I need to..."

"Yes my Goddess, I know...you need me."

"PLEASE. NOW. Take me."

I move up, my hardened cock brushing your leg as I hold my body over yours. I can feel your heat on my shaft, your pubic hair tickles the head of my cock causing it to throb with that same need you are begging me for now.

I take a nipple between my teeth and bite, not harsh, but firmly. You moan, your body shivers at the tension that has built in both of us. I suck, then bite again. Continuing to rotate between the pain of the bite and the relief of the gentle sucking, your eyes betray your now desperate and demanding want of relief.

I position my cock at your entrance, hesitating oh so slightly, waiting for your voice to ask me in.

 

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Laying on the bed of moss... Your strong, muscled form between my legs. I open them just a bit further, my body betraying my thoughts. I do want you so badly...

God your tongue between the folds of my lips... so young, so virginal the opening to my sweetness is. You know exactly what to do, exactly how I feel, exactly what I want

My back arches slightly, my head is thrown to the side showing you my submissiveness.. My god, I feel the tip of your hard cock ready to take me... just a look from my eyes, a word from my mouth and you are mine. In the most deep and intimate of ways, you are mine....

I lay craving, ready for you. My maiden phase passes over to the ripeness of maturity

We hear a voice echo through the forest "Go now Gaia, create in beauty... Now Govannon, create in strength"

 

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Strength and beauty echoing through the forest, our minds as one. I push forward, filling you. Your velvety smooth cocoon grips me, holding me firmly as I feel your moist heat wrap around. Fully buried in you I stop, not moving. We both relish the feel of each other, the sensuousness of the act drawing us together as we strive to bring forth new life.

A breeze wafts over us, and the trees stir. They know that our joining is the sign of warmth on its way, the newness of the cycle of the year rising up in the air.

I begin to thrust, almost pulling all the way out on each stroke. Your hips roll up to meet me on my downward thrust, our lips together, our tongue searching for each other.

Breathing flames of passion, we continue to rush towards our upheaval and the tingling of life that starts this time. With this act. The reality of our love, of our joining. Soon the new God and/or Maiden will walk the earth, someday to join as we are now, continuing the cycle of life, the wheel of time.

On this plane, in the here and now, we press on. Our orgasm's fall upon us and crushing us together. My seed fills you, your accepting eggs rush to join. I hold myself up right after, arms shaking with the after effects of our joining. I look down on my Goddess, your beauty so inspiring as to make me want to sing loud once again. And begin all over this delicious contact. Enjoying each other till time moves us on to the next plane.

 

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With your first thrust my body reacts suddenly and strongly... My mind and senses overcome with emotion. Holding you deep, deep inside. Clenching you , grasping you with everything atom of my being... never wanting to let you go. We cannot possibly be closer...

"As the Chalice is to the female,
so is the Athame to the male"
Those words ring though the forest... Lance and Grail uniting to bring blessedness to all

Our writhing forms change and melt into each other and into other beings... We are animals creating in lust. We are Goddess and God creating in spirit. We are humans creating in Love and desire...

You are the stag in rut, the strong odor of maleness and sex overwhelms me... I am alive with your scent and your power!
Over and over again and again you thrust yourself into me... Harder and harder you buck... My hips meeting yours with each stroke... growling you are... Moaning like a beast I can no longer hold on...

With a final thrust there is a rend in the Mitraic cape of the Universe. Our orgasm in unison begins to wash over us, rolling slowly, building together, a rumble stirs in the earth below us... a note so low breaking to a crescendo in the air, shrieking above us... It is our own voices that we hear but are so distant at the time same... Unattached to our own bodies. You howl into the wind.. you are My God and I am Yours, forever and always

Your seed spills into me... I catch every precious drop in my womb to continue that cycle of life

 

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I roll to the side and You snuggle up next to me, Your head on my shoulder. I can feel Your soft hair as it cascades around us. I lightly carress You, not really sexual, but lovingly, holding You close.

Our bodies touching, We rest as We watch the sun pass, the trees shading Us and the birds serenading.

You reach out, and tickle me, causing me to laugh outloud, with a hearty from the belly laugh. I in turn tickle You back and You jump up.

I grasp You, on my knees and hold You until you turn back. My head nestles on Your belly. I can feel the stirrings of another need building. I kiss Your belly, hugging You as I do. Your hands go to my head and hold me to You.

I look up and see Your face, framed by Your hair, glistening in the sunlight as it filters down to the forest floor where we are. The pine scent blends with Our earthy smell of Our just past passions as new passion build once more.

You kneel in front of me, kissing me fully on the lips.

"My Lord. You are ready so soon?"

It's not a question of Your not wanting to, it's a question of You are making sure that we both want to once again pleasure each other.

"My Lady, You bring out in me the want and need. You cause me to lose myself in Your beauty and sensuality. Our love for each other rises around us and brings me back to want to show You the depths of my love again. Do You want me? Can You see that I do want You?"

"Oh my Lord, it is what I want. We are here, We are given this time, lets celebrate Our live's, celebrate Our joining. Give unto me of your self as much as you want, as much as I need."

I pull you down on top of my body, Our lips meeting, our kisses show the hunger that is not filled. Our thirst is not quenched. My shaft rises, Your hand covers it, gently and softly. We begin to carress each other, more slowly more intimately than ever before.

 

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The sun is high when next he arises. Looking around he finds that he is alone. The Goddess has risen before him and must be out in Her world, seeing the earth come to life.

 

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Good Morning My Lord... I did rise early and watching you sleep, such a contented smile gracing your lips, I became hungry and thirsty. I've been out collecting berries for breakfast...

Even the gods cannot live on love alone