Annie's Sissy Help Line

[betabrad]

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Why do you think i want to be a sissy fucktoy so bad ?

 

[betabrad]

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Why is it that i just see myself in the girl's place and not the man's ?

 

[betabrad]

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Why do i just yearn to have my ass fucked ?

 

[SweetAnnie40]

Well, in order to not have this become a pictures thread, you can get more of what brad just posted by visiting the Bi-sexual encouragement thread. http://forum.literotica.com/showthread.php?p=92604892#post92604892

But to the real question, that's really the ultimate question, isn't it? Why do you sissies feel compelled to play with panties, dare to put them on, want to wear more and more feminine things, and eventually have sex like a girl? I'll add my thoughts in the FAQ but I'd say its worth opening the floor to hear what you gurls have to say.

 

[pantyboidoe]

Well, in order to not have this become a pictures thread, you can get more of what brad just posted by visiting the Bi-sexual encouragement thread. http://forum.literotica.com/showthread.php?p=92604892#post92604892

But to the real question, that's really the ultimate question, isn't it? Why do you sissies feel compelled to play with panties, dare to put them on, want to wear more and more feminine things, and eventually have sex like a girl? I'll add my thoughts in the FAQ but I'd say its worth opening the floor to hear what you gurls have to say.

Always have felt sexy and comfortable in panties. The further i have gotten into my desires, the more comfortable i have become with myself. i have discovered that wearing panties has just become a part of regular day life. i have bisexual desires that have not been fulfilled mostly due to my own hesitation and looking for the right connection to explore further. But maybe i will, maybe i won't, go further. So, for now i'm fine dressing up, taking photos, playing with my toys and sharing my fantasies via stories!

 

[SweetAnnie40]

Always have felt sexy and comfortable in panties. The further i have gotten into my desires, the more comfortable i have become with myself. i have discovered that wearing panties has just become a part of regular day life. i have bisexual desires that have not been fulfilled mostly due to my own hesitation and looking for the right connection to explore further. But maybe i will, maybe i won't, go further. So, for now i'm fine dressing up, taking photos, playing with my toys and sharing my fantasies via stories!

Thanks, PBD. I do hear a lot that panties just feel right or feel better or more comfortable or more natural etc. Definitely tapping into the feminine side all guys have even if they don't admit it.

 

[irishblade]

I'd count that as a victory! Most sissies would love to get even that level of understanding and be able to life sexy smooth.

As long as she actually follows through with it. I tried to buy nair today but couldn’t find it and was way too embarrassed to ask lol

 

[betabrad]

I've been thinking about shaving my legs or should i just use Nair ?

 

[irishblade]

I've been thinking about shaving my legs or should i just use Nair ?

I’m going to try nair eventually. Have been told it’s in the shaving aisle and I just missed it.

 

[BlackSatinKnight]

But to the real question, that's really the ultimate question, isn't it? Why do you sissies feel compelled to play with panties, dare to put them on, want to wear more and more feminine things, and eventually have sex like a girl? I'll add my thoughts in the FAQ but I'd say its worth opening the floor to hear what you gurls have to say.

For me it started with the allure of something forbidden. Manly men don’t wear panties, only faggots. “Borrowing” a pair of my wife’s, rubbing them on my cock, and eventually trying them on while masturbating. Next it lead to wearing them under my street clothes, convinced that everyone could tell I was wearing panties. Then it evolved to buying my own. First Wal Mart, never in my own neighborhood of course, then Target (a better selection) and finally smaller specialty boutiques. Always with the excuse they were for my wife. Finally admitting to the clerk they were for me and asking for advice on sizes.

The smooth silky feeling is part of the sensation, but there are some that just feel better. I love a thong, but if I’m wearing them all day a pair of spandex cheek huggers turn me on the most.

 

[irishblade]

For me it started with the allure of something forbidden. Manly men don’t wear panties, only faggots. “Borrowing” a pair of my wife’s, rubbing them on my cock, and eventually trying them on while masturbating. Next it lead to wearing them under my street clothes, convinced that everyone could tell I was wearing panties. Then it evolved to buying my own. First Wal Mart, never in my own neighborhood of course, then Target (a better selection) and finally smaller specialty boutiques. Always with the excuse they were for my wife. Finally admitting to the clerk they were for me and asking for advice on sizes.

The smooth silky feeling is part of the sensation, but there are some that just feel better. I love a thong, but if I’m wearing them all day a pair of spandex cheek huggers turn me on the most.

Oh wow. I fall into this journey somewhere.

 

[LucyCanyon]

Well, in order to not have this become a pictures thread, you can get more of what brad just posted by visiting the Bi-sexual encouragement thread. http://forum.literotica.com/showthread.php?p=92604892#post92604892

But to the real question, that's really the ultimate question, isn't it? Why do you sissies feel compelled to play with panties, dare to put them on, want to wear more and more feminine things, and eventually have sex like a girl? I'll add my thoughts in the FAQ but I'd say its worth opening the floor to hear what you gurls have to say.

Am sure I said this somewhere... just so much nicer fabrics, sensual feelings of skirt brushing stockings, tug of nylons on garters when you walk, posture change when wearing heels... Am happy enough doing all that and never going further though when the offer comes to try bra and breast forms and makeup - a very sexy woman thought she could make me pass - it was another fun thing to try. Its just nice feelings, and the fabrics and the slightly taboo nature get me aroused. Being fucked like a girl actually doesn't, certainly not by a man!

 

[jackstud]

Always have felt sexy and comfortable in panties. The further i have gotten into my desires, the more comfortable i have become with myself. i have discovered that wearing panties has just become a part of regular day life. i have bisexual desires that have not been fulfilled mostly due to my own hesitation and looking for the right connection to explore further. But maybe i will, maybe i won't, go further. So, for now i'm fine dressing up, taking photos, playing with my toys and sharing my fantasies via stories!

Enjoys how you shows off. Nice offer of your Backside

 

[irishblade]

I'd count that as a victory! Most sissies would love to get even that level of understanding and be able to life sexy smooth.

It was short-lived lol. She got kind of weirded out when she walked in on me and I was rubbing my titties. Really, I was just checking to see if they were starting to sag but she was not a fan. Lol

 

[SweetAnnie40]

It was short-lived lol. She got kind of weirded out when she walked in on me and I was rubbing my titties. Really, I was just checking to see if they were starting to sag but she was not a fan. Lol

Sorry to hear that. Surprised it was an issue I mean men have nipples which can be arousing when manipulated but it sounds like you need to back off a little and maybe just shave yourself in private so you quietly vote to stay shaved?

 

[irishblade]

Sorry to hear that. Surprised it was an issue I mean men have nipples which can be arousing when manipulated but it sounds like you need to back off a little and maybe just shave yourself in private so you quietly vote to stay shaved?

Maybe. I’m kind of nervous to do anything like that or wear my colorful undies because I don’t want to scare her off.

 

[SweetAnnie40]

Maybe. I’m kind of nervous to do anything like that or wear my colorful undies because I don’t want to scare her off.

If you start acting all hung up about it or overly fixated, that won't help things. Just do things as you had been recently. if you wear your undies sometimes, keep wearing them sometimes. If she agreed to the shaving, just keep it up. That's what I would advise but you know her and all the details.

 

[irishblade]

If you start acting all hung up about it or overly fixated, that won't help things. Just do things as you had been recently. if you wear your undies sometimes, keep wearing them sometimes. If she agreed to the shaving, just keep it up. That's what I would advise but you know her and all the details.

Thanks. Yeah I think I’ll keep the undies. They’re so soft and cute! Lol. But I don’t foresee me asking her to groom me again. Haha. At least not right now. Too fresh.

 

[PinkPanties4me]

Well, in order to not have this become a pictures thread, you can get more of what brad just posted by visiting the Bi-sexual encouragement thread. http://forum.literotica.com/showthread.php?p=92604892#post92604892

But to the real question, that's really the ultimate question, isn't it? Why do you sissies feel compelled to play with panties, dare to put them on, want to wear more and more feminine things, and eventually have sex like a girl? I'll add my thoughts in the FAQ but I'd say its worth opening the floor to hear what you gurls have to say.

When I was younger, I also would take my mother’s panties and masturbate in them.
I gradually starting wearing them , always worried I would leave them dirty in the hamper. I guess that was part of the thrill of wearing them.
As to why I started,I don’t really know.
I had a normal upbringing, it just felt very good.
I started dating and never really talked about my fetish until that one night I was with my girlfriend, who eventually became my wife.
I asked her if she was okay with me wearing panties while we had sex.
She didn’t care and I was hooked.
Time passes , we were married , children came along and we still had what we called panty sex.
Now we are older and just the two of us.
Still have panty sex, just not as much.
And now that she has not much interest in sex, my desire has become stronger to be more feminine when we do have sex.
I think about becoming a sissy and submitting to a alpha male all while dressed in my lingerie.
She will indulge me with my fantasy sometimes (using a dildo ,pretending it was real).
Still that desire has not gone away the older I get...

 

[SweetAnnie40]

When I was younger, I also would take my mother’s panties and masturbate in them.
I gradually starting wearing them , always worried I would leave them dirty in the hamper. I guess that was part of the thrill of wearing them.
As to why I started,I don’t really know.
I had a normal upbringing, it just felt very good.
I started dating and never really talked about my fetish until that one night I was with my girlfriend, who eventually became my wife.
I asked her if she was okay with me wearing panties while we had sex.
She didn’t care and I was hooked.
Time passes , we were married , children came along and we still had what we called panty sex.
Now we are older and just the two of us.
Still have panty sex, just not as much.
And now that she has not much interest in sex, my desire has become stronger to be more feminine when we do have sex.
I think about becoming a sissy and submitting to a alpha male all while dressed in my lingerie.
She will indulge me with my fantasy sometimes (using a dildo ,pretending it was real).
Still that desire has not gone away the older I get...

From all the stories I've heard, it sounds like sissy-fetish, panty-wearing and the like never goes away and might grow stronger over time. I certainly think there is an element of addiction where you need more and more extreme forms of the fetish to get the same pleasure reward. (That is certainly part of my own sexual dynamic I'm sure... I'm just glad that I don't seem to be tapering off at all in my libido but feel it growing.)

 

[Bittersweet1215]

I have a dilemma. I think I do anyway.

My story is a long one and I won't dive too deeply there because I'm sure it's very similar to what other sissies have experienced. I found myself trying panties, my mother's, my girlfriend's. I came to grips at some point with the fact that I was bisexual and did in fact get off to not only cock, but men.

Not sure I took the traditional route if there is such a thing. But my route was liking women, and damn near obsessively. I think
I wanted women so bad I eventually wanted to feel like one (wearing panties and the like). Couple that with my early attraction to cock, and I found shemales through porn, then sissy porn, then wanting men and wanting to be their plaything.

But when I was younger, I could sort of experiment more freely. I could try on panties and even fully crossdress. I know it was the taboo that gave me the thrill. I can remember pursing my red lips in the mirror and leaking through my stolen panties just at the sight of it. I bought toys in secret and fucked myself silly.

Then it seemed like a switch was flipped. My body fully developed in adulthood. Now... I guess the best way to describe it is... I've become the man I used to fantasize about. Tall. Broad. Thick. Somewhat muscular. Manly. The only reason I see this as troubling is for the sole reason that I can no longer fit into any tiny panties or outfits, not even if I had the rare opportunity to try. I've become a father, a worker. A somewhat imposing person.

But my darkest fantasies are still there and they are never going away. To be taken like a sissy. To be used by a man for pleasure. To wear those silky things. To feel that way, like a woman, or at the very least a submissive sissy gurl. I can dream but I can't even pretend to play the part anymore. I look like the things sissies dream about. A hulking monster of a man. But there's a sissy in me still. Fantasies are just that. Fantasies.

I don't know if this really counts as a question, but I'm not sure how to cope. This site is about as close to I can get to people who accept and understand my fantasies. I don't have the understanding spouse or friend. Just me. Alone.

How do I even reconcile that? Wanting to be the sissy bottom, but being the embodiment of the alpha top?

I don't guess there has to be an answer. Just the chance to put it out there is better than I've ever had. But any thoughts are welcome.

Great thread Annie.

 

[irishblade]

I have a dilemma. I think I do anyway.

My story is a long one and I won't dive too deeply there because I'm sure it's very similar to what other sissies have experienced. I found myself trying panties, my mother's, my girlfriend's. I came to grips at some point with the fact that I was bisexual and did in fact get off to not only cock, but men.

Not sure I took the traditional route if there is such a thing. But my route was liking women, and damn near obsessively. I think
I wanted women so bad I eventually wanted to feel like one (wearing panties and the like). Couple that with my early attraction to cock, and I found shemales through porn, then sissy porn, then wanting men and wanting to be their plaything.

But when I was younger, I could sort of experiment more freely. I could try on panties and even fully crossdress. I know it was the taboo that gave me the thrill. I can remember pursing my red lips in the mirror and leaking through my stolen panties just at the sight of it. I bought toys in secret and fucked myself silly.

Then it seemed like a switch was flipped. My body fully developed in adulthood. Now... I guess the best way to describe it is... I've become the man I used to fantasize about. Tall. Broad. Thick. Somewhat muscular. Manly. The only reason I see this as troubling is for the sole reason that I can no longer fit into any tiny panties or outfits, not even if I had the rare opportunity to try. I've become a father, a worker. A somewhat imposing person.

But my darkest fantasies are still there and they are never going away. To be taken like a sissy. To be used by a man for pleasure. To wear those silky things. To feel that way, like a woman, or at the very least a submissive sissy gurl. I can dream but I can't even pretend to play the part anymore. I look like the things sissies dream about. A hulking monster of a man. But there's a sissy in me still. Fantasies are just that. Fantasies.

I don't know if this really counts as a question, but I'm not sure how to cope. This site is about as close to I can get to people who accept and understand my fantasies. I don't have the understanding spouse or friend. Just me. Alone.

How do I even reconcile that? Wanting to be the sissy bottom, but being the embodiment of the alpha top?

I don't guess there has to be an answer. Just the chance to put it out there is better than I've ever had. But any thoughts are welcome.

Great thread Annie.

I would encourage you to do whatever feels good/right to you. Just because you become a submissive sissy gurl, unless it’s permanent, you can still be a man when you’re done exploring.

 

[SweetAnnie40]

I have a dilemma. I think I do anyway.

My story is a long one and I won't dive too deeply there because I'm sure it's very similar to what other sissies have experienced. I found myself trying panties, my mother's, my girlfriend's. I came to grips at some point with the fact that I was bisexual and did in fact get off to not only cock, but men.

Not sure I took the traditional route if there is such a thing. But my route was liking women, and damn near obsessively. I think
I wanted women so bad I eventually wanted to feel like one (wearing panties and the like). Couple that with my early attraction to cock, and I found shemales through porn, then sissy porn, then wanting men and wanting to be their plaything.

But when I was younger, I could sort of experiment more freely. I could try on panties and even fully crossdress. I know it was the taboo that gave me the thrill. I can remember pursing my red lips in the mirror and leaking through my stolen panties just at the sight of it. I bought toys in secret and fucked myself silly.

Then it seemed like a switch was flipped. My body fully developed in adulthood. Now... I guess the best way to describe it is... I've become the man I used to fantasize about. Tall. Broad. Thick. Somewhat muscular. Manly. The only reason I see this as troubling is for the sole reason that I can no longer fit into any tiny panties or outfits, not even if I had the rare opportunity to try. I've become a father, a worker. A somewhat imposing person.

But my darkest fantasies are still there and they are never going away. To be taken like a sissy. To be used by a man for pleasure. To wear those silky things. To feel that way, like a woman, or at the very least a submissive sissy gurl. I can dream but I can't even pretend to play the part anymore. I look like the things sissies dream about. A hulking monster of a man. But there's a sissy in me still. Fantasies are just that. Fantasies.

I don't know if this really counts as a question, but I'm not sure how to cope. This site is about as close to I can get to people who accept and understand my fantasies. I don't have the understanding spouse or friend. Just me. Alone.

How do I even reconcile that? Wanting to be the sissy bottom, but being the embodiment of the alpha top?

I don't guess there has to be an answer. Just the chance to put it out there is better than I've ever had. But any thoughts are welcome.

Great thread Annie.

I'm sorry to hear you're in such a struggle, Bittersweet. I'm going to assume that you don't think you could dare broach the subject with your wife. I understand that you feel like as manly as you turned out, you could never enjoy what you crave.

So first, they make big panties, honey. You'd have to graduate from stealing your wife's but it would just be a simple trip to the Plus-size women's shop (Torrid, Lane Bryant, etc.) to pick up panties, bras, all sorts of sexy sissy things. They even make high heels up to size 16 feet (see Pleaser brand).

Second, don't worry about what you might look like, enjoy how you feel. Enjoy the feel of the panties, lingerie, makeup, heels, etc. With privacy and planning, you can enjoy these things and then put them away before being with your family again.

Third, it isn't either/or. You can be a manly man and have manly man sex with your wife, be the big strong father for your kids and all that. AND have times when you want to feel feminine, when you want to take out that realistic cock dildo you hide away and suck it like a slut and feel it push into you and fuck you. You can have both.

Not sure if this helps at all but welcome here

 

[irishblade]

I'm sorry to hear you're in such a struggle, Bittersweet. I'm going to assume that you don't think you could dare broach the subject with your wife. I understand that you feel like as manly as you turned out, you could never enjoy what you crave.

So first, they make big panties, honey. You'd have to graduate from stealing your wife's but it would just be a simple trip to the Plus-size women's shop (Torrid, Lane Bryant, etc.) to pick up panties, bras, all sorts of sexy sissy things. They even make high heels up to size 16 feet (see Pleaser brand).

Second, don't worry about what you might look like, enjoy how you feel. Enjoy the feel of the panties, lingerie, makeup, heels, etc. With privacy and planning, you can enjoy these things and then put them away before being with your family again.

Third, it isn't either/or. You can be a manly man and have manly man sex with your wife, be the big strong father for your kids and all that. AND have times when you want to feel feminine, when you want to take out that realistic cock dildo you hide away and suck it like a slut and feel it push into you and fuck you. You can have both.

Not sure if this helps at all but welcome here

This response is amazing. Thank you!

 

[Jenna2641]

This response is amazing. Thank you!

Annie is always so support! Big hugs for her!