Angelus... get you butt in here!

[T.H. Oughts]

Ok my friend will you listen hard.... you must be a cool dude or we would not bother talking to you and we would ignore you. You are a welcome person in any conversation... so cut out the "I bet no one missed me" thing. I would invite you anywhere I had a conversation ...........

Ok, smile we all love ya

I'sn't that right people?

 

[kiwiwolf]

Angelus is very cool by me... I enjoy his posts and his sense of humour.

 

[Debbie]

Yeah what kiwiwolf said! And he is a handsome fella too.

Angelus remember my threat to you if you keep getting down on yourself? I will keep it you know. You'll end up with a lot of friendly kisses! Now repeat after me, Angelus is a cool dude and you are missed and people like you for who you are.

love debbie

Hey Kiwiwolf and T.H.Oughts. How ya'all doing?

 

[T.H. Oughts]

Hey Kiwiwolf and T.H.Oughts. How ya'all doing?

I'm cool Debs I hope you didn't get to washed out the last few days, looked a heap of rain down your way.

Hey Kiwiwolf, how did Rotovegas go????? Catch any ducks by the lake


*pisst.. Debs, how about we creep up behind Angelus and tickle him*

 

[Guest]

Oh hell..... I didn't think that was a threat debbie. I thought that was a promise.

Damn.


*Walks back out with head down*

 

[Angelus]

 

[Debbie]

Oh hell..... I didn't think that was a threat debbie. I thought that was a promise.

Damn.


*Walks back out with head down* [/QUOTE

Angelus you lost your cookies again! And yes it is a promise! Get back in here now!

 

[Angelus]

No!

<======= hey look!

 

[Summery]

No!

<======= hey look!

Ok, I want to know where that handsome face is? I hate the fact my hours are so off from the rest of you. I never get to hang out and enjoy conversations with you Angelus or Debbie and T.H. not enough anyway.

I want to see that face back Angelus....it always makes me smile

Good night everyone.

 

[Debbie]

No!

<======= hey look!

You really are a man of few words aren't you? Come back and be sociable!

SummerRose! Damn. Missed her again. 'Nite sweetie!

PM me what is good your time and we can try and hang! My time now is Tuesday night 9:30 pm.

 

[Angelus]

Socialable?

I couldn't be socialable if I tried and right now I haven't got it in me to be socialable in the least. Sorry to be like this but I can't help it and I can't change it.

 

[Debbie]

Socialable?

I couldn't be socialable if I tried and right now I haven't got it in me to be socialable in the least. Sorry to be like this but I can't help it and I can't change it.

I wouldn't want you to change at all. I like you just the way you are. Sociable or not. Hang with me whenever you want or just PM me to shoot the breeze.

 

[Angelus]

You like the way I am?

God..... I hate the way I am..... always have, always will.

Of course nobody knows this because I never tell them so I'll just leave you all now and fall further into the depths of my own personal hell.

 

[Debbie]

You like the way I am?

God..... I hate the way I am..... always have, always will.

Of course nobody knows this because I never tell them so I'll just leave you all now and fall further into the depths of my own personal hell.

Angelus, I have been somewhere similiar to where you are. I grew up in a family where my Grandmother told me again and again I was just like my mother. This was not a compliment as my mother was in and out of mental institutions for severe depression and bizarre behaviour. (A few years ago she was diagonosed as a schizophrenic (sp?) )

I have always had low self esteem.

We all have our own personal hell. There was a time in my life when I despised myself so much that I could not/would not look at myself in the mirror. I walked around with my head down, hoping people wouldn't notice me. I wanted to be invisible.
I wanted to end my life, there seemed to be nothing positive I could find in my life. My heart was cold and my soul numb. I was emotionally dead. I had given all I could and there was nothing left.

Things can change. I managed to take control of my life and smile again. Now I try to spread that smile as far as I can.


PM me if you want and we can chat.

Yes Angelus I like you. Honestly mate, no bullshit. You are a neat person. I have enjoyed your posts and honest, upfront kiwi charm and great wit. Being a good looking guy is just an added bonus.

 

[SexGod]

Angelus, I have been somewhere similiar to where you are. I grew up in a family where my Grandmother told me again and again I was just like my mother. This was not a compliment as my mother was in and out of mental institutions for severe depression and bizarre behaviour. (A few years ago she was diagonosed as a schizophrenic (sp?) )

I have always had low self esteem.

We all have our own personal hell. There was a time in my life when I despised myself so much that I could not/would not look at myself in the mirror. I walked around with my head down, hoping people wouldn't notice me. I wanted to be invisible.
I wanted to end my life, there seemed to be nothing positive I could find in my life. My heart was cold and my soul numb. I was emotionally dead. I had given all I could and there was nothing left.

Things can change. I managed to take control of my life and smile again. Now I try to spread that smile as far as I can.


PM me if you want and we can chat.

Yes Angelus I like you. Honestly mate, no bullshit. You are a neat person. I have enjoyed your posts and honest, upfront kiwi charm and great wit. And being a good looking guy is just and added bonus.

Just thought I'd smile and give a nod of recognition to you all. I'm inimately familiar with mental illnesses, depression, emotional numbness, and the struggle for taking control again, and I understand. Keep wading, troopers. <salutes>

 

[SweetCherry]

Ahem, Angelus, I'd just like to add this lil tidbit.

If you're not much, thjen how come Julie loves you so much? I try and pull the same "I'm not special, there's nothing to me" bullshit with Draco. I always get reminded rather firmly, with examples thrown in for good measure that I am. So face it, honey. You are someone worth knowing and we do wonder and worry. So know it, accept iot and live with it.

 

[T.H. Oughts]

See Angelus, I told you we love ya Have a great day buddy

 

[Draco]

Angelus Angelus Angelus.....Dude. Come on, we all love ya. Even ME. You're a good looking fella and any girl in her right mind would kill to have you on their arm. This "I'm so down on myself shit" has to stop. If you dont, me and the rest of the crazy kiwi crew are gonna be knocking on your door and moving in to your abode for a good old-fashion 60's style love in. And we know where you live so dont go hiding in the bush.

SO CHIN UP...matey..or we're on our way.

 

[SilverVeil]

This is so nice.

To see people come and try to lift up the spirits of a friend. I don't know you Angelus, but I have read your posts. And I like them. You have a lot of cool things to say.

BTW did you know that you have a very sexy neck ?
( If that AV is of you that is )

Very lickable.

 

[Draco]

Silver..that is Angelus in that AV.....bite that boys neck, he could do with a rise.......in self-confidence.

 

[SilverVeil]

* giggles * I would but I don't know him really at all. But his neck is very sexy.
I like seeing AV's that are real people. When they use smilies, it gives me a mental picture of what they look like when they are being devilish, happy, sad, sarcastic.... you know what I mean.

 

[Draco]

Silver hun, it doesn't matter whether you know him or not, he needs an ego boost and its most flattering when a complette stranger does it. You can handle it from friends... but when a stranger does it, you know it genuine and somehow it feels better.

 

[T.H. Oughts]

Angelus...... good moring

 

[kiwiwolf]

Angelus, Debbie, T.H., and the rest of the gang... sorry for not getting back in last night, but I kept on getting timed out. I just gave up in the end.

Angelus old sock, I think you are in need of a damned good night on the town. Now as a newly single man I have discovered the joys of the Auckland night life. I would be DAMNED happy to help you attain alcohol assisted bliss. I have developed a nodding aquaintance with a couple of the classier lap dancers in our fine berg, and I am sure they would enjoy meeting you.

If that sounds like shit, then maybe we could do a quiet dinner and a talk. I have a damned good ear and maybe I could help. Sometimes just having someone to listen to you is a help. I'm going to PM my phone number to you. Use it at any time. No time is too late or too early. I hate to see you like this mate. You are too good a person to be this down. Take advantage of the offer buddy. It is genuine and has no expiry date, OK?

 

[kiwiwolf]

Bumping for Angelus...