CMK89
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Central Oklahoma born and raised in the city, moved in with my gf/babymomma to the country, where we started a homestead. We have one kid/daughter, who's recently turned 3.
My BM and I are still dating, though I was kicked out a few months ago. So we don't live together, due to some complicated circumstances, that mostly involves her mom. I visit every Tuesday and Thursday and spend weekends with them. So I see them quite regularly, and yet, I still miss them. I Love my Daughter and I know and see/feel that she Loves me. But I don't feel that from my gf/bm.
Even before the separation, we were becoming more and more distant. To where it felt like we were roommates that shared a bed. Even now, when I visit, I feel like I'm only wanted there to help with our daughter. I don't even get a kiss with "So how was your day?" We only talk about the necessities, such as what pertains to our daughter or the chores of the day/week on the farm.
We use to have a kinky relationship in the bedroom with power exchanges that we haven't explored in over 2 years.
I'm at the point where I'm not sure if her and our relationship is going to last, for she doesn't show any desire for me. I feel like she's only with me for our daughter.
I know threads aren't really meant for this, not meant for sob stories, I just really needed to get it out and maybe some others can relate in some ways. If you want to get your story off your heart, feel free to drop it here. Maybe you've been in a similar situation, and things are better with you and your s/o. If that's the case, what worked for you two?
Maybe it didn't workout, but the breakup made things better between the two of you. If so, how so?
I appreciate any and all who reads this and reaches out. Even if your advice or yoursl story doesn't help or relates to me personally, it could very well help someone else.
My BM and I are still dating, though I was kicked out a few months ago. So we don't live together, due to some complicated circumstances, that mostly involves her mom. I visit every Tuesday and Thursday and spend weekends with them. So I see them quite regularly, and yet, I still miss them. I Love my Daughter and I know and see/feel that she Loves me. But I don't feel that from my gf/bm.
Even before the separation, we were becoming more and more distant. To where it felt like we were roommates that shared a bed. Even now, when I visit, I feel like I'm only wanted there to help with our daughter. I don't even get a kiss with "So how was your day?" We only talk about the necessities, such as what pertains to our daughter or the chores of the day/week on the farm.
We use to have a kinky relationship in the bedroom with power exchanges that we haven't explored in over 2 years.
I'm at the point where I'm not sure if her and our relationship is going to last, for she doesn't show any desire for me. I feel like she's only with me for our daughter.
I know threads aren't really meant for this, not meant for sob stories, I just really needed to get it out and maybe some others can relate in some ways. If you want to get your story off your heart, feel free to drop it here. Maybe you've been in a similar situation, and things are better with you and your s/o. If that's the case, what worked for you two?
Maybe it didn't workout, but the breakup made things better between the two of you. If so, how so?
I appreciate any and all who reads this and reaches out. Even if your advice or yoursl story doesn't help or relates to me personally, it could very well help someone else.
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