Koba
Experienced
- Joined
- Oct 20, 2002
- Posts
- 128
Sometimes I am a tornado in my own house.
Some have stated my posts were motivated by egotistical pride. That is true only on the surface. The real driving force behind my irrational postings in the last few days was fear, pure and simple. I should be able to see this myself as it is happening but sometimes it feels like something has grabbed a hold of me and I just can't let go. This is not the first time this has happened in regards to my poetry. I think that poetry is an outlet for me to reveal deeply personal thoughts and feelings. When I let them out into the public I am like an animal in the corner ready to spring. I need to learn to deal with this. I definitely did not do a good job this time.
A public outburst demands a public apology. I apologize to anyone who was offended by my posts. And in particular, I say that I am sorry to TwelveOne for the childish name calling and gauntlet throwing. It was completely out of line on my part. I also apologize to Bronzeage and Chipbutty for my rudeness to both of them. Looking back you were both trying to be helpful but in my frenzy I could just not see it.
I am learning about life but sometimes the lessons are hard to absorb.
Some have stated my posts were motivated by egotistical pride. That is true only on the surface. The real driving force behind my irrational postings in the last few days was fear, pure and simple. I should be able to see this myself as it is happening but sometimes it feels like something has grabbed a hold of me and I just can't let go. This is not the first time this has happened in regards to my poetry. I think that poetry is an outlet for me to reveal deeply personal thoughts and feelings. When I let them out into the public I am like an animal in the corner ready to spring. I need to learn to deal with this. I definitely did not do a good job this time.
A public outburst demands a public apology. I apologize to anyone who was offended by my posts. And in particular, I say that I am sorry to TwelveOne for the childish name calling and gauntlet throwing. It was completely out of line on my part. I also apologize to Bronzeage and Chipbutty for my rudeness to both of them. Looking back you were both trying to be helpful but in my frenzy I could just not see it.
I am learning about life but sometimes the lessons are hard to absorb.
