EveryReady
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- Sep 14, 2004
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I am a 36 yr old single male who on the whole considers himself straight but lately i have been questioning that. My first sexual experience was at a very young age I think I was around 6. An older male cousin ( 8 or 9) took me on to the roof top of his house and penetrated me anally. I wasnt aware that what he was doing was sex ( i didnt know what sex was). And I thought nothing of it, it was a one off experience.
Years later I put two and two together but never spoke of it to anyone and on the whole I am not bothered by it. I was always attracted to woman in school. And started masturbating regularly at the age of 14. I had a very sexy large breasted mother and she was often the target of my masturbating fantasies.
I also had heard of beastiality and at the age of 16 I sucked my dobermans cock one time ( felt really guilty later) and several times tried to penetrate the bitch without luck. I would just rub my cock against the female dogs cunt and come like that.
My first real sexual experience was with a girl in college around the age of 20. I had several girlfriends with an active sex life.
I returned home one summer and woke up at 6 am with a raging hard on. I got up and walked past my mothers room and saw that her door was open. I walked past and got a glimpse. She was lying on her stomach sleeping with her nightie hitched above her waist. I could see her milky white sexy ass. I went up to my room to masturbate, but now I wanted to see more. I went back down and creeped into her room. The sun was coming up so I could see her clearly. She was now lying on her back and I could see her belly button, delecious thighs and most of all her amazing pussy. she was a blonde and her pubic hair was golden brown and like silk. I pulled my cock out from my shorts and started pumping away. I leaned forward eye to eye wth my mothers delicious cunt, I could see her clitoris and opening. I spurted my cum all over the bed. I sank at the bottom of her bed totally spent. I died of guilt. Nothing like that happened again but I have to say that was one of the most erotic experiences of my life. To this day I regret not having fucked her when she was in her prime, she was so hot. I am sure I could have pulled it of if I was devious enough.
I was always drawn to literature and info on homosexuality and once or twice fantasized about it. But that was extremely rare. In high school I had a male teacher that I used to imagine fucking me while I masturbated but on the whole I am not attracted to men.
That all changed at the age of 28 when I was visiting SF. I was walking around the streets horny I went into a strip joint. Later I left horny and turned on. I walked into a book shop with porno video booths. I thought ok I can wank off. I bought the tokens and went throught the back into where the booths were. I saw two man standing around one was about 6 foot balding around 45 with a large stomach, the other was about 35 and slim.
I ignored them and went into a booth and immediately put in the tokens and started watching the porno and masturbating. A minute later I noticed that there was a hole in the booth. I had vaguely heard of Glory holes I thought ok. A few seconds later someone had entered the other booth and stuck their finger through and motioned for me to stick my dick through it. I thought what the hell I was so turned on.
Immediately I felt the warm mouth engulf me as I kept my eye on the pornos of the silicon breasted women getting fucked.
He withdrew my cock from his mouth and said to come into his booth. SO turned on and not wanting to stop I just walked out and into his booth without even zipping up my pants. It was the 45 year old man. Suddenly I was getting turned off. There was no porno playing here. I said where is the movie. He put in a few tokens and voila. He said take off your clothes and I took off my shirt and pants. He leaned forward and gently bit and sucked on my nipples and then on my ear lobes. No woman had ever done this. It was very exciting
I was panting hard. At this point I would usually undress a woman and embrace her, I asked him to remove his clothes and I wrapped my arms around this older man and kissed him on his chest. It just came naturally. He bent down sucked my dick some more. I wanted to do the same. I rubbed my face in his genitals but I didnt want to take his dick in my mouth. He was semi- hard. I was so turned on that I grabbed my dick and pumped it hard. After a few moments I came. And suddenly I was like oh shit what am I doing. I looked at him shocked and said I came. He said I know now its my turn. I just pulled on my clothes and ran out stunned. I couldnt stop spitting. I was sure I had caught aids. I went to the hotel and took a long shower. I was concerned am I gay? What if someone finds out?
After that I started dating a girl for 3 years and stayed faithful to her. After her I dated several other women. Every now and then I would surf the net and look at pictures and videos of shemales and masturbate. This started around three years ago.
A few months ago something shocking happend. I hadnt been with a girl for a while and as I was driving home after picking up a late night snack I saw what looked like the shapely figure of a woman standing by the road side. I slowed down and realized it was a young transexual or maybe a transvestite about 20. I got a hard on. I swivled my car back and picked her/him up. She had a beautiful face.
She told me to drive to a secluded spot I gave her the money. I had a raging hard on. I rubbed her legs. I removed my pants and she did the same. I could see she had a massive erect cock in the darkness.
I put on a condom and she got on top of me and I got feel my cock penetrating her deeply, I pulled her body close and kissed her/his neck I could feel some stuble. I grapped her breasts and realised they were not real not even silicon just accessories that she had put in her bra that eveing.
She started to ride me. I was in heaven. I swore to myself that I would do this everynight. I wanted to screw her in the missionary position. I told her to remove all her clothes. She took of her top and reoved the false bra. She lay down on the seat naked. Without the breats I wasnt as turned on. She now more resembled a pretty boy with make up on. I tried banging her for a bit but I decided to masterbate instead. One thing l love is going down on a woman and masturbating. I did this, I rubbed my face against her/his balls and jacked off. She grabbed my head and steered her cock into my mouth. The first time I have ever sucked a cock. I resisted and suddenly I came in my hand. I was disgusted and grossed out. I couldnt get him to leave my car quick enough. I went home spitting on the way and took a long shower worried I had caught a disease as he was not wearing a condom. I swore nothing like this would happen again.
A month later I was in a big city and I happened to cme across a advert for a shemale escort with her picture. She was gorgeous.
I called up and fixed a time. I went to her place and she wa blonde blude eyed and had large breasts and incredibly sexy hips. She told me to undress and get on the bed. She removed her panties and I saw her cock. She put on a condom and I leaned forward and licked her balls and then sucked on her cock like a pro. Immediately it stiffened in my mouth. She told me to get on all fours. The room was surrounded by mirrors. I could see my self in the doggy position as she came up behind me so sexy. She put on a lubricating cream and slowly penetrated my ass. It felt so good. I tried to relax and let it slide in deeply. But this was really the first time for me and it only went in a few inches. I was loving the feeling of having a huge cock up my ass. She started to pump me and it was too much for me to take I moved and it slide out. We tried again several times and as she penetrated me I was feeling dirty and wonderful, the cock was so hard. I was in ecstasy. But she couldnt pump me I wasnt ready for that. I told her it was my turn and slowly started pumping her in the ass till I came.
It was a wonderful experience. She was just like a stunning beautiful woman. Blonde hair, large breasts, wide hips, slim waist. The only difference she had a huge hard cock to put a twist in the game.
Now that was my last bisexual experience. about a month ago. I am dying to experience something like this again. Does fucking a shemale and getting fucked by a shemale make me a homosexual or bisexual. Now I think I wouldnt even mind just a regular cross dresser fucking me.
Before I was repulsed by the what happened with the transvestite in the car. But now I fantasize about it. And fantasize about him fucking me in the ass. I enjoyed sucking the shemales cock. It is getting more natural the more I do it. Would the next step be getting fucked by gay men who are not cross dressers? I dont think I would be ready for that but who knows that just might be the next level in a few months that i will need to move onto to increase the kink. But at the same time I do want to find a girl I connect with and fall in love, get married and have kids.
So am I Gay, bisexual, bicurious, or just really fucked up?
Thanks
Years later I put two and two together but never spoke of it to anyone and on the whole I am not bothered by it. I was always attracted to woman in school. And started masturbating regularly at the age of 14. I had a very sexy large breasted mother and she was often the target of my masturbating fantasies.
I also had heard of beastiality and at the age of 16 I sucked my dobermans cock one time ( felt really guilty later) and several times tried to penetrate the bitch without luck. I would just rub my cock against the female dogs cunt and come like that.
My first real sexual experience was with a girl in college around the age of 20. I had several girlfriends with an active sex life.
I returned home one summer and woke up at 6 am with a raging hard on. I got up and walked past my mothers room and saw that her door was open. I walked past and got a glimpse. She was lying on her stomach sleeping with her nightie hitched above her waist. I could see her milky white sexy ass. I went up to my room to masturbate, but now I wanted to see more. I went back down and creeped into her room. The sun was coming up so I could see her clearly. She was now lying on her back and I could see her belly button, delecious thighs and most of all her amazing pussy. she was a blonde and her pubic hair was golden brown and like silk. I pulled my cock out from my shorts and started pumping away. I leaned forward eye to eye wth my mothers delicious cunt, I could see her clitoris and opening. I spurted my cum all over the bed. I sank at the bottom of her bed totally spent. I died of guilt. Nothing like that happened again but I have to say that was one of the most erotic experiences of my life. To this day I regret not having fucked her when she was in her prime, she was so hot. I am sure I could have pulled it of if I was devious enough.
I was always drawn to literature and info on homosexuality and once or twice fantasized about it. But that was extremely rare. In high school I had a male teacher that I used to imagine fucking me while I masturbated but on the whole I am not attracted to men.
That all changed at the age of 28 when I was visiting SF. I was walking around the streets horny I went into a strip joint. Later I left horny and turned on. I walked into a book shop with porno video booths. I thought ok I can wank off. I bought the tokens and went throught the back into where the booths were. I saw two man standing around one was about 6 foot balding around 45 with a large stomach, the other was about 35 and slim.
I ignored them and went into a booth and immediately put in the tokens and started watching the porno and masturbating. A minute later I noticed that there was a hole in the booth. I had vaguely heard of Glory holes I thought ok. A few seconds later someone had entered the other booth and stuck their finger through and motioned for me to stick my dick through it. I thought what the hell I was so turned on.
Immediately I felt the warm mouth engulf me as I kept my eye on the pornos of the silicon breasted women getting fucked.
He withdrew my cock from his mouth and said to come into his booth. SO turned on and not wanting to stop I just walked out and into his booth without even zipping up my pants. It was the 45 year old man. Suddenly I was getting turned off. There was no porno playing here. I said where is the movie. He put in a few tokens and voila. He said take off your clothes and I took off my shirt and pants. He leaned forward and gently bit and sucked on my nipples and then on my ear lobes. No woman had ever done this. It was very exciting
I was panting hard. At this point I would usually undress a woman and embrace her, I asked him to remove his clothes and I wrapped my arms around this older man and kissed him on his chest. It just came naturally. He bent down sucked my dick some more. I wanted to do the same. I rubbed my face in his genitals but I didnt want to take his dick in my mouth. He was semi- hard. I was so turned on that I grabbed my dick and pumped it hard. After a few moments I came. And suddenly I was like oh shit what am I doing. I looked at him shocked and said I came. He said I know now its my turn. I just pulled on my clothes and ran out stunned. I couldnt stop spitting. I was sure I had caught aids. I went to the hotel and took a long shower. I was concerned am I gay? What if someone finds out?
After that I started dating a girl for 3 years and stayed faithful to her. After her I dated several other women. Every now and then I would surf the net and look at pictures and videos of shemales and masturbate. This started around three years ago.
A few months ago something shocking happend. I hadnt been with a girl for a while and as I was driving home after picking up a late night snack I saw what looked like the shapely figure of a woman standing by the road side. I slowed down and realized it was a young transexual or maybe a transvestite about 20. I got a hard on. I swivled my car back and picked her/him up. She had a beautiful face.
She told me to drive to a secluded spot I gave her the money. I had a raging hard on. I rubbed her legs. I removed my pants and she did the same. I could see she had a massive erect cock in the darkness.
I put on a condom and she got on top of me and I got feel my cock penetrating her deeply, I pulled her body close and kissed her/his neck I could feel some stuble. I grapped her breasts and realised they were not real not even silicon just accessories that she had put in her bra that eveing.
She started to ride me. I was in heaven. I swore to myself that I would do this everynight. I wanted to screw her in the missionary position. I told her to remove all her clothes. She took of her top and reoved the false bra. She lay down on the seat naked. Without the breats I wasnt as turned on. She now more resembled a pretty boy with make up on. I tried banging her for a bit but I decided to masterbate instead. One thing l love is going down on a woman and masturbating. I did this, I rubbed my face against her/his balls and jacked off. She grabbed my head and steered her cock into my mouth. The first time I have ever sucked a cock. I resisted and suddenly I came in my hand. I was disgusted and grossed out. I couldnt get him to leave my car quick enough. I went home spitting on the way and took a long shower worried I had caught a disease as he was not wearing a condom. I swore nothing like this would happen again.
A month later I was in a big city and I happened to cme across a advert for a shemale escort with her picture. She was gorgeous.
I called up and fixed a time. I went to her place and she wa blonde blude eyed and had large breasts and incredibly sexy hips. She told me to undress and get on the bed. She removed her panties and I saw her cock. She put on a condom and I leaned forward and licked her balls and then sucked on her cock like a pro. Immediately it stiffened in my mouth. She told me to get on all fours. The room was surrounded by mirrors. I could see my self in the doggy position as she came up behind me so sexy. She put on a lubricating cream and slowly penetrated my ass. It felt so good. I tried to relax and let it slide in deeply. But this was really the first time for me and it only went in a few inches. I was loving the feeling of having a huge cock up my ass. She started to pump me and it was too much for me to take I moved and it slide out. We tried again several times and as she penetrated me I was feeling dirty and wonderful, the cock was so hard. I was in ecstasy. But she couldnt pump me I wasnt ready for that. I told her it was my turn and slowly started pumping her in the ass till I came.
It was a wonderful experience. She was just like a stunning beautiful woman. Blonde hair, large breasts, wide hips, slim waist. The only difference she had a huge hard cock to put a twist in the game.
Now that was my last bisexual experience. about a month ago. I am dying to experience something like this again. Does fucking a shemale and getting fucked by a shemale make me a homosexual or bisexual. Now I think I wouldnt even mind just a regular cross dresser fucking me.
Before I was repulsed by the what happened with the transvestite in the car. But now I fantasize about it. And fantasize about him fucking me in the ass. I enjoyed sucking the shemales cock. It is getting more natural the more I do it. Would the next step be getting fucked by gay men who are not cross dressers? I dont think I would be ready for that but who knows that just might be the next level in a few months that i will need to move onto to increase the kink. But at the same time I do want to find a girl I connect with and fall in love, get married and have kids.
So am I Gay, bisexual, bicurious, or just really fucked up?
Thanks
