MelissaBaby
Wordy Bitch
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Where did it go?
Page two hundred and something, probably.
The better question is why did it come back?
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Where did it go?
I'm going through something like that now. But I'm coming out of it. I'm sure it'll happen again.
How many times have I pondered the what if's of my life?
Oh yes. Wanna trade cars? My steering wheel is trying to run into some ditches again.As I learned long ago ...I am not really running things down here! All I can do is grab the steering wheel and run my life off into the ditch sometimes.
Only the OP can answer that.The better question is why did it come back?
Be interesting if real AND accessible.
How many times have I pondered the what if's of my life? On second faster or slower her or there. Open my mouth and said something here or not said something there.
How different my life would be!
Or would it?
How much control do we have over our own destinies? It is indeed hard to make a choice when you do not know that a choice is there. And once a course of action is put into play most humans are relucent to change anything without a well defined and considerable reason.
Some say that it is a long and weary journey to get where we are today and some say it's a wonderful life.
So far we don't get the "Do over" and can rarely change what we have done without considerable trouble.
But who is to say we would make things worse?
As I learned long ago ...I am not really running things down here! All I can do is grab the steering wheel and run my life off into the ditch sometimes.
What few glimpses of the future I have had is indeed "Like looking through a glass darkly" where you only see or know a small part...who, what, when ... where or how is not usually supplied. A couple of frames of a movie of your life is not much help when making life-altering decisions.
Trust me, you can really fuck up some shit with too little information!
Only the OP can answer that.
I experienced something similar in the AH not long ago. The difference there was it came out of my browser when a hacker was accessing the forums via my browser when I clicked and thought I was responding in another thread.
That thread is closed now. Like the old saying goes, "Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me".
I am the OP, bub.
MelissaBaby is the alpha and the omega
the start and the finish
Interesting to ponder,impossible to quantify. My ex held a gun to my head and talked about how we'd both be better off dead. I wonder what percentage of times he pulled the trigger.
And thus I would have died four times in emergency rooms or on the street, in the house or in my car. Once at 17, again at 53 (twice) and then at 68.
I have been blessed...I was brought back from the dead four times. I don't think I will get a fifth time.![]()
I suppose there must be, although I'd prefer to concentrate on each.
Me: "Come on, baby, push."
Idris: "Are you talking to me?"
And the hotel is not going to be pleased with the mess.


And thus I would have died four times in emergency rooms or on the street, in the house or in my car. Once at 17, again at 53 (twice) and then at 68.
I have been blessed...I was brought back from the dead four times. I don't think I will get a fifth time.![]()
You truly are blessed, there must be a reason you're still with us. Let's hope it's a good one.![]()
In yet another timeline, I didn't lose Lorilei's phone number after a night of Jagerbombs and drunken sex in the ATO house at the University of Georgia. We end up dating, get married, and now have four wonderful adult kids. They all post here on Lit alongside their parents. None of them like our creepy neighbor Mr. Que.
"When you come to a fork in the road, take it." -Y. BerraI have taken the wrong path in life. Fate is pissed.
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MelissaBaby is the alpha and the omega
the start and the finish
Been there. It sux. Wish it had been an alternate timeline.

There are times in life when I feel like I can almost see the path ahead, and have to decide which timeline I want to make my own in this reality. Of course, I have not always chosen wisely.
I'm having a pretty major, possibly life changing event happening next Thursday, and I really hope the decision that the decision I made is the right one. I guess time will tell.
I'm glad you brought this thread back MB!![]()

Good luck, sweetheart.![]()
I have taken the wrong path in life. Fate is pissed.
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