All that glitters

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This is how I feel today. My glittery wings a little tattered. My heart bruised. My magic wand spent.

Mr. cookie is home after being in ER for 2 nights. I'm thankful we got him home. He's so small. My big Daddy is so small but he is finally, finally comfortable.

It's been a fucking roller coaster of is he dying? Is he staying? He wants to go. He's said it so many times in the last two days. He admitted yesterday he's felt this for a couple weeks now. That tore me up. But that's how he rolls. Protective of my heart, wanting to keep me safe from hurt.

We've cried a million tears. Today, I started again and he said stop. That's an order. It's time for only happiness, love, peace. He said he only wants to be surrounded by quiet, restful, untroubled moments.

This is why I love him. He ordered me to be happy. Sometimes I forget. His glass is not half full, it's fucking overflowing.

So here we are, at home. He's finally in his bed - after 1 1/2 years of being confined to a wheelchair 24/7. He's asleep. Untroubled. Breathing steadily.

Thanks for the messages of love and glitter and music and support. I really appreciate all of t.

cooke
 
http://i.imgur.com/mE0fNeN.jpg

This is how I feel today. My glittery wings a little tattered. My heart bruised. My magic wand spent.

Mr. cookie is home after being in ER for 2 nights. I'm thankful we got him home. He's so small. My big Daddy is so small but he is finally, finally comfortable.

It's been a fucking roller coaster of is he dying? Is he staying? He wants to go. He's said it so many times in the last two days. He admitted yesterday he's felt this for a couple weeks now. That tore me up. But that's how he rolls. Protective of my heart, wanting to keep me safe from hurt.

We've cried a million tears. Today, I started again and he said stop. That's an order. It's time for only happiness, love, peace. He said he only wants to be surrounded by quiet, restful, untroubled moments.

This is why I love him. He ordered me to be happy. Sometimes I forget. His glass is not half full, it's fucking overflowing.

So here we are, at home. He's finally in his bed - after 1 1/2 years of being confined to a wheelchair 24/7. He's asleep. Untroubled. Breathing steadily.

Thanks for the messages of love and glitter and music and support. I really appreciate all of t.

cooke

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http://i.imgur.com/mE0fNeN.jpg

This is how I feel today. My glittery wings a little tattered. My heart bruised. My magic wand spent.

Mr. cookie is home after being in ER for 2 nights. I'm thankful we got him home. He's so small. My big Daddy is so small but he is finally, finally comfortable.

It's been a fucking roller coaster of is he dying? Is he staying? He wants to go. He's said it so many times in the last two days. He admitted yesterday he's felt this for a couple weeks now. That tore me up. But that's how he rolls. Protective of my heart, wanting to keep me safe from hurt.

We've cried a million tears. Today, I started again and he said stop. That's an order. It's time for only happiness, love, peace. He said he only wants to be surrounded by quiet, restful, untroubled moments.

This is why I love him. He ordered me to be happy. Sometimes I forget. His glass is not half full, it's fucking overflowing.

So here we are, at home. He's finally in his bed - after 1 1/2 years of being confined to a wheelchair 24/7. He's asleep. Untroubled. Breathing steadily.

Thanks for the messages of love and glitter and music and support. I really appreciate all of t.

cooke

I know it's been both trying and exhausting, but I hope you can rest a bit easier with him where he should be, home. Just like he can be comfortable in the knowledge that you are where you should be, right there next to him. While you may feel worn down, you are too awesome to ever not soar, we all see it. Besides, you heard the man, that's an order :D
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http://i.imgur.com/mE0fNeN.jpg

This is how I feel today. My glittery wings a little tattered. My heart bruised. My magic wand spent.

Mr. cookie is home after being in ER for 2 nights. I'm thankful we got him home. He's so small. My big Daddy is so small but he is finally, finally comfortable.

It's been a fucking roller coaster of is he dying? Is he staying? He wants to go. He's said it so many times in the last two days. He admitted yesterday he's felt this for a couple weeks now. That tore me up. But that's how he rolls. Protective of my heart, wanting to keep me safe from hurt.

We've cried a million tears. Today, I started again and he said stop. That's an order. It's time for only happiness, love, peace. He said he only wants to be surrounded by quiet, restful, untroubled moments.

This is why I love him. He ordered me to be happy. Sometimes I forget. His glass is not half full, it's fucking overflowing.

So here we are, at home. He's finally in his bed - after 1 1/2 years of being confined to a wheelchair 24/7. He's asleep. Untroubled. Breathing steadily.

Thanks for the messages of love and glitter and music and support. I really appreciate all of t.

cooke

There's one thing I've learned, when Mr. cookie tells you to do something you fucking do it.
Trust me, I'm speaking from experience. :heart:
I'm happy he's back home where he belongs and comfortable. I love you both. And as always, we're here for you.
 
http://i.imgur.com/mE0fNeN.jpg

This is how I feel today. My glittery wings a little tattered. My heart bruised. My magic wand spent.

Mr. cookie is home after being in ER for 2 nights. I'm thankful we got him home. He's so small. My big Daddy is so small but he is finally, finally comfortable.

It's been a fucking roller coaster of is he dying? Is he staying? He wants to go. He's said it so many times in the last two days. He admitted yesterday he's felt this for a couple weeks now. That tore me up. But that's how he rolls. Protective of my heart, wanting to keep me safe from hurt.

We've cried a million tears. Today, I started again and he said stop. That's an order. It's time for only happiness, love, peace. He said he only wants to be surrounded by quiet, restful, untroubled moments.

This is why I love him. He ordered me to be happy. Sometimes I forget. His glass is not half full, it's fucking overflowing.

So here we are, at home. He's finally in his bed - after 1 1/2 years of being confined to a wheelchair 24/7. He's asleep. Untroubled. Breathing steadily.

Thanks for the messages of love and glitter and music and support. I really appreciate all of t.

cooke

Cookie,

You know that No and I always have you in our thoughts and heart. We are here for you, our hugs our always here when you want them, I am glad he is at peace. I know from experience, that this is so hard on you as a loving one. When you are ready we all help you rebuild those wings, and glitter them so much you will struggle to walk, but that is how much we as a community, Love you and Mr. Cookie too.
 
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This is how I feel today. My glittery wings a little tattered. My heart bruised. My magic wand spent.

Mr. cookie is home after being in ER for 2 nights. I'm thankful we got him home. He's so small. My big Daddy is so small but he is finally, finally comfortable.

It's been a fucking roller coaster of is he dying? Is he staying? He wants to go. He's said it so many times in the last two days. He admitted yesterday he's felt this for a couple weeks now. That tore me up. But that's how he rolls. Protective of my heart, wanting to keep me safe from hurt.

We've cried a million tears. Today, I started again and he said stop. That's an order. It's time for only happiness, love, peace. He said he only wants to be surrounded by quiet, restful, untroubled moments.

This is why I love him. He ordered me to be happy. Sometimes I forget. His glass is not half full, it's fucking overflowing.

So here we are, at home. He's finally in his bed - after 1 1/2 years of being confined to a wheelchair 24/7. He's asleep. Untroubled. Breathing steadily.

Thanks for the messages of love and glitter and music and support. I really appreciate all of t.

cooke


Hang in there. I would sing for both of you if you could hear me.... that 'sheer force of love' you mention can't be in vain. It will have a life of it's own.
 
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