Admitting feelings

Noor

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I was just thinking tonight about how strange it is that we *hug* people online and friends frequently tell me they "love me" and all that, but to the people we really love and care about, we rarely say those things at least not publicly or in the light of day ;).
 
You never know when they have a knife in the other hand.
 
But will people actually tell them how they really feel before they die?
or will they have to guess?
Can we somehow assume they knew?
 
But will people actually tell them how they really feel before they die?
or will they have to guess?
Can we somehow assume they knew?

I know how they feel.

Eventually you get tired of everybody telling you to fuck off and go away. So you do.

Then you end up here in the middle of the night because even your dreams tell you to fuck off and go away.
 
An impending sense of doom feels a little weird, but not really all that bad.
You think, how odd..., oh well...
 
You find a band you've never heard of before (Dream Theater) and you like their sound, so you get more. You like the music, but the more you listen to the lyrics, you realize they're probably a fucking Thumper band. It pisses you off. You still listen to their music, but will never buy more because you have to try and tune out the religious bullshit in the lyrics.

Or you find out they belong to a cult (Chick Corea) and it makes your mind bleed that people can be so fucking stupid, yet put out good music.
 
I like Al Stewart and Prog rock. Not much changes except most of ELP died this year.
 
I know how they feel.

Eventually you get tired of everybody telling you to fuck off and go away. So you do.

Then you end up here in the middle of the night because even your dreams tell you to fuck off and go away.

Maybe that is why I am still alive!
 
Impending sense of doom .... what did you have to go without?

It is a medical term, a weird feeling you have when your body is starting to shut down or something. I had a reaction and that happened. I was totally calm, very logical I am told, but also very detached. My body decided to continue so I am still here. Now I have an epi pen. The weird thing is that you don't care.
 
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