Addicted to masturbation

I stroke my cock a lot. I enjoy it. Like to see it grow. Just wish it was doing some fucking.. Sexless marriage
So if you masturbate does that mean your going to cum?
Not for me...I often stroke where I'm just about to blow and stop. It's difficult sometimes but it just fuels my next session.
 
Is anyone else completely addicted to jerking off? I've been doing it for as long as I can remember, even as a young child before I know what I was doing I knew rubbing against my mattress felt nice. I vividly remember the first time I actually cummed, when I was 11, and I've never been able to stop. I'm in my 30s now, I can easily do 6-7 times a day, if not more. I once did it 10+ and passed out after the last time. I'm always horny. I take risks, in terms of doing it when I'm not home alone, at work. I remember when I was a crazy horny virgin teen I had a crush on my au pair and I used to watch porn and masturbate knowing she would catch me. I cant sleep without cumming first. I've had sleepless nights from edging all night. I enjoy it so much.


A few months ago, I had to do a sperm test and had to not jerk off for 3 days. I had withdrawal symptoms and struggled to sleep.

Recently, I've managed to get myself down to just a couple of times a day.
Has anyone else ever had this?
I ‘be often wondered how many times I’ve masturbated in my lifetime. The frequency has varied from a couple times a week to 20 times a week over 38 years. Some days I masturbate fantasizing about what it would be like to have been masturbating 10 or more times a day for decades. Like well over 100,000 times. Even if you just came one mL that’d be over 100 liters of cum total. The thought of that gets me off for some reason.
 
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