Britwitch
Classically curvy
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- Apr 23, 2004
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"What life... would you have? Would it matter? Just to be alive is sweet, is it not? The gift of life is just that, a gift... and yet you sit here squandering it because you feel you need something more, to be pure, to be chaste? Is that all you want? Never to have known the horrors of this room, of what sick and twisted things you were forced to do, or that you chose to do."
"No...I...I don't know what I want..." Amber whimpered, the touch of his cheek against her own making her heart ache. Wanting to lean into the brief caress of his skin against her own. Wanting more. Need more. Such warmth in the darkness.
"You could ask him once more, he will surely give you what you seek. If it is just a matter of how you wish to live, then by all means, give him what he wants in order for yourself to survive the way you like. Give him another child, let him take what he wants and he will leave you as you are."
A kiss, all too brief but nonetheless, gentle and sweet followed his words. That simple action taking her breath away, her eyes closing in the darkness in response, her lips parted but no words coming forth.
"He asked the child and you let him have it... you are telling me you regret not having your virginity more than letting that sick man do what he will with an innocent life?"
"No! Of course not...!" Amber's eyes opened in a flash and she turned, reaching to take hold of the hands of the person beside her. Looking earnestly into the shadows, seeing only the outline of his head but somehow knowing he could see her. "I...I...I did something so selfish and horrible...how could I regret anything more than sacrificing an innocent child, my own child to such a man..." Tears sparkled in the bright blue depths of her eyes. "...what kind of a person would do such a thing...what kind of a person have I let myself become because...because of this place...?" She paused to glance around the squallid, bare cell once more. "I haven't left this room because I deserve to be here...I didn't at first but now...now I do...I have done the darkest of deeds by giving up my own baby...I know I shall never regret anything as much as that...my virginity was there to be taken...my baby was not..."
"No...I...I don't know what I want..." Amber whimpered, the touch of his cheek against her own making her heart ache. Wanting to lean into the brief caress of his skin against her own. Wanting more. Need more. Such warmth in the darkness.
"You could ask him once more, he will surely give you what you seek. If it is just a matter of how you wish to live, then by all means, give him what he wants in order for yourself to survive the way you like. Give him another child, let him take what he wants and he will leave you as you are."
A kiss, all too brief but nonetheless, gentle and sweet followed his words. That simple action taking her breath away, her eyes closing in the darkness in response, her lips parted but no words coming forth.
"He asked the child and you let him have it... you are telling me you regret not having your virginity more than letting that sick man do what he will with an innocent life?"
"No! Of course not...!" Amber's eyes opened in a flash and she turned, reaching to take hold of the hands of the person beside her. Looking earnestly into the shadows, seeing only the outline of his head but somehow knowing he could see her. "I...I...I did something so selfish and horrible...how could I regret anything more than sacrificing an innocent child, my own child to such a man..." Tears sparkled in the bright blue depths of her eyes. "...what kind of a person would do such a thing...what kind of a person have I let myself become because...because of this place...?" She paused to glance around the squallid, bare cell once more. "I haven't left this room because I deserve to be here...I didn't at first but now...now I do...I have done the darkest of deeds by giving up my own baby...I know I shall never regret anything as much as that...my virginity was there to be taken...my baby was not..."