submissiveknight
Really Experienced
- Joined
- Aug 18, 2006
- Posts
- 103
I'm a person who believes in GOD! I'm not really found of organized religion. My Mistress and I like to watch a certain preacher out of Houston(don't really want to mention names)on Sunday mornings. Right afterwards another religious show comes on. I usually change the channel unless I'm busy doing something else. Today I got stopped in my tracks. When I pray, I only pray for GOD to guide me and give me wisdom. I had just done that a day prior in the shower. I was getting very stressed out I mean, tormentily stressed, I've had so many issues that Ive had to deal with at once and I was jumping from one to the next. Each time I approached one it would explode into many. Kind of like splitting an atom, if you know what I mean. My anxiety and tolerance level has been pretty bad lately. I have diffinetly been pushing my limits with my Princess, kind of snappy which really isn't good with HER. SHE knows what I've been going thru and has been tolerant much beyond reason. And I applaud and love HER for this! This preacher on TV began to recite what I prayed to GOD about the day before. It was as if he was telling me my answer to my prayer! Not only how to go about handling the stress, now get this one, even done to how to serve my wife. Which i can say that I havn't been proud of lately to say the least!!!! I'm still in awe and feel like I've been touched. I've had this happen before with events going on in not only mine but OUR lives, but never such a direct reflection after a prayer. This helped me so much today. And due to a terrible thing that happened to one of OUR friends, I know my Mistress needs me so much this week. I feel like hopefully to give me that final push of hope that I have been striving for. I know because I have read that many other inviduals on this site are constantly going thru struggles within themselves, I really hope that this can give them a little inspiration and give them something to look foward to. Ways have a way of chancing sometimes. I never dreamed that my first thread would be wriiten in this manner but it was just to ironic to pass up. I really hope it gives some people something to strive for when they are down on their ways.