iDreamInNude
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- Mar 20, 2011
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Yup thats me.
I just got home from my boyfriend's house, where I experienced my first female ejaculation. Needless to say it was wet and messy and well... shocking. I've always wanted to "squirt". I think it's a very arousing capability that women possess. My boyfriend and I tried for a long time to get me to squirt. And it never happened. Well... I suppose I can't say never anymore.
I've heard this before and I'm sure you have also. I worried that I had just had a "golden shower" all over my boyfriend. But upon closer analyses the fluid I had expelled only had a very small odor. A slight sweet smell, but definitely not strong enough to be urine. But I am still embarrassed!
My boyfriend seemed happy when I shot my juices all over him. But after we had talked about it and he researched a little bit more about it. He seemed to become standoffish. The rest of our evening went pretty awkwardly.
I've known quite a bit about female ejaculation, but honestly I feel almost shameful now that I've experienced it. Which I know is wrong. I'm afraid that maybe I did urinate. It didn't feel like urination at all. It felt... like... wow. And it came out of nowhere. I wasn't trying to make it happen. It just happened. I went over the situation in my head and my boyfriend and I seemed to be doing everything that would provoke this type of orgasm.
But I am not sure if I want it to happen again! I don't want my boyfriend to be disgusted... I'm afraid that I'll start holding back orgasms just so I won't squirt. My boyfriend keeps telling me its fine. But then why all the awkwardness?
If I'm a squirter. I want to squirt proud and free! Gah.... I'm going to need to buy a lot more towels.
I just got home from my boyfriend's house, where I experienced my first female ejaculation. Needless to say it was wet and messy and well... shocking. I've always wanted to "squirt". I think it's a very arousing capability that women possess. My boyfriend and I tried for a long time to get me to squirt. And it never happened. Well... I suppose I can't say never anymore.
I've heard this before and I'm sure you have also. I worried that I had just had a "golden shower" all over my boyfriend. But upon closer analyses the fluid I had expelled only had a very small odor. A slight sweet smell, but definitely not strong enough to be urine. But I am still embarrassed!
My boyfriend seemed happy when I shot my juices all over him. But after we had talked about it and he researched a little bit more about it. He seemed to become standoffish. The rest of our evening went pretty awkwardly.
I've known quite a bit about female ejaculation, but honestly I feel almost shameful now that I've experienced it. Which I know is wrong. I'm afraid that maybe I did urinate. It didn't feel like urination at all. It felt... like... wow. And it came out of nowhere. I wasn't trying to make it happen. It just happened. I went over the situation in my head and my boyfriend and I seemed to be doing everything that would provoke this type of orgasm.
But I am not sure if I want it to happen again! I don't want my boyfriend to be disgusted... I'm afraid that I'll start holding back orgasms just so I won't squirt. My boyfriend keeps telling me its fine. But then why all the awkwardness?
If I'm a squirter. I want to squirt proud and free! Gah.... I'm going to need to buy a lot more towels.