MistieBllue
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- Aug 24, 2002
- Posts
- 26
I'm a lurker, have been for a long time now and have learned so much from reading through the many pages on this board
I'm jumping in today, because if I don't tell people soon I am going to explode and while my closest friends already know, I'm still at the - OMFG- looky what he gave me- stage and have this girlie need to tell anyone who will listen, except my mother, who, while we walked around tesco earlier, I debated telling but could only imagine her spontaneously conbusting in the frozen food aisle...
I've only been with 'Sir' for a few months, but in him I feel everything I've ever wanted, I feel 'home' and free to be the person I really am rather than the conformer who fits in to the ideals of all those around me, there's a relationship and an energy between us that goes so much deeper than I ever thought possible, he's everything on every level and while I know I sound like a gushy 16 yr old with a massive crush, I'm glowing with an intensity that burns so brightly everyone notices, even the milkman, lol
so... after many many conversations, the D/s side of our relationship went to a new level yesterday and I can't describe the feeling of belonging I now have and the sheer joy that it brings. All my dreams became reality as Sir gave me the gift I have yearned for all my submissive life but never thought I'd find the one person who I wanted to share it with.
I'm in love, owned and complete.
I'm jumping in today, because if I don't tell people soon I am going to explode and while my closest friends already know, I'm still at the - OMFG- looky what he gave me- stage and have this girlie need to tell anyone who will listen, except my mother, who, while we walked around tesco earlier, I debated telling but could only imagine her spontaneously conbusting in the frozen food aisle...
I've only been with 'Sir' for a few months, but in him I feel everything I've ever wanted, I feel 'home' and free to be the person I really am rather than the conformer who fits in to the ideals of all those around me, there's a relationship and an energy between us that goes so much deeper than I ever thought possible, he's everything on every level and while I know I sound like a gushy 16 yr old with a massive crush, I'm glowing with an intensity that burns so brightly everyone notices, even the milkman, lol
so... after many many conversations, the D/s side of our relationship went to a new level yesterday and I can't describe the feeling of belonging I now have and the sheer joy that it brings. All my dreams became reality as Sir gave me the gift I have yearned for all my submissive life but never thought I'd find the one person who I wanted to share it with.
I'm in love, owned and complete.
