iowa_guy99
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- Joined
- Apr 30, 2009
- Posts
- 17
I suppose I can say that I have been a jerk-off addict since I was 11 or 12. Since that time I have regularly had 4 or 5 orgasms a day.
My high school girlfriend introduced me to teasing and further enhanced my submissive nature. She would often make me satisfy her with my tongue and leave me to my own. She would tease that my needs were unimportant. After I left her place each night I would drive a few blocks away and park and relieve myself.
In college, even if I had a girlfriend I kept up my daily pace. Since then and after getting married I continue to take care of myself as my wife is vanilla and couldn't keep up with my pace.
Right now is the longest I have gone without an orgasm. It's been almost two weeks. Which is amazing for a wanker like me. Of course I maintain my jerking addiction, but I have begun to do so without cumming.
Because of this I have experienced blue balls that I never knew before with my constant release. I notice that my balls feel full and I am easily aroused. I think I am going to lose control and cum, but I want this denial to last as long as it can.
I think it would help me to make these confessions (and maybe some more) to a woman that can help me admit deep seating feelings. It is very difficult to admit this anonymously on here, and I think it would be helpful to tell a real woman.
If you are familiar with similar situations and would like to chat or talk, please let me know.
My high school girlfriend introduced me to teasing and further enhanced my submissive nature. She would often make me satisfy her with my tongue and leave me to my own. She would tease that my needs were unimportant. After I left her place each night I would drive a few blocks away and park and relieve myself.
In college, even if I had a girlfriend I kept up my daily pace. Since then and after getting married I continue to take care of myself as my wife is vanilla and couldn't keep up with my pace.
Right now is the longest I have gone without an orgasm. It's been almost two weeks. Which is amazing for a wanker like me. Of course I maintain my jerking addiction, but I have begun to do so without cumming.
Because of this I have experienced blue balls that I never knew before with my constant release. I notice that my balls feel full and I am easily aroused. I think I am going to lose control and cum, but I want this denial to last as long as it can.
I think it would help me to make these confessions (and maybe some more) to a woman that can help me admit deep seating feelings. It is very difficult to admit this anonymously on here, and I think it would be helpful to tell a real woman.
If you are familiar with similar situations and would like to chat or talk, please let me know.
