A Companion thread...

Dhalgren150 said:
and now is my favorite... mists... damn i do love the mists... to hide in... :cool:


I don't have the mists, but I don't have the rain anymore, and I am thankful. :) :rose:
 
am_bi_tious said:
I don't have the mists, but I don't have the rain anymore, and I am thankful. :) :rose:

I know what you mean.

Sorry but I am sitting here fighting sleep so I am going to call it a night and get some sleep.
 
am_bi_tious said:
I don't have the mists, but I don't have the rain anymore, and I am thankful. :) :rose:


you can have some of my mists.... they float in my head all the time...

I will share them.... :D
 
Dhalgren150 said:
you can have some of my mists.... they float in my head all the time...

I will share them.... :D


Why don't you bring them over... the sooner the better. :kiss:
 
Good evening. I worked from 7 PM to 11 PM tonight. I worked the busiest lane tonight. Soon as it died down, I got bored REALLY fast! I was so desperate for something to do. I kept fidgetting around. I had cleaned the conveyor belt at least 5 times, straightened up the candy and such items at my register to almost perfection!

Tonight, a girl (friend) from my not-so-distant past came in and hugged me. I was kind of awkward. I guess it's because I'm never used to such affection from friends OR girls for that matter. Actually, I never was used to that affection. Oy, does this mean I'm not capable of affection? To love and be loved, either?!?!

I know, I'm not going to think much into it, because mainly the last time I heard, she has a b/f. And two, it could be a friendly thing. She did say we should do lunch sometime... I'm skeptical of that, but it could happen.

Anyhow, just going to finish up a few things, then I'm heading to bed. Got class in the morning, but luckily I don't have to work for two days.
 
HybridCrow, it just means that you are not quite comfortable with women just yet. It could mean that you are shy or inexperienced.

It doesn't mean that you aren't capable of loving or being loved.
 
Well, I AM inexperienced. Also, there is the fact that I still have problems trusting women, so that could also account for my uncomfortableness, even though the woman has been really nice and everything to me.
 
You see what I mean.

Having trust issues alone is enough to cause you to be uncomfortable with a woman.
 
Missingmeds said:
You see what I mean.

Having trust issues alone is enough to cause you to be uncomfortable with a woman.

I try, I really do, but all my life, women especially, people have lied to me. Hell, my dad and his best friend lied to me when they told me that his best friend's daughter really liked me. That was a long time ago, and when I finally told her how I felt about her, I pretty much lived a lie.

I should have known they only did that to make me feel better about myself.

But as I said before in other posts, when it comes to women, I'm just going to have conversations with them that I won't think much into. I've gotten tired of reading signs and looking for the meaning in things they say or do. If I just keep on thinking too much, I'll never be able to figure out differences in what they're telling me.
 
I do so enjoy when the weather finally starts to cooperate with me.

Tomorrow is cleaning day.
 
Yes, really nice weather it was today. Problem was, I had to do some reading for a homework assignment.

It's supposed to be in the 70's tomorrow. I'm looking at wearing my camou shorts and muscle shirt.
 
I am looking forward to getting the windows open and being able to clean like I want to.
 
Missingmeds said:
Good morning everyone.

Enjoy the weather today.
Would LOVE to enjoy the weather. Stuck inside at work all day, and have to teach a class at the YMCA at 6pm.
Oh well... there will be more nice days, right?
 
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