Keepsakes abound
around this place,
knickknacks and trinkets
that bear no import to
anything but my memories,
jarring them awake,
letting me bring back--if
faded or muted by time
and distance--some aspect
of something that was
once unforgettable and
will always be meaningful
to my heart. I just wish
the pillowcases you'd slept
on still smelled of you, but
the scent finally evaporated
and was gone. Like you.
When I look at her pillow,
I can still see the mark of her head;
Such a distinct depression, even though,
it's been years since she was in this bed,
When I look at her pillow,
it seems silly, I know,
But smoothing it out is something I dread;
When I look at her pillow,
I can still see the mark of her head;
It had come as a shock,
not a terrible one,
mind you, but one he
had not anticipated quite
so soon,
that even when looking
at her picture, the
sound of her laugh
or the soft moans she
made when his fingers
hit just the right spot,
no longer echoed in
his mind.
The young ones bow or turn from men who gaze
and carry manners in their overcoats.
They're the ruling class. Do you need to ask?
Just look at the bird in the gilded cage,
the kneeling woman burying her hope
in fine-stitched cloth, time passing on the wall.
The artist hangs above it all, sallow
his world, late afternoon in waning light.
You are a young man,
a lucky Litvak stuck in Vitebsk.
Neither war nor revolution upends
you, but instead say stay home
and keep your childhood close.
There's a synergy between you
and the canvas such that a village
can leap through space to hang
at the center of your art.
Art is not life no matter
how recursive it all feels.
I don't know
whose hand holds the palette
and that isn't really you only
what you saw in that time
as you painted. It's almost
100 years later, the flame has left
you but the goat leaps
back to you still.
I love you best thin and fresh
nicely blistered bubbles charred
slight, no sauce per se, a rough
red blend tomato, oil, garlic. Mutz
should be handmade that day salt
red flake pepper whatever I want
I can't produce the grave waiters
who set you on a pedestal before
me, t-shirt Lotharios who toss,
slide and slice. Why boardwalk pie
is wide as a tire served with shore
sounds so nice to lean and fold,