Wonderer67
Optimistic nihilist
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Another Long Day
A walk in the woods
On our farm at dusk
Helps me unclutter my mind
Long and tough day at work
My day job…the one that pays the bills
But now I am here in my woods
I have to tell myself that
To force the discipline of mindfulness
October has arrived in force
44 this morning at wakeup and still only 54 now
I love the weather
The crispness in the air
But the shorter days
Fuck with my head
I am a wonderer
A wanderer
My mind wanders
As I walk the trails
I’d love to quit my day job…
And focus on farming 24/7
But the money is shit
And the benefits package is even worse
Stacy focused, Tim…be in the moment.
This time of year, I walk extra carefully
As quietly as possible
I try not to scare the deer
Or the birds
As I walk up the main trail into the woodS
I look up and marvel
I love these woods
I know almost every tree
The throngs of black walnuts
The tulip poplars standing ram-rod straight at attention
Red maples and their invasive cousins, the Norway maple
Regal oaks
Dead ash trees – their skeletons scratching at the dark blue skyThey will be firewood soon enough
Swamp maples, dogwoods and sycamores
Cooling their root-toes in the swamp
I resume my march
Tactical now, trying not to crunch leaves or snap sticks
No deer today
Which is good: I do not love them
The only thing I hear are the
Birds conversing
Talking amongst themselves
And the cascade of acorns
Hitting branch after branch;
Natures pinball machine
I hear the thud of
Heavier black walnuts falling
In the light wind
It’s time to turn for home
To make dinner
Nearly dark out now
Miss Conduct will be hungry
And hopefully horny too
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A walk in the woods
On our farm at dusk
Helps me unclutter my mind
Long and tough day at work
My day job…the one that pays the bills
But now I am here in my woods
I have to tell myself that
To force the discipline of mindfulness
October has arrived in force
44 this morning at wakeup and still only 54 now
I love the weather
The crispness in the air
But the shorter days
Fuck with my head
I am a wonderer
A wanderer
My mind wanders
As I walk the trails
I’d love to quit my day job…
And focus on farming 24/7
But the money is shit
And the benefits package is even worse
Stacy focused, Tim…be in the moment.
This time of year, I walk extra carefully
As quietly as possible
I try not to scare the deer
Or the birds
As I walk up the main trail into the woodS
I look up and marvel
I love these woods
I know almost every tree
The throngs of black walnuts
The tulip poplars standing ram-rod straight at attention
Red maples and their invasive cousins, the Norway maple
Regal oaks
Dead ash trees – their skeletons scratching at the dark blue skyThey will be firewood soon enough
Swamp maples, dogwoods and sycamores
Cooling their root-toes in the swamp
I resume my march
Tactical now, trying not to crunch leaves or snap sticks
No deer today
Which is good: I do not love them
The only thing I hear are the
Birds conversing
Talking amongst themselves
And the cascade of acorns
Hitting branch after branch;
Natures pinball machine
I hear the thud of
Heavier black walnuts falling
In the light wind
It’s time to turn for home
To make dinner
Nearly dark out now
Miss Conduct will be hungry
And hopefully horny too
48/52