Lailarenna
Really Experienced
- Joined
- May 16, 2004
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For a long time I've had small bumps (like tiny beads just under the skin) on the inner folds of my vagina, but I never really thought much of it, as they didn't arrive suddenly and were never much of a bother, although occassionally one might swell up a little and itch. Recently they've become slightly more pronounced, although they're still no larger than seed beads, and so out of concern I looked into it online and it looks as though I probably have genital warts.
Now, this causes some big problems here. I have absolutely no health insurance anymore and no money to get myself treated, and even if I did, because I live with my parents and don't drive, I'd have to have one of them take me, which causes another problem. I'm still a virgin, although when I was five years old I was forced into oral sex with a member of my family, which, I'm guessing, is how I got it, as I've never had any experiences since. Were my parents with me, they would likely disbelieve I was still a virgin due to this disease, and eventually the incident with the family member would have to come to light (that's something I'd only ever told my boyfriend about, at least until now). Which brings me to another problem: how is he going to react to this and how is this going to effect us when we have sex, as I'm going to visit him next month. We've been together two years (long distance relationship), and this is the first time we will have gotten together. This is just not the kind of thing I wanted hanging over my head before such a happy occasion.
I'm quite honestly unsure as to what the hell to do.
Now, this causes some big problems here. I have absolutely no health insurance anymore and no money to get myself treated, and even if I did, because I live with my parents and don't drive, I'd have to have one of them take me, which causes another problem. I'm still a virgin, although when I was five years old I was forced into oral sex with a member of my family, which, I'm guessing, is how I got it, as I've never had any experiences since. Were my parents with me, they would likely disbelieve I was still a virgin due to this disease, and eventually the incident with the family member would have to come to light (that's something I'd only ever told my boyfriend about, at least until now). Which brings me to another problem: how is he going to react to this and how is this going to effect us when we have sex, as I'm going to visit him next month. We've been together two years (long distance relationship), and this is the first time we will have gotten together. This is just not the kind of thing I wanted hanging over my head before such a happy occasion.
I'm quite honestly unsure as to what the hell to do.