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ElusivButterfly said:

Sorry I have not made it back till now....

Update.... Steve and I are working things out. I am re-engaged again and will remain so as long as those anger issues are dealt with (which he seems to be honestly working on). I hate bringing my life here but ya'll are the only ones I have.

I have to give a special thanks to a few (ok many, but I do not know all names) people on here...

Joe and Mrs. J .... Thank you so very much...I loved hearing from you and I hope to talk again soon...I was not able to talk as I had hoped when you called but.... well I hope to rectify that in the future...Ya'll have been so sweet and well...unexpected! Thank you both! I love ya'll! Everyone needs someone...and ya'll have been my someone...I cannot thank you enough. I hope to return the call this week.
Hugs and Butterfly kisses!

Doug...Thank you for everything! Hugs and Butterfly kisses for you too!

Copper...What can I say girl? Thank you for sharing and for listening.... Hugsssss and major Butterfly kisses! We need to talk!

George.... Where the hell are you? Do you know that I spoke with N? You need to call me or e-mail/pm me so I can reach you! Luv ya Buddy!

John....You know who you are....You are my best friend...Have been for many years now....Thank you for calling...I needed it more than you know...Just remember...It has always been you and I...If ANYONE has an issue with our friendship, they need to get to steppin!
Love you!

Blackie........Heck I do not know what to say, other than thank you Hun....Love you! Thank you for standing by me through everything! Hugs and Butterfly kisses!


Fred....You need to stay in touch regardless! We are friends...that means fiance, b/f or not, friendship is forever! Please never forget that Hun! Miss you! Hugs and Butterfly kisses!

BD.....You have also been there for me for years now...Thank you for calling...Thank you for caring enough to even think about calling. Thank you for listening to me vent and for sharing....Luv ya Hun! Hugs and Buterfly kisses!

There are so many others here who have posted and pm'd since I have been gone...I will get to each and everyone when I get the time....all I can say at the moment is, "THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart"....You are ALL reasons why I continue to return.

Wish I had something more to say or type at the moment but I don't.

Love you all! be back soon, I hope. Getting ready for my sister's wedding (out of state) at the moment and having my car worked on (oh joy )...Hope to return soon or if not, my sis gets married on the 20th...I will be in MD for a few days....Hope to catch up after I return.

OH I have to mention.... Due to the Butterfly... (pats self on back), Steve got his very first tattoo.... I have pics of that as well as some from Disney and I will be getting my 3rd tattoo on Friday...Will have pics of that too...

Oh and if I do not get back beforehand, I will also have pics from my sister's wedding (hopefully some private pics too, as I secured a suite for us and a separate room for my son )

Wish me luck please
and those who know how
to reach me via phone,
please due so! (you know who you are)

Will update as I can...Love ya'll!

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ElusivButterfly said:

Sorry I have not made it back till now....

Update.... Steve and I are working things out. I am re-engaged again and will remain so as long as those anger issues are dealt with (which he seems to be honestly working on). I hate bringing my life here but ya'll are the only ones I have.

I have to give a special thanks to a few (ok many, but I do not know all names) people on here...

Joe and Mrs. J .... Thank you so very much...I loved hearing from you and I hope to talk again soon...I was not able to talk as I had hoped when you called but.... well I hope to rectify that in the future...Ya'll have been so sweet and well...unexpected! Thank you both! I love ya'll! Everyone needs someone...and ya'll have been my someone...I cannot thank you enough. I hope to return the call this week.
Hugs and Butterfly kisses!

Doug...Thank you for everything! Hugs and Butterfly kisses for you too!

Copper...What can I say girl? Thank you for sharing and for listening.... Hugsssss and major Butterfly kisses! We need to talk!

George.... Where the hell are you? Do you know that I spoke with N? You need to call me or e-mail/pm me so I can reach you! Luv ya Buddy!

John....You know who you are....You are my best friend...Have been for many years now....Thank you for calling...I needed it more than you know...Just remember...It has always been you and I...If ANYONE has an issue with our friendship, they need to get to steppin!
Love you!

Blackie........Heck I do not know what to say, other than thank you Hun....Love you! Thank you for standing by me through everything! Hugs and Butterfly kisses!


Fred....You need to stay in touch regardless! We are friends...that means fiance, b/f or not, friendship is forever! Please never forget that Hun! Miss you! Hugs and Butterfly kisses!

BD.....You have also been there for me for years now...Thank you for calling...Thank you for caring enough to even think about calling. Thank you for listening to me vent and for sharing....Luv ya Hun! Hugs and Buterfly kisses!

There are so many others here who have posted and pm'd since I have been gone...I will get to each and everyone when I get the time....all I can say at the moment is, "THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart"....You are ALL reasons why I continue to return.

Wish I had something more to say or type at the moment but I don't.

Love you all! be back soon, I hope. Getting ready for my sister's wedding (out of state) at the moment and having my car worked on (oh joy )...Hope to return soon or if not, my sis gets married on the 20th...I will be in MD for a few days....Hope to catch up after I return.

OH I have to mention.... Due to the Butterfly... (pats self on back), Steve got his very first tattoo.... I have pics of that as well as some from Disney and I will be getting my 3rd tattoo on Friday...Will have pics of that too...

Oh and if I do not get back beforehand, I will also have pics from my sister's wedding (hopefully some private pics too, as I secured a suite for us and a separate room for my son )

Wish me luck please
and those who know how
to reach me via phone,
please due so! (you know who you are)

Will update as I can...Love ya'll!

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ElusivButterfly said:

Sorry I have not made it back till now....

Update.... Steve and I are working things out. I am re-engaged again and will remain so as long as those anger issues are dealt with (which he seems to be honestly working on). I hate bringing my life here but ya'll are the only ones I have.

I have to give a special thanks to a few (ok many, but I do not know all names) people on here...

Joe and Mrs. J .... Thank you so very much...I loved hearing from you and I hope to talk again soon...I was not able to talk as I had hoped when you called but.... well I hope to rectify that in the future...Ya'll have been so sweet and well...unexpected! Thank you both! I love ya'll! Everyone needs someone...and ya'll have been my someone...I cannot thank you enough. I hope to return the call this week.
Hugs and Butterfly kisses!

Doug...Thank you for everything! Hugs and Butterfly kisses for you too!

Copper...What can I say girl? Thank you for sharing and for listening.... Hugsssss and major Butterfly kisses! We need to talk!

George.... Where the hell are you? Do you know that I spoke with N? You need to call me or e-mail/pm me so I can reach you! Luv ya Buddy!

John....You know who you are....You are my best friend...Have been for many years now....Thank you for calling...I needed it more than you know...Just remember...It has always been you and I...If ANYONE has an issue with our friendship, they need to get to steppin!
Love you!

Blackie........Heck I do not know what to say, other than thank you Hun....Love you! Thank you for standing by me through everything! Hugs and Butterfly kisses!


Fred....You need to stay in touch regardless! We are friends...that means fiance, b/f or not, friendship is forever! Please never forget that Hun! Miss you! Hugs and Butterfly kisses!

BD.....You have also been there for me for years now...Thank you for calling...Thank you for caring enough to even think about calling. Thank you for listening to me vent and for sharing....Luv ya Hun! Hugs and Buterfly kisses!

There are so many others here who have posted and pm'd since I have been gone...I will get to each and everyone when I get the time....all I can say at the moment is, "THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart"....You are ALL reasons why I continue to return.

Wish I had something more to say or type at the moment but I don't.

Love you all! be back soon, I hope. Getting ready for my sister's wedding (out of state) at the moment and having my car worked on (oh joy )...Hope to return soon or if not, my sis gets married on the 20th...I will be in MD for a few days....Hope to catch up after I return.

OH I have to mention.... Due to the Butterfly... (pats self on back), Steve got his very first tattoo.... I have pics of that as well as some from Disney and I will be getting my 3rd tattoo on Friday...Will have pics of that too...

Oh and if I do not get back beforehand, I will also have pics from my sister's wedding (hopefully some private pics too, as I secured a suite for us and a separate room for my son )

Wish me luck please
and those who know how
to reach me via phone,
please due so! (you know who you are)

Will update as I can...Love ya'll!

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ElusivButterfly said:

Sorry I have not made it back till now....

Update.... Steve and I are working things out. I am re-engaged again and will remain so as long as those anger issues are dealt with (which he seems to be honestly working on). I hate bringing my life here but ya'll are the only ones I have.

I have to give a special thanks to a few (ok many, but I do not know all names) people on here...

Joe and Mrs. J .... Thank you so very much...I loved hearing from you and I hope to talk again soon...I was not able to talk as I had hoped when you called but.... well I hope to rectify that in the future...Ya'll have been so sweet and well...unexpected! Thank you both! I love ya'll! Everyone needs someone...and ya'll have been my someone...I cannot thank you enough. I hope to return the call this week.
Hugs and Butterfly kisses!

Doug...Thank you for everything! Hugs and Butterfly kisses for you too!

Copper...What can I say girl? Thank you for sharing and for listening.... Hugsssss and major Butterfly kisses! We need to talk!

George.... Where the hell are you? Do you know that I spoke with N? You need to call me or e-mail/pm me so I can reach you! Luv ya Buddy!

John....You know who you are....You are my best friend...Have been for many years now....Thank you for calling...I needed it more than you know...Just remember...It has always been you and I...If ANYONE has an issue with our friendship, they need to get to steppin!
Love you!

Blackie........Heck I do not know what to say, other than thank you Hun....Love you! Thank you for standing by me through everything! Hugs and Butterfly kisses!


Fred....You need to stay in touch regardless! We are friends...that means fiance, b/f or not, friendship is forever! Please never forget that Hun! Miss you! Hugs and Butterfly kisses!

BD.....You have also been there for me for years now...Thank you for calling...Thank you for caring enough to even think about calling. Thank you for listening to me vent and for sharing....Luv ya Hun! Hugs and Buterfly kisses!

There are so many others here who have posted and pm'd since I have been gone...I will get to each and everyone when I get the time....all I can say at the moment is, "THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart"....You are ALL reasons why I continue to return.

Wish I had something more to say or type at the moment but I don't.

Love you all! be back soon, I hope. Getting ready for my sister's wedding (out of state) at the moment and having my car worked on (oh joy )...Hope to return soon or if not, my sis gets married on the 20th...I will be in MD for a few days....Hope to catch up after I return.

OH I have to mention.... Due to the Butterfly... (pats self on back), Steve got his very first tattoo.... I have pics of that as well as some from Disney and I will be getting my 3rd tattoo on Friday...Will have pics of that too...

Oh and if I do not get back beforehand, I will also have pics from my sister's wedding (hopefully some private pics too, as I secured a suite for us and a separate room for my son )

Wish me luck please
and those who know how
to reach me via phone,
please due so! (you know who you are)

Will update as I can...Love ya'll!

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ElusivButterfly said:

Just a quick note....this is from one of the books I have been reading...Your thoughts on the subject?

Father (when asked how he knew, in regards to realizing he was in love and wanting to marry his bride): "I wish I could answer that, but I can't. I have no idea. I only know one moment I was trying to get rid of her and the next I was doing everything in my power to keep her.

Father: "How do you feel when you are not with her?"

Son: "Confused as hell. I desire her...but there is so much more. She occupies my thoughts, much like taking over my very being. She is like a melody I cannot get out of my mind. It is as though my life is no longer under my direction when I am with her And I don't like it one bit.."

Father: "Love perhaps?"

Son: "No. Or rather I do not know. I don't believe I have ever really been in love, so I am not sure I would recognize it if I saw it. I could certainly use some advise."

Father: "From someone older and more experienced and not full of sage words of wisdom that will guide you throught this dilemma?"

Son: "yes"

Father: "That would be your mother."

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puno said:

I leave and come back to find a book club.... But what the heck, here it goes the lil red devil can correct my grammar later.

MOTHERS always knows whats best for their boys!

Actually the young man is starting out on the long road of relationships.... they are intoxicating at first, almost numbing to the point that you want to push away. But everytime you push you want to pull it closer (hence the father's line).

My problem is what happens when the numbness ends and the desire to push or pull fades... what then? Is this the dance we dance all our lives searching for feeling we once had instead of enjoying the feeling of the dance...

Ouch that hurt.... sounds like its time for my medicine 2 fingers of that Kentucky nectar please!

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puno said:

I leave and come back to find a book club.... But what the heck, here it goes the lil red devil can correct my grammar later.

MOTHERS always knows whats best for their boys!

Actually the young man is starting out on the long road of relationships.... they are intoxicating at first, almost numbing to the point that you want to push away. But everytime you push you want to pull it closer (hence the father's line).

My problem is what happens when the numbness ends and the desire to push or pull fades... what then? Is this the dance we dance all our lives searching for feeling we once had instead of enjoying the feeling of the dance...

Ouch that hurt.... sounds like its time for my medicine 2 fingers of that Kentucky nectar please!

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joej said:

That is the time to create a new dance that you both enjoy. My ex and I couldn't to that together, but MrsJ and I always finding new and fun ways to dance and keep that numbing feeling.

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bearlee said:

Maybe they do!

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY, M!

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puno said:

I leave and come back to find a book club.... But what the heck, here it goes the lil red devil can correct my grammar later.

MOTHERS always knows whats best for their boys!

Actually the young man is starting out on the long road of relationships.... they are intoxicating at first, almost numbing to the point that you want to push away. But everytime you push you want to pull it closer (hence the father's line).

My problem is what happens when the numbness ends and the desire to push or pull fades... what then? Is this the dance we dance all our lives searching for feeling we once had instead of enjoying the feeling of the dance...

Ouch that hurt.... sounds like its time for my medicine 2 fingers of that Kentucky nectar please!

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ElusivButterfly said:

But what if there is no mother? She has passed away....What if there is no father? He abandoned his brood when they were mere pups?

What if the brood (me) Has no one to turnto but people she has met online here?


What then do you say Puno?

Sorry, but my problem still stands...I will be going (into s uite) alone now...I will take my camera and my tripod, but being alone and definitely planning on "celebrating" my sister's mariage and a promise of a child or two, I am so excited. I will finally be able to be a true aunt! One who will offer to babysit and more. I will...and yes ,I stress more, than a distant aunt. I will tell ya'll this.....My name is Michele...Aunt Michele does not ring well with me. I have talked with my sister and told her she will hgave to give me a nickname...I will ask ya'll for suggestions. If you decide to be crude or gvulvar, do not respond, cause all you will get out of it is my wrath and you do not want that......show respect and show honor in your replies, please.

In the meantime....................................*smiling*

I have pivcs which will follow shortly!

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ElusivButterfly said:

But what if there is no mother? She has passed away....What if there is no father? He abandoned his brood when they were mere pups?

What if the brood (me) Has no one to turnto but people she has met online here?


What then do you say Puno?

Sorry, but my problem still stands...I will be going (into s uite) alone now...I will take my camera and my tripod, but being alone and definitely planning on "celebrating" my sister's mariage and a promise of a child or two, I am so excited. I will finally be able to be a true aunt! One who will offer to babysit and more. I will...and yes ,I stress more, than a distant aunt. I will tell ya'll this.....My name is Michele...Aunt Michele does not ring well with me. I have talked with my sister and told her she will hgave to give me a nickname...I will ask ya'll for suggestions. If you decide to be crude or gvulvar, do not respond, cause all you will get out of it is my wrath and you do not want that......show respect and show honor in your replies, please.

In the meantime....................................*smiling*

I have pivcs which will follow shortly!

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redbaron05 said:

How do you like Aunt Shell? i have a friend who is also named Michelle and her nephews call her Aunt Shell?

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DevilsChild said:

*waiting for the call*

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puno said:

Maybe they do, bear, I'm sure you and Dawn will do quite well.....

and yes a VERY HAPPY MOTHERS DAY, to our gracious host M! Hope they spoil you tomorrow!

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ElusivButterfly said:

Thank you NICK...FOR MORE THAN YOU AND THE MRS. WILL EVER KNOW

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