What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

The sky is saphire blue, sunlight golden and warm, the breeze is gentle with a chill. Leaves spiral and swoop downward from the trees, one after another, dancing to dance unheard tune. I love days like this- the first kiss of autumn and all it brings. But not today. I want to find a pool of golden light to curl up in and sob.
 
The sky is saphire blue, sunlight golden and warm, the breeze is gentle with a chill. Leaves spiral and swoop downward from the trees, one after another, dancing to dance unheard tune. I love days like this- the first kiss of autumn and all it brings. But not today. I want to find a pool of golden light to curl up in and sob.
The light brings healing qualities with it. It warms the heart and heals the soul. I hope that you find that pool of golden light. Let it take away your tears so that you enjoy the dancing leaves and the soon to be crispness that fall brings.
 
The sky is saphire blue, sunlight golden and warm, the breeze is gentle with a chill. Leaves spiral and swoop downward from the trees, one after another, dancing to dance unheard tune. I love days like this- the first kiss of autumn and all it brings. But not today. I want to find a pool of golden light to curl up in and sob.

*hands the lady a tissue*

I know it's not the least bit helpful, but don't shy away from feeling what you need to feel. Pain and hurt suck, but keeping them bottled up is so much worse.

And you have friends here if you need to talk about it. Least we can do for someone who is always there for us!
 
The sky is saphire blue, sunlight golden and warm, the breeze is gentle with a chill. Leaves spiral and swoop downward from the trees, one after another, dancing to dance unheard tune. I love days like this- the first kiss of autumn and all it brings. But not today. I want to find a pool of golden light to curl up in and sob.
Noah Kahan sings about "the season of the sticks," in New England, feeling baren after a break up. I appreciate the metaphor, but it doesn't sing to me. Out in the PNW we have forest fires, smoke season. Damaging, yes. Necessary, maybe. Part of life, absolutely. Usually it is distant, coloring the sun's rise and set. But when the fire is close -- personal -- the smoke rolls like a wave. The sun is either angry red or unseen, and the shadows chang. It burns your eyes. Gets in your chest and makes it hard to breathe deeply. Gets in your mouth, on your tongue, flavoring everything with a little sorrow. Soaks into everything and feels like it will never get clean. And you know it is temporary, it will pass. But in the smoke, it doesn't feel like it.

That is what it feels for me -- the Smoke Season.
 
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The light brings healing qualities with it. It warms the heart and heals the soul. I hope that you find that pool of golden light. Let it take away your tears so that you enjoy the dancing leaves and the soon to be crispness that fall brings.
Love this. ❤️

You are a good man.
 
I’m missing my brother. I came across a video of him cracking jokes while cutting hay in his new tractor- he got it 4 or 5 months before he died. I can hear the hoarseness in his voice that I thought was just allergies. I know there’s nothing that could have changed the trajectory, but man I wish I would have spent more time.
 
I’m missing my brother. I came across a video of him cracking jokes while cutting hay in his new tractor- he got it 4 or 5 months before he died. I can hear the hoarseness in his voice that I thought was just allergies. I know there’s nothing that could have changed the trajectory, but man I wish I would have spent more time.
We need a sad & love & hug react.

I am sorry for your loss, but happy for your love for him.
 
I’m missing my brother. I came across a video of him cracking jokes while cutting hay in his new tractor- he got it 4 or 5 months before he died. I can hear the hoarseness in his voice that I thought was just allergies. I know there’s nothing that could have changed the trajectory, but man I wish I would have spent more time.
🫂🫶🫂
 
I have had Fever Tree. I don't hate it, but I don't love it.

Reeds Ginger Brew - Strongest is my go to, but I am thinking of making my own.
Let me know how that goes. I was thinking of looking at doing that. I use ginger root already to make tea.
 
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