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You would if you fell in a bed of them!
that is the definitive test 🧐
We decided next wet day we would go through the boxes and tins of photos we have. Some of that was tough. I choked up seeing photos of my grandparents. I lived with them for 3 years and they gave me so much in that time. Got me through my degree and and and! Didn't expect to feel like that!

Stuff of me in school photos on the other hand was just bloody hilarious 60 plus years of memories!

Whatever, it's now down to manageable proportions. And a large part to be incinerated.
I'm far too sentimental to let go. First world problem to have... and one good house fire or flood could take that out of my hands. Hmm, I'm on the 2nd floor so hopefully not flood - I like my downstairs neighbors. :ROFLMAO:
 
Request: Reviewed and approved
Me (inside voice): Oh, I'm so sorry to hear you're not well
Reviewer: I'm fine ???
Me: Clearly you're going blind. The Job Description field pulled from HR as (Job Title 1) but the request indicated resources and access for (Job Title 2)... and you approved it as is.
Also Me: :mad:

This isn't the first or even fifth time they've missed something obvious on their 'review'. Makes so much extra work for everyone. :rolleyes:

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And in 4 3 minutes it will be someone else's problem until Monday (when the new user starts).
$5 says it's still sitting in the queue when I log on Monday morning. 😏
 
Request: Reviewed and approved
Me (inside voice): Oh, I'm so sorry to hear you're not well
Reviewer: I'm fine ???
Me: Clearly you're going blind. The Job Description field pulled from HR as (Job Title 1) but the request indicated resources and access for (Job Title 2)... and you approved it as is.
Also Me: :mad:

This isn't the first or even fifth time they've missed something obvious on their 'review'. Makes so much extra work for everyone. :rolleyes:

https://miro.medium.com/v2/resize:fit:828/format:webp/1*DavBTS9TvSYJKdJQypoZGg.jpeg

And in 4 3 minutes it will be someone else's problem until Monday (when the new user starts).
$5 says it's still sitting in the queue when I log on Monday morning. 😏
Mindless dumb crap..... i feel your pain
 
I can... I think I need therapy..... I know my thinking isn't right I just don't know how to stop it. Like I feel so damn mad all the time. I dont even want to be my own friend.... it is wearing me out
My doctors told me that I needed to meditate. I have never been able to quiet the voices in my head, so I laughed and said thanks. I now take 5mg of alprazolam at night. I keeps me asleep longer than 1 hour spans. I can usually get 3-4 hours now. It's helped my mood a lot!
 
My grass is begging for rain. It is soo brown
Half of my yard looks like the beach. Our crazy unbalanced neighbor accused us of poisoning her with our sprinklers because it is sulfur water and I guess never smelled it before. We adjusted to the sprinklers as best as possible ran them at 1 am and she came pounding on the door yelling at us to turn them off. We just stopped running them rather than cause a ruckus.

We've had so much rain recently my beach is getting smaller. :giggle:
 
I can... I think I need therapy..... I know my thinking isn't right I just don't know how to stop it. Like I feel so damn mad all the time. I dont even want to be my own friend.... it is wearing me out
I have suspected ADHD and suffer depression. I get this, I hate me because I annoy the fuck out of me. My brain scrambles so quickly.

I've got worse since I found I may have adhd, too.

I suffer PTSD, and this worsens at time of stress.

The unfortunate thing is I can go into lock down, and watch loads of TV and not go out because my brain can't cope.

I'm surprised my girlfriend is still with me and the friends I have all have known me for years and are used to me.

It is exhausting.
 
Half of my yard looks like the beach. Our crazy unbalanced neighbor accused us of poisoning her with our sprinklers because it is sulfur water and I guess never smelled it before. We adjusted to the sprinklers as best as possible ran them at 1 am and she came pounding on the door yelling at us to turn them off. We just stopped running them rather than cause a ruckus.

We've had so much rain recently my beach is getting smaller. :giggle:
You should tell her it is water from hell .... she is certifiable. I wouldn't give in to her. What water comes out of her sink? God ...people....we got a little rain last night would like some more.
 
I have suspected ADHD and suffer depression. I get this, I hate me because I annoy the fuck out of me. My brain scrambles so quickly.

I've got worse since I found I may have adhd, too.

I suffer PTSD, and this worsens at time of stress.

The unfortunate thing is I can go into lock down, and watch loads of TV and not go out because my brain can't cope.

I'm surprised my girlfriend is still with me and the friends I have all have known me for years and are used to me.

It is exhausting.
I have general distrust in people, so finding a therapist will be hard... I think I would be perfectly happy being a hermit then I get so mad that I am alone and not living. I have things 8 would love to do, but other "stuff" including my weight, etc. Prevent me from doing it. So I isolate myself and it makes me so mad
 
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Source: Future Lawyer
I am so tired... like I feel exhausted in every way you can
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Source: Instagram: I am tired ok
I can... I think I need therapy..... I know my thinking isn't right I just don't know how to stop it. Like I feel so damn mad all the time. I dont even want to be my own friend.... it is wearing me out
Hmm, ever consider trying a Rage Room (aka Break Room or Smash Room)? If you have the space, you could do a home version. Just avoid smashing stuff with mercury or other dangerous elements. And maybe let your neighbors know so you don't get swatted thinking it's Home Invasion Night at Miss K's place 🤷‍♀️ Don't have stuff around your house to smash? Thrift stores are great resources. Always wear safety glasses. Smashing a bunch of bottles, jars, glasses, plates - can be very cathartic. Plan out the clean up before you start smashing - those little shards of glass can travel and they get everywhere. :rolleyes:
I agree. I know I can't give anymore. I do help in a lot of other areas.
Right? There's always a need somewhere. And what may seem small to us could feel huge to the recipient.

it is sulfur water
It is the city's water (redirect??? too easy??)
It is exhausting.
It is - take care. 🫂 Sounds like you have a good support system.
 
It is the city's water (redirect??? too easy??)
Well water. Her words "How would you like it if I threw poison on your little girl!" She was damn lucky that she said it to my husband and not me. I would have gone Loco on her.

It's been several years now. I have to fix all of my sprinklers.

Our power just went out :cautious: Edited (It came back on a little after 7, so it was only for a half hour)
 
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I have general distrust in people, so finding a therapist will be hard... I think I would be perfectly happy being a hermit then I get so mad that I am alone and not living. I have things 8 would love to do, but other "stuff" including my weight, etc. Prevent me from doing it. So I isolate myself and it makes me so mad
You’re not alone.

Just know that. Life is not always easy. In fact sometimes it’s quite difficult and what’s between our two ears gets in the way.

I struggle with depression, anxiety, and PTSD.

There are a lot of ways to deal with these things that don’t involve therapy and/or pharmaceuticals.

I’m sorry you’re struggling so much right now and if there’s anything I can do to help, just DM me. 🫂🫂🫂
 
You’re not alone.

Just know that. Life is not always easy. In fact sometimes it’s quite difficult and what’s between our two ears gets in the way.

I struggle with depression, anxiety, and PTSD.

There are a lot of ways to deal with these things that don’t involve therapy and/or pharmaceuticals.

I’m sorry you’re struggling so much right now and if there’s anything I can do to help, just DM me. 🫂🫂🫂
I am sorry for everyone's issues. Wonder67, I don't know exactly what you were exposed to in the Army but have you seen the latest on guys exposed to repeated artillery blast?
 
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