I never had fantasies about fucking my Mum ( older sister yes- all the time!). But what did turn me on hugely was imagining her having ‘ forbidden’ sex.
In our village there was a woman about whom there was a scandal. In the war , while her husband was away fighting she “ went out with “ several American servicemen some of whom ( maybe all - gossip varied) were black. You have to understand there were virtually none where we lived even 25 years after the war was over- I never saw a black man until I was in my teens. That gossip excited me - and probably 90% of the males in the village! But what really turned me on was imagining it was not her but Mum pleasuring herself on that black cock. After masturbating to that image I’d feel guilty but returned to it time and again.
In our village there was a woman about whom there was a scandal. In the war , while her husband was away fighting she “ went out with “ several American servicemen some of whom ( maybe all - gossip varied) were black. You have to understand there were virtually none where we lived even 25 years after the war was over- I never saw a black man until I was in my teens. That gossip excited me - and probably 90% of the males in the village! But what really turned me on was imagining it was not her but Mum pleasuring herself on that black cock. After masturbating to that image I’d feel guilty but returned to it time and again.