**Confessions of a Wife**

Its still morning here, so, no, its to early.
This thread is so playful and fun, but I did have the thought that playing and sharing here may be helping you to resist the temptation of repeating the act that initially caused you so much guilt. Any maybe it is helping you to deal with the guilt.
But this is probably only a temporary solution.
I know. I'm just looking for a safe distraction 😔
 
I know. I'm just looking for a safe distraction 😔
Let me ask you a question, that may seem obvious. But think about it awhile before you answer anyway.
Or, don't answer, of course, if you don't want to.
but
Why don't you want to "cheat" on your husband again?
 
Let me ask you a question, that may seem obvious. But think about it awhile before you answer anyway.
Or, don't answer, of course, if you don't want to.
but
Why don't you want to "cheat" on your husband again?
I never thought I would and although the excitement was amazing, I'm trying not to it again.

I'm trying to be a good person. But I do need a safe outlet for what that day has awoken in me.
 
I never thought I would and although the excitement was amazing, I'm trying not to it again.

I'm trying to be a good person. But I do need a safe outlet for what that day has awoken in me.
So, for you, it is about a concept of morality, not a concern with the destructive impact it would have on your marriage?

And how is this thread providing you with an outlet for your urges?
Do you masturbate, thinking of all the men who come to your thread and get turned on by your words and pictures?
 
I never thought I would and although the excitement was amazing, I'm trying not to it again.

I'm trying to be a good person. But I do need a safe outlet for what that day has awoken in me.
Don't believe that you are not a good person. You can't apologize for how you feel. It is one thing to feel regret but another to judge your own character for a decision that seems to be a one time thing. Find that balance that you need for you personally.
 
I never thought I would and although the excitement was amazing, I'm trying not to it again.

I'm trying to be a good person. But I do need a safe outlet for what that day has awoken in me.
I was like you in my late 20’s. First time I cheated I was so guilt ridden but at the same time it was exhilarating. I felt sick to my stomach but aroused beyond belief. The affair kept going till she told me she may divorce her hub and I had to stop. But then there were other girls and the exhilaration is always there each time and the guilt less so. I’ve talked to people about it and it is the pain part of our brain which is a different cortex and supposedly similar to what drugs do
 
Don't believe that you are not a good person. You can't apologize for how you feel. It is one thing to feel regret but another to judge your own character for a decision that seems to be a one time thing. Find that balance that you need for you personally.
Thanks for the kind words
 
So, for you, it is about a concept of morality, not a concern with the destructive impact it would have on your marriage?

And how is this thread providing you with an outlet for your urges?
Do you masturbate, thinking of all the men who come to your thread and get turned on by your words and pictures?
Well, being desired is a good way for me to be libidinous.
 
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