Chaotic Coffee Klatch (tea also available)

[Photog1rl]

Goodnight @PlanetaryNebula and @LupineOne i started to feel better and ready for chaos right as you left
Damn time zones.

 

[VoraciousValue]

She can come over and watch me...I'm bipolar, it's a form of schizophrenia. I can actually be two people if I don't take my meds. Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde syndrome.

I stay depressed and exhausted despite meds. Switching my care team around right now.

 

[Strixaluco]

Goodnight @PlanetaryNebula and @LupineOne i started to feel better and ready for chaos right as you left
Damn time zones.

But you are not alone, for me and SnP this is morning!

 

[Photog1rl]

I stay depressed and exhausted despite meds. Switching my care team around right now.

That is so hard! I hope you can find the right meds necessary.
Have you had your thyroid checked?

 

[Photog1rl]

But you are not alone, for me and SnP this is morning!

Yes! My people on the other side of the world can keep my insomniac ass company!

 

[Strixaluco]

I'm bipolar, it's a form of schizophrenia.

It is not. Don't spread false information.

"Bipolar disorder and schizophrenia are two different chronic mental health disorders."

Don't get your hopes up. You're still on ignore.

 

[Strixaluco]

I stay depressed and exhausted despite meds. Switching my care team around right now.

Unfortunately meds aren't always effective. Treat 7 and 1 will get better effect than with placebo.

 

[Strixaluco]

That bathroom & Lit connection is universal, isn’t it?

Not in my case I could as well be reading news when I forget myself sitting on the toilet or between inhaling meds.

That’s a busy morning. If I can have a cup of coffee after the bathroom, I’m lucky enough.

I've spent 1h just waking up now. 2 more before I need to go. The busy mornings are Mon-Thu.

 

[SnowboardPeople]

I’m anxiously waiting for my organization to adapt 4-day work week. Being debated for a year now.

I could use a slow workday morning - that being said my office and bedroom are next to each other, so my prep time is possibly 20 mins before work.

 

[Strixaluco]

I’m anxiously waiting for my organization to adapt 4-day work week. Being debated for a year now.

I'd love that, too. But at the moment I am working 50% only.

I could use a slow workday morning - that being said my office and bedroom are next to each other, so my prep time is possibly 20 mins before work.

For me 20min is often what it takes for me to go done with the toilet, brush teeth and take meds. I am slow, I used to be able to make everything in 60min without too much hurry, including makeup and breakfast, now that tends to mean no make-up and breakfast packed along, eating on the way.

 

[Strixaluco]

There's a bus strike coming, so I need to get my home office ready before Wednesday... Then I'll have a bit more time in the morning. Now it takes over 30min to get into work.

 

[SnowboardPeople]

I’m sorry, I just read this “toilet brush my teeth” and I was like wtf? Then I saw the comma. Eyes don’t cope well with aging

I never ever had breakfasts. It’s more like a bagel at times, or just coffee.

I never ever had to put on make up either, so that saves time

 

[SnowboardPeople]

There's a bus strike coming, so I need to get my home office ready before Wednesday... Then I'll have a bit more time in the morning. Now it takes over 30min to get into work.

That strike is oddly convenient

 

[Strixaluco]

That strike is oddly convenient

I could start working remotely even without it. The strike means problems for dates with my Dom, and also not being able to take a bus to the bigger grocery store for 10 days...

 

[SnowboardPeople]

I’m sure your Dom will find a way to work around that bus schedules and I guess this weekend you are looting & stocking up

 

[rjr_1954]

It is not. Don't spread false information.

"Bipolar disorder and schizophrenia are two different chronic mental health disorders."

Don't get your hopes up. You're still on ignore.

I am bipolar but I bend the truth in chaos, I don't have schizophrenia, thank god! I'm also ADHD (makes everything fun) bye!

 

[Strixaluco]

I’m sure your Dom will find a way to work around that bus schedules and I guess this weekend you are looting & stocking up

There will be no bus connection to my suburb, and after a few days even trams will go to strike. To his area there will be one busline.

And it's too long to walk for either of us (we both have health issues). I can, however, walk to the store - it's just more exhausting as my asthma has been acting up.

But no looting. Tomorrow I will do nothing, I won't have the energy to. On Sunday hopefully setting up the office or planning balcony. It's only about the fresh stuff and things I prefer to eat, I have pretty good reserves to survive on.

 

[Strixaluco]

Yes! My people on the other side of the world can keep my insomniac ass company!

How are you doing. Did you manage to fall asleep?

 

[Photog1rl]

How are you doing. Did you manage to fall asleep?

I am feeling better than when I got home but I can tell I'm kind of starting to spiral. This is when it's really hard for me to not have someone to hold the safe space I need. I start pushing against the boundaries and if there are none then I can spiral.

 

[Strixaluco]

I am feeling better than when I got home but I can tell I'm kind of starting to spiral. This is when it's really hard for me to not have someone to hold the safe space I need. I start pushing against the boundaries and if there are none then I can spiral.

 

[Photog1rl]

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Thank you @Strixaluco

 

[Strixaluco]

Thank you @Strixaluco

Is there anything we can do to help?

You sound like an "Uncle" could help you (like a Daddy, but not your own Daddy Dom)

 

[Photog1rl]

Is there anything we can do to help?

You asking is already helpful.

You sound like an "Uncle" could help you (like a Daddy, but not your own Daddy Dom)

I've never explored that. It is kind of interesting but really I just work through it till I find what I need.
Honestly, I'm ok. It passes. It's just these times when I miss having my person. Things were flawed with us but he was very good at holding the space I needed, firmly but with care.
Thanks for listening. Sorry if I brought chaos down. At least it’s quiet right now. Lol

 

[cascadiabound]

And if you are into the astrology/spirituality of the conjunction:

https://www.freshered.com/spiritual-meaning-of-the-moon-venus-jupiter-conjunction/

The moon is most often associated with the cycle of emotions that wax and wane over time. More broadly, it has to do with the inner world and the subconscious.

Jupiter is associated with growth, healing, and good luck. It can indicate financial success as well as education and knowledge.

Venus is associated with love, beauty and art. Its meaning is often tied to relationships and harmony.

As a result, the combination of these three factors could represent a pretty significant force of change. The unification of passion and wisdom indicates a creative venture that not only provides personal fulfillment, but also a larger success and bounty. It could also indicate the mending of a relationship. The crescent moon, which is only beginning to take the first steps toward fulness, indicates this venture is in its early stages, but holds quite a bit of potential for the future.

I love this darling.
An auspicious sign for my household which has embarked on a major life transition today. Thank you for posting.

 

[cascadiabound]

Wow, what a long, long day! I am exhausted and just crawled into bed.
Hope chaos treated you well.

Hope you have a good long restful sleep PG
Hugs