Chaotic Coffee Klatch (tea also available)

M once said to me I could have been in the most visually horrible package and he still would have known I was meant to be his even when I tried to slit his throat in his sleep 🤣😂” - SinfulDreams

I’ve struggled for days to put into words how to describe what it is like to know Sin. “Beautiful, savage, and loyal” was thrown out by someone closer to her than any of us ever will be. But I think the above quote captures the indescribable, chaotic nature of a woman who loved just as fiercely as she fought.

And fought, she did. From living on the streets, to throat-punching fools who dared to see her as easy prey, to knocking out a peeping Tom and breaking his nose and orbital bone… with a dildo. The stories of Sin’s legacy are legendary. The stuff Hollywood would sell their souls to get the rights to. She lived it all. The good, the bad, and the downright terrifying. Even in her last moments, she fought on to be with her friends here one last time - while her doctor is in complete disbelief that she’s even still conscious. That’s the kind of person Sin was. She fought for those she loved. Her precious M, her sons, the charities of less fortunate children like herself, and all of us.

I’ll miss you, Sin. You gave me hope in a way only you understood.
So beautifully said Soup ❤️
 
Well... I wrote "goodnight chaos peeps" but apparently was so wrecked I failed to even hit post. so... this is both a very late goodnight post and a very early good morning post.

But I just kinda need to sit here in the corner quietly... don't talk to me. It's gonna take me a lot of coffee and more tears to get me to some other place.

There has been a lot of wisdom here about the nature of grief. I wish I had more wisdom to add, but I just feel kinda empty.

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Well... I wrote "goodnight chaos peeps" but apparently was so wrecked I failed to even hit post. so... this is both a very late goodnight post and a very early good morning post.

But I just kinda need to sit here in the corner quietly... don't talk to me. It's gonna take me a lot of coffee and more tears to get me to some other place.

There has been a lot of wisdom here about the nature of grief. I wish I had more wisdom to add, but I just feel kinda empty.

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M once said to me I could have been in the most visually horrible package and he still would have known I was meant to be his even when I tried to slit his throat in his sleep 🤣😂” - SinfulDreams

I’ve struggled for days to put into words how to describe what it is like to know Sin. “Beautiful, savage, and loyal” was thrown out by someone closer to her than any of us ever will be. But I think the above quote captures the indescribable, chaotic nature of a woman who loved just as fiercely as she fought.

And fought, she did. From living on the streets, to throat-punching fools who dared to see her as easy prey, to knocking out a peeping Tom and breaking his nose and orbital bone… with a dildo. The stories of Sin’s legacy are legendary. The stuff Hollywood would sell their souls to get the rights to. She lived it all. The good, the bad, and the downright terrifying. Even in her last moments, she fought on to be with her friends here one last time - while her doctor is in complete disbelief that she’s even still conscious. That’s the kind of person Sin was. She fought for those she loved. Her precious M, her sons, the charities of less fortunate children like herself, and all of us.

I’ll miss you, Sin. You gave me hope in a way only you understood.
Your one of the good guys brother, dont ever forget that. She saw things in you that were in herself and as long as u never crossed her would have ur back forever. She saw how to be strong, saw how you try to be too and told u what u needed to hear.

My heart breaks that she's not here to keep..

I'm sorry, I dont have the words anymore.

A beautiful unique strong flame that shone out for all too see, who didn't care what u thought of her, that had conquered more mountains than most people will ever see.

I take solus that this place was a safe haven for her. A place to let her be who she was and not judged and thought of in any other way than who she was.

She would message me and tell me things. She told me some things I think she expected me to run from but why would I? Why would I ever see her for anything other than what she was?

No one would ever replace M, no matter how she thought of them, and that's the way it should have been. I'm just happy that I was able to share and be there and tell her she was beautiful and was loved and never wanted anything from her other than to be there to talk to when she needed.

I will miss her so much.

The most unique person I have ever had the joy and fortune to be part of their life.

She will never be replaced.

❤️
 
Well... I wrote "goodnight chaos peeps" but apparently was so wrecked I failed to even hit post. so... this is both a very late goodnight post and a very early good morning post.

But I just kinda need to sit here in the corner quietly... don't talk to me. It's gonna take me a lot of coffee and more tears to get me to some other place.

There has been a lot of wisdom here about the nature of grief. I wish I had more wisdom to add, but I just feel kinda empty.

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Good morning Chaos.

I, like the rest of you am feeling down this morning. But I ask you to think of how Sin would have handled adversity.

The best tribute this tough, beautiful woman would be to put on some big girl or boy pants (you too Justa) and get down to the difficult business of living.

Grieve sure. Remember absolutely. But live, most important of all.

Have a great day.
 
Good morning Chaos.

I, like the rest of you am feeling down this morning. But I ask you to think of how Sin would have handled adversity.

The best tribute this tough, beautiful woman would be to put on some big girl or boy pants (you too Justa) and get down to the difficult business of living.

Grieve sure. Remember absolutely. But live, most important of all.

Have a great day.
sticking to my big girl panties. it is friday. don't want to overdress.
 
Kk.

I'm sad. Unbelievably torn but your right @TANSTAAFL58 , she'd have been raging if she'd seen this moping about.

We should share stories and things she spoke of, I think that kind of behaviour would be healthy.

I wonder if her boys will put her knives in with her. I think they will, I think they knew her well.

I smile at the thought of her up in front of St Pete, one eyeball and the gates kicked open, who's going to mess with her? 🙂

We are made up of the very hearts of stars. Einstein theorised that there are the same number of atoms in the universe as there always have been which means everything recycles and we are part of everything. We have traces of gold in us and gold only forms in the heart of a supernova so we are part of the stars which means Sin is out there part of everything.

I know there's holes in that but I don't care and don't want corrected, it helps me feel better thinking like that.

So here's to today. And tomorrow and all tomorrow's.

Lot of beautiful people on here, let's carry on being the best of ourselves.

❤️
 
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