Chaotic Coffee Klatch (tea also available)

M once said to me I could have been in the most visually horrible package and he still would have known I was meant to be his even when I tried to slit his throat in his sleep 🤣😂” - SinfulDreams

I’ve struggled for days to put into words how to describe what it is like to know Sin. “Beautiful, savage, and loyal” was thrown out by someone closer to her than any of us ever will be. But I think the above quote captures the indescribable, chaotic nature of a woman who loved just as fiercely as she fought.

And fought, she did. From living on the streets, to throat-punching fools who dared to see her as easy prey, to knocking out a peeping Tom and breaking his nose and orbital bone… with a dildo. The stories of Sin’s legacy are legendary. The stuff Hollywood would sell their souls to get the rights to. She lived it all. The good, the bad, and the downright terrifying. Even in her last moments, she fought on to be with her friends here one last time - while her doctor is in complete disbelief that she’s even still conscious. That’s the kind of person Sin was. She fought for those she loved. Her precious M, her sons, the charities of less fortunate children like herself, and all of us.

I’ll miss you, Sin. You gave me hope in a way only you understood.
 
Friday is slowly starting here.
As I understand it SinfulDreams is no longer with us and that's sad. I didn't know her that well, just some exchange here on the board, but for those who did my condolences. :heart: It's hard to loose someone you care a lot for. I'll raise a glass for her tonight.
 
Hey chaos!
I'm a wee bit drunk and dancing but y'all are fucking great! Thank you for your acceptance and fucking chaos! Xoxo always-PG
Drinking and dancing is a good combination! What's on the drinking and dancing menu?
 
M once said to me I could have been in the most visually horrible package and he still would have known I was meant to be his even when I tried to slit his throat in his sleep 🤣😂” - SinfulDreams
She was fortunate to know you all. She gathered strength from you in her final moments to allow her the freedom to cross the rainbow bridge to peace. 😘
 
Drinking and dancing is a good combination! What's on the drinking and dancing menu?
It was kamikaze shots and vodka sodas cause Sin was a fucking kamikaze!

People know the definition of kamikaze as, “kamikaze. noun. suicide bombing tactic used by the Empire of Japan during World War II, in which a pilot would deliberately crash an explosives-laden plane into an enemy warship.” But kamikaze literally means divine wind and Sin left us as a divine wind. Leaving us all with the reminder to live this life and take what we need before it’s gone.
 
It was kamikaze shots and vodka sodas cause Sin was a fucking kamikaze!

People know the definition of kamikaze as, “kamikaze. noun. suicide bombing tactic used by the Empire of Japan during World War II, in which a pilot would deliberately crash an explosives-laden plane into an enemy warship.” But kamikaze literally means divine wind and Sin left us as a divine wind. Leaving us all with the reminder to live this life and take what we need before it’s gone.
Shots. Always the shots. Hope you had fun.
 
I never got to say goodbye, I can't handle this, I can't.
I hate myself. I miss u darlin so much. So so much.
I cant see just now, I keep wiping my eyes but it's a blur.

Keep dancing and stabbing, whipping and snarling my beautiful girl.

I cant. I'm destroyed.

Mr Lonely just came on the radio and I just picked it up and threw it, is smashes in the corner now, looks like how I feel.

I have no outlet for this, I cat try and explain to people. I didn't even know her real fuckin name. It doesn't matter, her name was Sin. But but

No. No nono inononoopghvjcgct

No!

NO!

IM sorry, I'm sorry. OMG!

Goodnight my beautiful girl.

Be strong Chaos, please. Please.

I cant stop crying. And I have to act normal in front of people





There are 4 things in this life that will change you. Love, music, art and loss. The first three will keep you wild and full of passion. May you allow the last to make you brave.

Erin Van Vuren


❤️
 
17 months tomorrow. But 2 years 8 months last Friday since his diagnosis (terminal prostate cancer, no chance of getting cured as it was all over the bones already) - and my grief got an abrupt turn last April, which kicked me in the butt so that I started to live again. (But that's another issue completely.)
Sending you a big virtual hug today!
 
Its 5:19 am and time for good morning and a big cup of coffee. I realized recently that many of us have lost the loves of our life. And some of us have other challenges. Both of which give us the blues. So, let’s take it one day at a time and enjoy each other's playful banter and mutual support at this safe site.
 
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