siobhancan99
The Divine
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(Setting the scene for Biker_Faeri's entrance. I will be establishing the world and playing everyone but Jane. This post is just a very short prompt to give her something to post in to.)
There was a feeling of dissociation. She wasn't real. Her mind wasn't really part of her body. Her consciousness and her physicality were all an illusion. More importantly, she realized in the haze of... something she couldn't quite place... that the connection of the two had always been a lie. Her thoughts had always been outside of her body. In the midst of this existential crisis, she was aware that she wasn't able to move. Not surprising, given her realization of the separation of mind and body. What was stranger, disconcerting, was that she appeared to be in some gray void.
She tried to summon up what there had been before the void. Prague. A golden-haired boy named ... Pavel or something? Prague seemed forever ago. Or maybe a moment. There'd been a bus, some people about her own age (which was what anyway?) Beers, and whispers of something. Mescaline? something she'd never have done herself, but might have been given to her. There was a blur and the sensation of all time and space being a single moment, of every person being one person, of reality being a shared delusion. There'd also been a blond girl throwing up which seemed to be an intrusive bit of reality in a floaty dream.
There'd been lovely Pavel... or Jenck... no it was Pavel. Standing in his pea coat on one of the famous bridges of Prague, laughing and telling her "but none of us are really here."
So... maybe she was high. Drugged on something slipped to her. If she focused, reality would simply reassert itself. Just as simple as that.
First, she concentrated on the fact that she was, indeed real. If she wasn't real she couldn't suspect that she wasn't real. Consciousness can't be an illusion, as it takes consciousness to be fooled.
With that, she could feel herself. She could move. The next step would be to put her foot on the ground. Bring that into sharp focus. When she did, she felt the softness of grass under her booted foot. Looking down the gray fog was replaced by a carpet of grass so green and lush it seemed out of season. She inhaled, shaking off the feeling of dissociation. She looked up and around, the green stretching out for what seemed like miles around her. The sun was overhead, which seemed odd as she was sure it was night when she'd been talking to lovely Pavel (or was it Jan?) Also, Prague was nowhere to be seen.
Instead, rolling hills met a deep blue sky. Fluffy pink clouds the color that you sometimes saw at sunset floated overhead, despite the silvery noon sun overhead. the grass was dotted with brilliant wildflowers. Also wildly out of season. They had to be. She was dressed for Autumn. Darting from flower to flower were scarlet hummingbirds. six winged butterflies floated on the breeze, iridescent wings flashing in the light.
In the distance, she could make out the form of a man, also dressed for fall, perhaps a mile ahead of her and walking towards what seemed to be a distant village on a river. As she stepped forward, she remembered more. She remembered who she was and what she'd been doing before it all went gray. She was....
There was a feeling of dissociation. She wasn't real. Her mind wasn't really part of her body. Her consciousness and her physicality were all an illusion. More importantly, she realized in the haze of... something she couldn't quite place... that the connection of the two had always been a lie. Her thoughts had always been outside of her body. In the midst of this existential crisis, she was aware that she wasn't able to move. Not surprising, given her realization of the separation of mind and body. What was stranger, disconcerting, was that she appeared to be in some gray void.
She tried to summon up what there had been before the void. Prague. A golden-haired boy named ... Pavel or something? Prague seemed forever ago. Or maybe a moment. There'd been a bus, some people about her own age (which was what anyway?) Beers, and whispers of something. Mescaline? something she'd never have done herself, but might have been given to her. There was a blur and the sensation of all time and space being a single moment, of every person being one person, of reality being a shared delusion. There'd also been a blond girl throwing up which seemed to be an intrusive bit of reality in a floaty dream.
There'd been lovely Pavel... or Jenck... no it was Pavel. Standing in his pea coat on one of the famous bridges of Prague, laughing and telling her "but none of us are really here."
So... maybe she was high. Drugged on something slipped to her. If she focused, reality would simply reassert itself. Just as simple as that.
First, she concentrated on the fact that she was, indeed real. If she wasn't real she couldn't suspect that she wasn't real. Consciousness can't be an illusion, as it takes consciousness to be fooled.
With that, she could feel herself. She could move. The next step would be to put her foot on the ground. Bring that into sharp focus. When she did, she felt the softness of grass under her booted foot. Looking down the gray fog was replaced by a carpet of grass so green and lush it seemed out of season. She inhaled, shaking off the feeling of dissociation. She looked up and around, the green stretching out for what seemed like miles around her. The sun was overhead, which seemed odd as she was sure it was night when she'd been talking to lovely Pavel (or was it Jan?) Also, Prague was nowhere to be seen.
Instead, rolling hills met a deep blue sky. Fluffy pink clouds the color that you sometimes saw at sunset floated overhead, despite the silvery noon sun overhead. the grass was dotted with brilliant wildflowers. Also wildly out of season. They had to be. She was dressed for Autumn. Darting from flower to flower were scarlet hummingbirds. six winged butterflies floated on the breeze, iridescent wings flashing in the light.
In the distance, she could make out the form of a man, also dressed for fall, perhaps a mile ahead of her and walking towards what seemed to be a distant village on a river. As she stepped forward, she remembered more. She remembered who she was and what she'd been doing before it all went gray. She was....