I need a dopamine hit....

[Brave Maximus]

Hey all,

Just woke up on the wrong side of the light.... and I need a dopamine hit. I would love to chat with a fun, funny, attractive woman, who has a little kink/erotica in her. Immutable characteristics don't matter. Chat here, get to know each other, chat via a messenger later?

About me:
I'm 42, 6'10" - decent shape (working on getting better. I tried working out today for the dopamine... didn't help as much) - glasses, shaved head, goatee.
I'm an ex-archaeologist (long story), who now makes a living doing... well, I'll save that for later. But, I am... more than comfortable. I love to travel, and am always looking for a travel partner. I love horror movies, anime, Star Wars, and I'm a life long Marvel Zombie. Want to know more, just ask.
Oh... and I LIVE music.

 

[Badvibez]

A marvel zombie? That's a new one on me lol

 

[Brave Maximus]

So... it's been a day....
Someone I've know and been friends with for years... just up and ditched me. Which hey, it happens... But this week... Issues with losing other friends has been hitting me hard...
Then I opened up about being lonely this weekend, and down... missing people...
And they just ditched me. After they promised they would be there.
So... I could use another dopamine hit

 

[SKitten17]

Chin up handsome.

 

[Brave Maximus]

Thanks SKitten17 - I appreciate it
Just a minor bump - seeing if anyone wants to chat.

 

[BunnyBlue_]

Smile. It gets better, right? Losing friends is never easy, no matter what the reason. *smacks you on head with dopamine *

 

[Brave Maximus]

Smile. It gets better, right? Losing friends is never easy, no matter what the reason. *smacks you on head with dopamine *

I missed this some how... and for that I apologize....
It feels like it's getting better... or at least I'm hopeful...
That being said, the chorus from "Nobody" by Skindred has been running through my head:

Nobody gets out of dis shark pit alive
Nobody, nobody gets out alive
I think my subconscious is trying to tell me something

(Fantastic band btw... people should check them out)

 

[Brave Maximus]

So... I've been wanting to talk about this/get it off my chest for a while... so forgive me, but here is goes:
I have met some amazing people on here... and it doesn't always end well. Well... I guess it always doesn't end well, as I keep coming back.
I have to say, it might all be my fault. There have been a lot of... rough points in my life recently, and I've disappeared a few times. So... maybe I am the asshole.
For those I've hurt, I'm sorry.
I'm also a playful guy... and I think I'm getting too old/grumpy/asshole-ish, to play the teasing game too long.

I love to talk, chat about alot of things, and just have fun. But if it starts getting flirty, playful, more... I like to talk, video, etc. If you're not comfortable with it - then let me know up front. Don't just dance around it.
That being said... For the right person... (and there have been some) - talking, friends, more, for years.
If this hasn't scared you off... Say hi...

I will say, when things have been really rough, just seeing people on here say hi, treat me like a human.... It's really helped.

 

[Brave Maximus]

Quick little bump

 

[Brave Maximus]

Hey all - hope everyone's doing well.

Just seeing if there's anyone around - Just want to say hi and chat