Yearning, Growth, and COVID

[KinkyTeacherGuy]

For years, my wife has not been open to receiving oral, finding it distasteful (no pun intended) and disgusting. This has been problematic, as I LOVE going down. Everything about it is a turn-on for me: the taste, the smell, the feel, the way a woman's hips rise off of the (bed, floor, whatever), the way she tightens her thighs when she cums, the moans and shrieks and grasping of sheets, the satisfaction expressed when I slide my fingers inside just as my tongue is getting into a rhythm of massage on her clit - and there's a sense of power involved in being able to give that much pleasure for so much time.

For years, I have sometimes met up with women for the sole purpose of giving them cunnilingus. Some of them I found while at professional conferences around the country. Some of them I met through dating apps or Whisper or any other discreet venue that I could find. Sometimes they insisted on giving back, others were content to lean back and enjoy, but all of them consistently found pleasure in my mouth. I went into each experience wanting nothing in return except an open mind and open thighs, and each time I found sexual pleasure in giving. Other than occasional breaks, one women let me eat her pussy for nearly an hour and a half - a fact I only figured out later.

As long as I had these outlets maybe 1-2 times per year, I was content. My wife and I have a great relationship emotionally and sexually, with the exception of this one little thing. COVID has put the brakes on this and it is causing me strain. In February 2020, I went to a conference in New Orleans (the site of the 90 minute oral), just before airlines started locking down and before the nation went into quarantine. With COVID, it has been unthinkable to reach out and connect with anyone. I have had my second vaccine shot, but I have family members that I am reluctant to expose for the sake of my oral addiction. And, like any addiction, I am going through withdrawal. I miss the scent of a woman's thighs and the taste of her clit and the noises she makes in response to my mouth.

I don't know how to end this other than to say that I am sad that I cannot live out my fetish. I know that "meeting up with a stranger to go down on her until she is beyond satisfied without any expectations in return" is pretty tame as far as Literotica fetishes go, but it's my thing and I'm completely unfulfilled at the moment.

 

[Shaglus_Ziegler]

For years, my wife has not been open to receiving oral, finding it distasteful (no pun intended) and disgusting. This has been problematic, as I LOVE going down. Everything about it is a turn-on for me: the taste, the smell, the feel, the way a woman's hips rise off of the (bed, floor, whatever), the way she tightens her thighs when she cums, the moans and shrieks and grasping of sheets, the satisfaction expressed when I slide my fingers inside just as my tongue is getting into a rhythm of massage on her clit - and there's a sense of power involved in being able to give that much pleasure for so much time.

For years, I have sometimes met up with women for the sole purpose of giving them cunnilingus. Some of them I found while at professional conferences around the country. Some of them I met through dating apps or Whisper or any other discreet venue that I could find. Sometimes they insisted on giving back, others were content to lean back and enjoy, but all of them consistently found pleasure in my mouth. I went into each experience wanting nothing in return except an open mind and open thighs, and each time I found sexual pleasure in giving. Other than occasional breaks, one women let me eat her pussy for nearly an hour and a half - a fact I only figured out later.

As long as I had these outlets maybe 1-2 times per year, I was content. My wife and I have a great relationship emotionally and sexually, with the exception of this one little thing. COVID has put the brakes on this and it is causing me strain. In February 2020, I went to a conference in New Orleans (the site of the 90 minute oral), just before airlines started locking down and before the nation went into quarantine. With COVID, it has been unthinkable to reach out and connect with anyone. I have had my second vaccine shot, but I have family members that I am reluctant to expose for the sake of my oral addiction. And, like any addiction, I am going through withdrawal. I miss the scent of a woman's thighs and the taste of her clit and the noises she makes in response to my mouth.

I don't know how to end this other than to say that I am sad that I cannot live out my fetish. I know that "meeting up with a stranger to go down on her until she is beyond satisfied without any expectations in return" is pretty tame as far as Literotica fetishes go, but it's my thing and I'm completely unfulfilled at the moment.

No shots for me!!