Confessions--Get it off your chest

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I'm certain that we all have a confession or two to make and what better place to do it then on Literotica. Nobody will judge you and it might help you in the long run. Nothing illegal but other then that, nothing should be off limits to discuss.

I can start it off. I was visiting the Dead Sea and although I had never cheated on my beautiful wife, I was there alone after doing a few weeks of business in the middle-east. One of the rituals at the sea is to rub its medicinal mud all over your body and then stand around until the sun dries it to your skin. There was a pretty brunette standing by herself doing the same thing. I noticed she had missed a few spots in her back and behind her legs, so I offered to smear the mud on her missed areas.

She took me up on the offer and then returned the favor. We stood there chatting for a bit and she told me she was a school principal from the U.K. We hit it off and after the mud dried we waded into the sea to get it off. The sea is so salty, that one needs a shower to get just the salt off. So I asked her, shall we get a shower? She agreed and we ended up spending their entire weekend frolicking around taking in the historic sites and of course making love. Never seen her again, but what a time we had. Still love my wife but often think about that pretty lady from the U.K.
 
hey ...

I confess that I really don't understand the need to get at someone else's supposed secrets and the belief that somehow you can illict the truth from someone--, especially in this type of forum??
I mean if EVER there was a place made for a blackmail situation--,
this would be it.
 
For most people confessions usually get you in to trouble. If at all possible save it for Peter.
 
Anal Cherry

I repressed this following memory until a few years ago - I’m not sure why?

My family moved to Germany when I was younger and lived there for quite a few years. A few years after we moved there, my family decided to go back to Canada to visit relatives. We stayed at my aunt and uncle’s farm.

The sleeping situation was a little challenging and I had to share a single bed with my older cousin. He was about 3 years older than me and was much stronger and more mature. I was a skinny little cute blonde kid with no body hair. We climbed into bed with our pyjamas on and started to talk about stuff. After few minutes he started talking about girls. At this point in time, I still thought that girls were gross but I listened to the way he described them and it sounded exciting. He talked about a girl at a neighbouring farm he liked and how big her breasts were.

It was around this time my older cousin moved closer to me in a spooning position. He started to talk about what boys do with girls. “Boy’s cocks get hard so they can put them inside girls”. My cousin said. As he did so, he pressed himself against my back. I could feel his breath on my neck as he slipped his hand inside my pj’s. “Their pussy’s get wet so you can slide your cock in it” he said.

As he was explaining how boys have sex with girls, my cousin pulled my pyjama pants down to my ankles. Thinking back, I wasn’t really freaked out. Everything seemed natural. “Do you want to pretend to be Christine (the neighbour)?” “What do you mean”. “I’ll put my cock in you and it’ll feel like it’s in a girl”. “Um okay I guess”.

I didn’t really know what he meant, but I soon found out. My cousin pulled his underwear down and moved close to me. He had one hand on my shoulder and started to rub his cock between my ass cheeks - It felt nice, playful even. I could feel his cock starting to slide easier as his precum coated my young anus. He started to apply pressure with his cock head pushing against my hole then relaxing, over and over. Looking back, he had no idea what he was doing but he kept easing it inside me bit by bit. It seemed like all of a sudden my anus relaxed and my cousin’s cock was inside me. I don’t remember it hurting at all. I remember it being a totally pleasurable sensation having my cousin’s cock sliding in and out of me but it didn’t last very long. After about 30 seconds, my cousin’s body went stiff and I could feel his cock swell inside my ass as he started to cum. His orgasm seemed to go on for a while and then his body went limp and his softening cock slipped out of my young cum filled asshole. My cousin and I never spoke another word of this night.
 
very interesting story. So what happened afterwards? how did this impact you, sexually. We're your more interested in girls and what it would feel like to "be with" Christine, or did you want more cock inside you? Was it the push towards hetero or homosexual behavior?
 
I repressed this following memory until a few years ago - I’m not sure why?

My family moved to Germany when I was younger and lived there for quite a few years. A few years after we moved there, my family decided to go back to Canada to visit relatives. We stayed at my aunt and uncle’s farm.

The sleeping situation was a little challenging and I had to share a single bed with my older cousin. He was about 3 years older than me and was much stronger and more mature. I was a skinny little cute blonde kid with no body hair. We climbed into bed with our pyjamas on and started to talk about stuff. After few minutes he started talking about girls. At this point in time, I still thought that girls were gross but I listened to the way he described them and it sounded exciting. He talked about a girl at a neighbouring farm he liked and how big her breasts were.

It was around this time my older cousin moved closer to me in a spooning position. He started to talk about what boys do with girls. “Boy’s cocks get hard so they can put them inside girls”. My cousin said. As he did so, he pressed himself against my back. I could feel his breath on my neck as he slipped his hand inside my pj’s. “Their pussy’s get wet so you can slide your cock in it” he said.

As he was explaining how boys have sex with girls, my cousin pulled my pyjama pants down to my ankles. Thinking back, I wasn’t really freaked out. Everything seemed natural. “Do you want to pretend to be Christine (the neighbour)?” “What do you mean”. “I’ll put my cock in you and it’ll feel like it’s in a girl”. “Um okay I guess”.

I didn’t really know what he meant, but I soon found out. My cousin pulled his underwear down and moved close to me. He had one hand on my shoulder and started to rub his cock between my ass cheeks - It felt nice, playful even. I could feel his cock starting to slide easier as his precum coated my young anus. He started to apply pressure with his cock head pushing against my hole then relaxing, over and over. Looking back, he had no idea what he was doing but he kept easing it inside me bit by bit. It seemed like all of a sudden my anus relaxed and my cousin’s cock was inside me. I don’t remember it hurting at all. I remember it being a totally pleasurable sensation having my cousin’s cock sliding in and out of me but it didn’t last very long. After about 30 seconds, my cousin’s body went stiff and I could feel his cock swell inside my ass as he started to cum. His orgasm seemed to go on for a while and then his body went limp and his softening cock slipped out of my young cum filled asshole. My cousin and I never spoke another word of this night.

I'm sure there are many more Lit folks that have confessions to make.
 
When I was 19 I went home with a guy for the first time. He had a sign that said "Warning: Dog with AIDS" and I kinda shrugged it off and sucked him off and let him fuck me (with a condom) anyway. I enjoyed it but it tore my virgin ass open and gave me a fissure/polyp that bled daily until I was in my 30s. My doctor(s) wouldn't remove it but 2 years ago I somehow found the inner strength to do it myself with bands/floss. ~9 days of hell and anguish but my asshole feels brand new. Yikes

Later in my 20s I sucked a guy off outside on the roof of a Chinese food restaurant on a boring first date. I still don't know why I did that; must have been fucking horny. I don't regret it I guess, at least I used a condom, but I'm not exactly proud of it.

Once I was at a club with a girl date and I met another girl while we were there and ended up going home with her and giving her oral. Over a decade later I still feel fucking terrible about that; what a douche move she was a nice girl and must have been so embarrassed I'm sorry like really really sorry luv
 
Owning up to the fact I really wanted it when I let a friend's cousin seduce me when I was well within the first year of marriage.
 
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