Xerxes82
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Yesterday was more or less a perfect storm of stress, anxiety, frustration and pain. Being up until 3 am having a panic attack is about as unfun as it gets. But on the plus side, I wasn't dying.
As a result of both all of that and the lack of sleep it brought on, today has felt strange. Dreamlike at times. Hazy and unfocused.
But then the sun came out. It truly is amazing how big an impact something so mundane can have. I'm still not at the top of my game. But warmth and the optimism inherent in the spring season just refuse to let my spirits stay down in the doldrums. It's a shining, brilliant reprieve, if only for a few moments.
As a result of both all of that and the lack of sleep it brought on, today has felt strange. Dreamlike at times. Hazy and unfocused.
But then the sun came out. It truly is amazing how big an impact something so mundane can have. I'm still not at the top of my game. But warmth and the optimism inherent in the spring season just refuse to let my spirits stay down in the doldrums. It's a shining, brilliant reprieve, if only for a few moments.
