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Stilllearning2b
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By all accounts I am the typical middle aged white man who is married with children. Yes, I know of the bat you are thinking Al Bundy, hopefully you keep reading.
Truth is, I’m not some fantasy guy. I never will be. And I won’t pretend to be.
Truth is, you are not some fantasy girl. You never will be. And I don’t want you to pretend to be one.
This is me. All my faults, my failures, my dreams, my desires, my experiences. For the longest time I have done nothing but apologize for who I am. I have tried to be what everyone else wants me to be. I want to be me.
This is me. I am flirty, I am political, I have dad jokes galore. I like to be romantic, I like to dream. I like to experiment, I like to cook. I make mistakes. I like to write. I like to garden. I love to read. And deep down, I wish I wasn’t here. Because it means there is a part of my life that isn’t what it should be.
This is me. Tired of trying to fix it. So I am here. I’m the limited time that I can be here. I don’t have time to play in the playground. I have life and responsibilities and yes, I don’t want to get caught. I don’t want to hurt my SO. But I am also tired of being hurt as well.
This is me. Trying to be real and honest. I can give you the time I do have, and will make the time as best as I can. I will send you flirty messages, telling you how I keep thinking about you. I will want to hear of your day. I want to help make your heart sing again. Give you the goosebumps and the butterflies. I want to experiment with you. Yes, it might be just online, but I hope it can be as rewarding and fulfilling as we can possibly make it.
This is you. A woman who made it this far, and found that my writing spoke to you. Someone who is in a similar situation.
This is you. Of any legal age. Someone who thought they would never find what they are looking for and willing to take a chance.
This is you. Hopefully clicking on my username to send a private message. Or sending me a message on KiK at stilllearning2b
This is me. This is you. Hopefully becoming This is us.
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I am married, 44 years old. Not looking to change mine or yours relationship situation. I am male.
Truth is, I’m not some fantasy guy. I never will be. And I won’t pretend to be.
Truth is, you are not some fantasy girl. You never will be. And I don’t want you to pretend to be one.
This is me. All my faults, my failures, my dreams, my desires, my experiences. For the longest time I have done nothing but apologize for who I am. I have tried to be what everyone else wants me to be. I want to be me.
This is me. I am flirty, I am political, I have dad jokes galore. I like to be romantic, I like to dream. I like to experiment, I like to cook. I make mistakes. I like to write. I like to garden. I love to read. And deep down, I wish I wasn’t here. Because it means there is a part of my life that isn’t what it should be.
This is me. Tired of trying to fix it. So I am here. I’m the limited time that I can be here. I don’t have time to play in the playground. I have life and responsibilities and yes, I don’t want to get caught. I don’t want to hurt my SO. But I am also tired of being hurt as well.
This is me. Trying to be real and honest. I can give you the time I do have, and will make the time as best as I can. I will send you flirty messages, telling you how I keep thinking about you. I will want to hear of your day. I want to help make your heart sing again. Give you the goosebumps and the butterflies. I want to experiment with you. Yes, it might be just online, but I hope it can be as rewarding and fulfilling as we can possibly make it.
This is you. A woman who made it this far, and found that my writing spoke to you. Someone who is in a similar situation.
This is you. Of any legal age. Someone who thought they would never find what they are looking for and willing to take a chance.
This is you. Hopefully clicking on my username to send a private message. Or sending me a message on KiK at stilllearning2b
This is me. This is you. Hopefully becoming This is us.
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I am married, 44 years old. Not looking to change mine or yours relationship situation. I am male.
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