Um, I think your new av is stealing all the attention.But nice car! Don't think I've seen many with lime green like that. They always seem to be a Dodge or Plymouth of some sort.
Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning in my own negativity. I try to keep this thread for uplifting times. I have been filled with so much anger, pain, and sadness lately that I am almost thankful for a job that has kept me from having so much time to think.
There has been a lot of negativity around Lit lately and I am quick to get sucked in and start feeling negatively.
I apologize to those who've felt it. I've stopped most of my commenting to others because I feel it's not needed. They have others who will comment. They are sexier, they are funnier. They are more welcome. I tell myself a lot of things. I have just felt not wanted or needed here. (Outside Lit this hasn't bothered me) I feel second best. I feel less than.
Here on lit, there is still this need in me to feel liked. I treat this feeling wanted thing, as acceptance.
I realized that I closed my old picture thread 4 years ago. I remember that I closed it because I felt "not good enough". I wasn't posting the pictures for myself anymore. I just wanted acceptance. Lets face it. You'll always find acceptance when you are naked.
This thread has been for me and others who need the uplifting. I've always loved the quotes and I post most of them because I need them. I've always hoped and encouraged others to post. That doesn't happen much anymore.
So for now. Please bare with me while I struggle through the constant roller coaster of my moods. Please don't take it personally.
Thank you guys.
We entered both our Mustang and buggy in a car show today... So...
Hope you had a great day at the show xxAhhh Sassy, I’m afraid I may been responsible for some of the negativity - I apologise, I struggle to keep my mouth shut when something pushes my buttons. I’m only back to check a few PMs from friends struggling and I spotted this. You are more than enough and you are very much loved here.
I understand the sentiment of feeling that there are shinier goods, I’ve had plenty of those days and I suspect most ampic’ers have but you only have to look at the quality of responses to your thread to see how engaged people are with you. There are plenty of threads filled with the micro responses to folks that show more of their bodies and less of their soul. There is only one sassy, and she is brave and bright and sexy as fuck (seriously with that AV, you are think there are ‘sexier, more fun’ folk here?)
I nearly did this via PM since I’ve done my flouncing away having managed to upset half of lit, but in the context it feels right to shout it from the rooftops - your praises deserve to be shouted from the rooftops,
Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning in my own negativity. I try to keep this thread for uplifting times. I have been filled with so much anger, pain, and sadness lately that I am almost thankful for a job that has kept me from having so much time to think.
There has been a lot of negativity around Lit lately and I am quick to get sucked in and start feeling negatively.
I apologize to those who've felt it. I've stopped most of my commenting to others because I feel it's not needed. They have others who will comment. They are sexier, they are funnier. They are more welcome. I tell myself a lot of things. I have just felt not wanted or needed here. (Outside Lit this hasn't bothered me) I feel second best. I feel less than.
Here on lit, there is still this need in me to feel liked. I treat this feeling wanted thing, as acceptance.
I realized that I closed my old picture thread 4 years ago. I remember that I closed it because I felt "not good enough". I wasn't posting the pictures for myself anymore. I just wanted acceptance. Lets face it. You'll always find acceptance when you are naked.
This thread has been for me and others who need the uplifting. I've always loved the quotes and I post most of them because I need them. I've always hoped and encouraged others to post. That doesn't happen much anymore.
So for now. Please bare with me while I struggle through the constant roller coaster of my moods. Please don't take it personally.
Ahhh Sassy, I’m afraid I may been responsible for some of the negativity - I apologise, I struggle to keep my mouth shut when something pushes my buttons. I’m only back to check a few PMs from friends struggling and I spotted this. You are more than enough and you are very much loved here.
I understand the sentiment of feeling that there are shinier goods, I’ve had plenty of those days and I suspect most ampic’ers have but you only have to look at the quality of responses to your thread to see how engaged people are with you. There are plenty of threads filled with the micro responses to folks that show more of their bodies and less of their soul. There is only one sassy, and she is brave and bright and sexy as fuck (seriously with that AV, you are think there are ‘sexier, more fun’ folk here?)
I nearly did this via PM since I’ve done my flouncing away having managed to upset half of lit, but in the context it feels right to shout it from the rooftops - your praises deserve to be shouted from the rooftops,
I promise I don't think it's your doing. A certain someone (and you know who) is really having fun pushing buttons just to create the drama. To Rile things up, to get people talking and drama started. He can claim innocence all he wants. But he's doing it on purpose. He wanted entertainment and he got it. But people like that irritate me.Oh very nice, loving the colour
.......and avatar.....LIKE!!
lol toe nerd!
You are more valuable than I can ever describe. I love you my beautiful friend.
I feel like such an outsider these days. But AMpics is always home. When I go into the playground, I just don't fit in anymore. So I admit, I get sad when feel like I have to try so hard. That's embarrassing to admit. Because I shouldn't care. You all lift me up a lot when I feel low.
Thank you sweet man. You know I've always loved you and your attention.
Truth is. I don't want to try so hard. I don't want to kiss ass just to fit in. I don't want to tell everyone what they want to hear, just to fit in.
I think I'm just really missing that super close friendship I've had with some, and no longer have.
But I appreciate you, and all that post in my thread. So much.
I promise I don't think it's your doing. A certain someone (and you know who) is really having fun pushing buttons just to create the drama. To Rile things up, to get people talking and drama started. He can claim innocence all he wants. But he's doing it on purpose. He wanted entertainment and he got it. But people like that irritate me.
I love the picture Allia and I promise I've never had any issues with you. I admire your ability to speak and say everything you feel. I tend to wait until I need to fall apart.
lol toe nerd!
Thank you sweet man. You know I've always loved you and your attention.
Truth is. I don't want to try so hard. I don't want to kiss ass just to fit in. I don't want to tell everyone what they want to hear, just to fit in.
I think I'm just really missing that super close friendship I've had with some, and no longer have.
But I appreciate you, and all that post in my thread. So much.
ampics is way cooler than the playground anyway, but in case you’ve forgotten- there are a shit load of lovely folk in the playground who adore you for who you are, xx
Thanks Sassy, it means a lot coming from you,
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Thank you. There are so many I'd love to put on my Mirror.
Thank you Scot. I appreciate it. 
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Thank you Allia. If I can be honest for a minute. I'm not sure who truly "adores" me anymore though. There is too much ass kissing, and telling people what they want to hear. I once thought I was pretty good at reading people. I don't know if I feel that way anymore.
Though todger just sent me a sweet message I need to reply to before I turn my PMs back off.
Thank you! I love that quote!
I like the way you're making me smile! Thank you!Back to pictures
haha thank you.
Thank you! I really appreciate it.
Yes I do too.Woah mama! You wow me every time!
Wish it was easier to focus on being positive rather than negative.
I'm honored. UGH!! You never come around anymore. Stop working so much!!
No need for candy when I'm sweet.
