Got drunk, Fucked up

[MisAlicia87]

So… you all know hubby’s a cuck, and, with a few rules, I have had the freedom to fuck as I please. Unfortunately, I got really drunk broke all the rules the other day. A friend of hubby threw a divorce party at his house Saturday night. 18 guys, 3 woman, including me, showed up. It was a fun party, lots of activities and games keeping us active and swimming in the pool. There was lots of drinking, laughing and flirting. In fact, all the attention I was getting strutting around wet in my tiny bikini was turning me on (and hubby was getting off on it too), and, as usual, the drunker we all got the hornier I grew. At first I laughed at and brushed off the hands that groped my ass or grab my tits, but as the sun set and my head filled with booze started allowing those hands to explore a little before ‘correcting the behavior’. For example, I was in the kitchen washing a beer glass in the sink and Steve came up behind me and started groping my ass. We chatted a little like nothing was happening, out of the corner of my eye I see hubby come in and watch for a bit before interrupting, "Really?" he said, "You're letting my friends feel you up?" Steve left and hubby reminded me of the rules about no friends. I brushed him off saying it was just harmless teasing.

Later, it was dark, only men and me left at the party. Hubby was somewhere in the house, I was floating on my back the middle of the hot tub being held up by the guys while under the water my ass was being full on groped under my bikini by more than one hand. I was very drunk and thoroughly enjoying the massage when I felt my top being untied, then pulled off, soon followed by my bottoms. I closed my eyes fully relaxed and I let the men explore my body, grope my tits and finger my wet pussy. I kept my eyes closed, lost in a sexy dream, no idea of the time, my body being passed around, kissed, fondled, and groped. Soon someone pushed between my legs and a large cock easily slipped deep into my pussy. I moaned out loud and the hand holding up the back of my head, tilted me, and a delicious cock filled my open mouth.

“What the fuck?” I heard my hubby yell and like a flash everyone backed away and I sunk to the bottom of the tub. I quickly stood up, choking and really pissed off; angry that my bliss had been disturbed. Hubby and I exchanged words, everyone stood and watched the drunk couple argue. It was heated, I was very drunk. I wanted to be fucked, he wanted me to come home with him. Hubby finally left while I stood naked in the front door of the house screaming at him to leave me the fuck alone while he got into the Uber I called for him, “I’ll do whatever the fuck I want,” I screamed at him like a total bitch.

I don’t remember anything after that until I came too with the sun shining through the window, I was face down on the kitchen table with Steve fucking me in the ass and hubby’s best friend, Joey, sitting naked next to me watching and jerking off. Apparently, we’d been going at it all night and I had been an enthusiastic participant (videos prove it). I was still drunk and still mad at hubby and like a fool I continued to drink the rest of the day keeping me in my stupid spiteful, vengeful drunken mindset. 5 guys were still at the house and I made sure I sucked and fucked everyone of them, again, and the two guys that came back after leaving too early the night before and missing out on all the fun. It was a gangbang worth remembering, and one, I’m quite certain, that will become local folklore.

I got home last night, feeling very ashamed and upset with myself. Hubby is nowhere to be found and isn’t answering his phone.

 

[pplwatching]

Unfortunately, I got really drunk broke all the rules the other day. I got home last night, feeling very ashamed and upset with myself. Hubby is nowhere to be found and isn’t answering his phone.

The thing about alcohol is that it doesn't make us do or say anything that isn't already there. It just removes the inhibitions and common sense that keeps us from doing them.

This is written like wank fodder for the horny lit masses, but in the event that this is legit it sounds like you need to find new friends who respect you and your husband. Right now you're just a fuck toy and your marriage doesn't matter to them. This follows from the fact that it doesn't matter to you either, which is why you felt free to break all of the rules that the two of you agreed on.

Maybe your relationship with your friends is the way you like it, but a marriage can only survive for a very short time before the stress you put on it will force it apart at the seams. If for some reason your husband decides to come back and tolerate your total lack of respect and regard for him and your arrangement, consider yourself lucky and take some time to figure out what you really want.

If your marriage matters to you, fix it. If the two of you together decide to continue your arrangement, then show some self restraint out of respect for your husband and the agreement that you made. Act like a spoiled "I'll do what I damn well please" child at your own peril.

 

[MisAlicia87]

If your marriage matters to you, fix it. If the two of you together decide to continue your arrangement, then show some self restraint out of respect for your husband and the agreement that you made. Act like a spoiled "I'll do what I damn well please" child at your own peril.

Probably reads like fodder because that's how I usually write my experiences. We've had 10 years of playing games like this, and, yes I've behaved very badly before but always with hubby's permission. In my head this was just another game, but in reality it wasn't. I'm worried because he's never been mad about sex like this with me. Yes, we'll need new friends for sure, but although we've never played with them Steve and Joey aren't unfamiliar with our history and last night they decided to take advantage. Our relationship rules are unusual and until now have been easy to manage, but this one is going to be rough.

 

[txfuncouple]

I guess he assumed one thing and you another. If the rule was or is no friends can participate, then guess that should have been a factor on who was invited.

Regardless, sounds like you've been in this situation before and thought because of the divorce party things were cool to do whatever. In the situation of all the guys and only three women, I'd have assumed the same thing-they were looking for some group fun.

Hope you get it worked out. I guess only thing I see wrong is maybe not asking permission before things got wild to make sure everything was okay.

Regardless, would have been awesome to be there and participate or for my wife to be in same situation. I would have loved to have seen her with that many guys.

Hope you work it out.

 

[MKvDeepSea]

Probably reads like fodder because that's how I usually write my experiences. We've had 10 years of playing games like this, and, yes I've behaved very badly before but always with hubby's permission. In my head this was just another game, but in reality it wasn't. I'm worried because he's never been mad about sex like this with me. Yes, we'll need new friends for sure, but although we've never played with them Steve and Joey aren't unfamiliar with our history and last night they decided to take advantage. Our relationship rules are unusual and until now have been easy to manage, but this one is going to be rough.

Hey MisAlicia,

Sounds like pplwatching has given you some sound advice. But, if your husband, who is well aware of your sexual proclivities, took off and was so angry you can't get in touch with him, your marriage may have already been in danger. As far as friends go, these weren't true friends in the first place, but friendly acquaintances who took advantage of a situation. Good luck I hope it works out.

 

[MisAlicia87]

Regardless, would have been awesome to be there and participate or for my wife to be in same situation. I would have loved to have seen her with that many guys.

Hope you work it out.

That's just it, these were always fun times, and we've included a couple friends in the past but always on hubby's terms. This group was not supposed to be a part of our private sex life so hubbies obviously pissed

 

[twister947]

"No" means no.

 

[whenagain]

There’s also the issue that if you were that drunk, the guys taking advantage were violating consent.

 

[Muwarr90]

You may want to consider your relationship to alcohol too. Drinking untill you blackout and then drinking more after you come to doesn't sound like a particularly healthy relationship with booze.

Frankly it sounds like there may be underlying issues you and your husband need to deal with beyond the specific events of the other night.

 

[pplwatching]

I know nothing about your situation or your story, but from what little you've said in this thread it sounds like he feels deeply betrayed. Are you seeking his forgiveness or do you just want to put this behind you and go back to the way that things were?

If you want to truly heal the damage to your marriage, then be aware that forgiveness can be deceptive because saying "I forgive you" doesn't fix problems or heal hurts. It opens the door and creates the opportunity, but if you don't follow through with real communication and work then it's just a band aid on a much deeper problem.

It's difficult to know what your husband may be thinking, but accepting responsibility without trying to shift the blame elsewhere seems like a good start towards open communication. If you are going to apologize, then my suggestion is do not make "I was drunk" a part of your apology, because it is an excuse - except to say that you should understand that drinking may be a problem for you. Own what happened, and demonstrate that you are willing to work with him to heal your marriage.

It would help both of you (I think) to be able to clearly communicate your expectations and goals for your marriage. This will help you find friends who share and support those goals. In my experience, having that support system goes a long ways towards keeping a healthy marriage humming along.

 

[tonydude]

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[MisAlicia87]

Thanks for responding, hubby showed up. He was so mad that yesterday he call an old girlfriend of mine who recently divorced and they spent yesterday and today fucking.

She, like the guys, was on the do not sleep with list because she and I had a falling out after she tried to take him from me 8 years ago. That little slut showed my hubby a damn good time and as pissed off as I am, I'm also greatly relieved that this was the way he chose to get back at me.

I was very humble deeply apologetic and begged for his forgiveness even sucking his sloppy sticky dick; it actually turned me on, which of course he didn't miss. After humiliating me and making my suffer for a couple hours, he forgave me.

We were made for each other because we're both as sick and kinky as anyone we've ever known. Now I've even shown him the dick pics a couple of the guys from the other night sent me.

 

[whenagain]

Thanks for responding, hubby showed up. He was so mad that yesterday he call an old girlfriend of mine who recently divorced and they spent yesterday and today fucking.

She, like the guys, was on the do not sleep with list because she and I had a falling out after she tried to take him from me 8 years ago. That little slut showed my hubby a damn good time and as pissed off as I am, I'm also greatly relieved that this was the way he chose to get back at me.

I was very humble deeply apologetic and begged for his forgiveness even sucking his sloppy sticky dick; it actually turned me on, which of course he didn't miss. After humiliating me and making my suffer for a couple hours, he forgave me.

We were made for each other because we're both as sick and kinky as anyone we've ever known. Now I've even shown him the dick pics a couple of the guys from the other night sent me.

So uh, alls well that ends well?

 

[pplwatching]

He was so mad that yesterday he call an old girlfriend of mine who recently divorced and they spent yesterday and today fucking. ... I'm also greatly relieved that this was the way he chose to get back at me.

Good to know she has your back when you've got marriage problems . In my experience, retaliation never solves issues in a marriage. At least the two of you are talking, which is a start.

 

[Muwarr90]

Well,I'm glad you two are in a somewhat better place.

But I do still think you need to have some serious discussions and reflections about your relationship. You both have had sex with others for the purpose of emotionally harming the other. That's really not a good thing for anyone involved. Don't let your arousal bury the issues, or this is all going to flare up.again, and probably in a worse way.

 

[MisAlicia87]

Good to know she has your back when you've got marriage problems . In my experience, retaliation never solves issues in a marriage. At least the two of you are talking, which is a start.

We've always had an open and communicative marriage. Its the only way to have lots of partners and few issues. But I've never been as belligerent as the other day and that was new for us. I'm okay with his form or retaliation, this time! but I'll stay more sober and under control for a while.

 

[whenagain]

We've always had an open and communicative marriage. Its the only way to have lots of partners and few issues. But I've never been as belligerent as the other day and that was new for us. I'm okay with his form or retaliation, this time! but I'll stay more sober and under control for a while.

Now do we have permission to re read the story as hot, since you’re both ok?

 

[John988]

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[tonydude]

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[waratah]

Thanks for responding, hubby showed up. He was so mad that yesterday he call an old girlfriend of mine who recently divorced and they spent yesterday and today fucking.

She, like the guys, was on the do not sleep with list because she and I had a falling out after she tried to take him from me 8 years ago. That little slut showed my hubby a damn good time and as pissed off as I am, I'm also greatly relieved that this was the way he chose to get back at me.

I was very humble deeply apologetic and begged for his forgiveness even sucking his sloppy sticky dick; it actually turned me on, which of course he didn't miss. After humiliating me and making my suffer for a couple hours, he forgave me.

We were made for each other because we're both as sick and kinky as anyone we've ever known. Now I've even shown him the dick pics a couple of the guys from the other night sent me.

Sounds like basis of a dramtic story. I know just the place to post it too...

 

[ReadyOne]

The new "Status Quo"

Our trust in each other is somewhere between gone and none,
but we're the only people who can put up with each other so we stick together.

For now.

 

[FGB]

Probably reads like fodder because that's how I usually write my experiences. We've had 10 years of playing games like this, and, yes I've behaved very badly before but always with hubby's permission. In my head this was just another game, but in reality it wasn't. I'm worried because he's never been mad about sex like this with me. Yes, we'll need new friends for sure, but although we've never played with them Steve and Joey aren't unfamiliar with our history and last night they decided to take advantage. Our relationship rules are unusual and until now have been easy to manage, but this one is going to be rough.

OK.

Yes, you fucked UP. You had to know it was coming.

A Hot n' Wet Pussy like a Hard Dick has no conscious. Add Alcohol and probably some smoke and the clock is ticking.

Oh...Where was Hubby all that time? What the hell was he doing that he left you drunk and horny in a Hot Tub almost naked with a bunch of men!

The ASS!

 

[waratah]

OK.

Yes, you fucked UP. You had to know it was coming.

A Hot n' Wet Pussy like a Hard Dick has no conscious. Add Alcohol and probably some smoke and the clock is ticking.

Oh...Where was Hubby all that time? What the hell was he doing that he left you drunk and horny in a Hot Tub almost naked with a bunch of men!

The ASS!

Dude, she called him an Uber, and told him to fuck off!

Some battles aren't worth fighting.

 

[SEVERUSMAX]

OK.

Yes, you fucked UP. You had to know it was coming.

A Hot n' Wet Pussy like a Hard Dick has no conscious. Add Alcohol and probably some smoke and the clock is ticking.

Oh...Where was Hubby all that time? What the hell was he doing that he left you drunk and horny in a Hot Tub almost naked with a bunch of men!

The ASS!

It sounds as if she's judging herself plenty without your help. She fucked up, yeah, I get it. So does she. So does hubby. They're trying to work out some healing. Pouring petrol on the fire isn't the answer.

 

[FGB]

My point is Shit happens.

Why it happens is often a complex sequence of events ,mistakes & poor planning and sometimes subconscious desire or maybe something more.

And sometimes a cigar is just a cigar.

There is going to be a discussion at some point...I am just saying approach it from more than one angle.

A renegotiation of the rules may be in order. Think about what you want and can live with before making emotional promises.

Yeah. I have trust issues.

I have been on both ends of a fuck up like this.