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I am curious as to what Lit has meant to men who have been exploring their gay fantasies and desires. I'll start:

I was nervous when I first came out here many years ago. I had been frequently masturbating to shemale porn but had started reading gay stories on Lit. I found gay stories extremely arousing but, at the time, gay porn vids turned me off. Quickly, I found gay fantasies dominating my fantasy life. My heart POUNDED the first few times I received PM's from men. I was amazed at how quickly things would get sexual fostering enormous, repeated orgasms Then one day, it carried out to YIM (back in the day) and the sex got incredibly intense. All of a sudden, gay porn was a huge turn on. I soon found myself incorporating makeshift dildos and then real dildos in my fantasy. Ass play opened up a whole (no pun intended) world of pleasure and just how powerful a man's orgasm can be. I struggled offline at times with the pleasure I was finding in it and then just shrugged my shoulders and accepted it. That was freeing. I quickly added voice and vid with other men to my portfolio. Now I am to the point where a my gay thoughts are no longer fantasies but are desires.
 
bottomshooter said:
I am curious as to what Lit has meant to men who have been exploring their gay fantasies and desires. I'll start:

I was nervous when I first came out here many years ago. I had been frequently masturbating to shemale porn but had started reading gay stories on Lit. I found gay stories extremely arousing but, at the time, gay porn vids turned me off. Quickly, I found gay fantasies dominating my fantasy life. My heart POUNDED the first few times I received PM's from men. I was amazed at how quickly things would get sexual fostering enormous, repeated orgasms Then one day, it carried out to YIM (back in the day) and the sex got incredibly intense. All of a sudden, gay porn was a huge turn on. I soon found myself incorporating makeshift dildos and then real dildos in my fantasy. Ass play opened up a whole (no pun intended) world of pleasure and just how powerful a man's orgasm can be. I struggled offline at times with the pleasure I was finding in it and then just shrugged my shoulders and accepted it. That was freeing. I quickly added voice and vid with other men to my portfolio. Now I am to the point where a my gay thoughts are no longer fantasies but are desires.
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I have been a member here for almost 11 years now. When I first joined up, I lurked around threads that were basically for husbands who were wannabe cuckolds. I plodded along, rarely posting anything and half afraid of even answering P.M.s, for fear of being found out. I soon found that the Lit. community is quite the collection of wonderful people who are here to share their experiences and in some cases make new friends in real time. Once the sharing began, I was able to express my desires and thoughts in different threads and through a lot of P.M.s. I found that my interests grew and I became curious about being with another man.

Through many YIM sessions and other chat medium, I found that masturbating to thoughts of being in an MM situation were overwhelming. It took me several years to realize that although I still love what a woman has to offer, I was wanting to try being with another man. When I finally seized the opportunity and met up with a guy about 4 1/2 years ago , it was an absolutely delightful time. It felt so natural to suck his cock and have him suck mine, that I wondered why I waited for so long.
 
As a guy who has no romantic or emotional desires for men, but has always had strong gay sex fantasies, I've enjoyed expressing that side of my sexuality on this forum.

I feel like I fully understood my sexuality by my late teens--namely, that I loved everything about women, but I also loved cocks. Since my gay desires were just kind of a side thing for me, I never felt the need to "come out" with this information to anyone. Just as I wouldn't announce to family or friends that I love performing analingous on women, I also saw no need to tell people that I'd love to give blowjobs.

So, other than telling one short-term girlfriend that I was bisexual, I've literally never discussed my gay desires with anyone in my life. It's been nice to have this forum to be able to talk openly about it in a sexy, casual atmosphere.
 
Astroman72 said:
As a guy who has no romantic or emotional desires for men, but has always had strong gay sex fantasies, I've enjoyed expressing that side of my sexuality on this forum.

I feel like I fully understood my sexuality by my late teens--namely, that I loved everything about women, but I also loved cocks. Since my gay desires were just kind of a side thing for me, I never felt the need to "come out" with this information to anyone. Just as I wouldn't announce to family or friends that I love performing analingous on women, I also saw no need to tell people that I'd love to give blowjobs.

So, other than telling one short-term girlfriend that I was bisexual, I've literally never discussed my gay desires with anyone in my life. It's been nice to have this forum to be able to talk openly about it in a sexy, casual atmosphere.
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Also been exploring bi fantasies here in Lit. Also in New England
 
Which was first?

I don't remember which i found first the forum or the stories. Probably the forum but either way it was an outlet for my fantasies and source of hot new ideas. I could explore others fantasies and compare them to mine.
Then I had my first contact and it lead to a hot conversation that ended with a new type of orgasm.
I was free to fantasize about bi and gay encounters.
Someone commented on one of my replies that i should make it a story and i did. it was an incredible outlet for my dark desires. Brought out into the light they didn't seem all that wrong anymore so i wrote and wrote exploring all those undone fantasies. They stories are only as enjoyable as the reader finds but were satisfying to me.
It led to a contact with a follower and as we chatted I found he wasn't that far away and it lead to my first contact with another man and it was exciting, frightening and so fucking satisfying that my life changed.
Today years later I am a confirmed bisexual and literotica continues to be a good part of my sexual exploration.
 
69plus1 said:
I don't remember which i found first the forum or the stories. Probably the forum but either way it was an outlet for my fantasies and source of hot new ideas. I could explore others fantasies and compare them to mine.
Then I had my first contact and it lead to a hot conversation that ended with a new type of orgasm.
I was free to fantasize about bi and gay encounters.
Someone commented on one of my replies that i should make it a story and i did. it was an incredible outlet for my dark desires. Brought out into the light they didn't seem all that wrong anymore so i wrote and wrote exploring all those undone fantasies. They stories are only as enjoyable as the reader finds but were satisfying to me.
It led to a contact with a follower and as we chatted I found he wasn't that far away and it lead to my first contact with another man and it was exciting, frightening and so fucking satisfying that my life changed.
Today years later I am a confirmed bisexual and literotica continues to be a good part of my sexual exploration.
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That is a fantastic post
 
When I first started on lit I was a young bi curious husband in his early 20s with a strong cuckold fetish, I had fantasies of sharing my young wife with other men and even started a pic thread of her in the amateur pic section, I also enjoyed watching her have cyber sex with other men on yahoo while I watched and masturbated. This was a lot for a 22 year old man. I had fantasies of playing with a man and receiving a blowjob from another man, I would stay up late at night and have phone sex with other men while my young wife was asleep, I guess the writing has always been on the wall. When we got divorced I experimented with men, I got an erotic massage from a guy on Craigslist and received a blowjob from a guy on there also, and had sex with a chubby transgender Latina I met outside a bar in California, I had sex with her twice. I stopped contacting her out of shame. Eventually I met another girl and got into a 5 year relationship and had another child, and buried my homosexual fantasies again. My ex gf was a little more open minded than my ex wife and was open to watching gay porn with me, when we started doing that my homosexual fantasies returned and this time I fantasized about giving a man a blowjob. I visited a gay friend of mine in Houston and gave my first blowjob to a young Latino college student outside a gay bar, when I put his dick in my mouth I felt a tingle go down my spine and I knew that this wouldn’t be the only dick I ever suck. I returned home to my ex gf and came clean about my homosexual experience, she was ok with it and we moved on. A year later my urges came back strongly to suck a dick, so strong I was getting random erections at work and I even went into a depression, I started to fetishize my ex gf and started eating her asshole during sex more, and choking her, and encouraging her strongly to fuck other men. She was starting to get concerned about my desires, she found cuckold porn and stories on my computer, it was the beginning of the end. I was emailing men on Craigslist in the m2m section, I was playing with fire. I finally crossed the point of no return and started sucking men’s dicks off Craigslist, meeting them after work. This went on for a while and my ex gf confronted me, she thought I was having an affair with a woman. I came clean about my homosexual activity, she was floored, I think she almost had a nervous break down. She went into a depression of her own and stopped sex with me automatically, a month later I moved out. When I moved out I checked into a hotel for 2 weeks and hit Craigslist hard, I sucked 7 different dicks in 6 days. The woman who was in the room next to me noticed the different men coming and going, she would wink at me and make comments, that was a turn on. That was back in 2012 and I eventually did date more women again and go for periods without sucking cock, but I’ve sucked 30 cocks since my break up, and only been with 9 women. I’ve made peace with the fact I am a homosexual male with a slight attraction to women, and romantic feelings for them too. When I masturbate I only think of sucking cock and men, I don’t think of women when I masturbate anymore. This is where I am now.
 
Oh how I agree

peter49parker said:
I have been a member here for almost 11 years now. When I first joined up, I lurked around threads that were basically for husbands who were wannabe cuckolds. I plodded along, rarely posting anything and half afraid of even answering P.M.s, for fear of being found out. I soon found that the Lit. community is quite the collection of wonderful people who are here to share their experiences and in some cases make new friends in real time. Once the sharing began, I was able to express my desires and thoughts in different threads and through a lot of P.M.s. I found that my interests grew and I became curious about being with another man.

Through many YIM sessions and other chat medium, I found that masturbating to thoughts of being in an MM situation were overwhelming. It took me several years to realize that although I still love what a woman has to offer, I was wanting to try being with another man. When I finally seized the opportunity and met up with a guy about 4 1/2 years ago , it was an absolutely delightful time. It felt so natural to suck his cock and have him suck mine, that I wondered why I waited for so long.
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I too, have been here for many years. Reading the stories, and the forum posts, but I have also come to identify with my Bi-Sexuality.

I love the stories, I love you other posters. I have thought about cock since I was was in elementary school. And then in high school, the fast developing black young men drew my attention causing me to get a “rise” in the locker room. I found myself daydreaming of sucking their gorgeous black cocks.

About four months ago I had my first truly Big Black Cock. He is 6’2” with an 8” thick, meaty, delicious cock. I am now truly Bi - Sexual. I love to suck his cock, and taste his delicious black skin.

Thank you Forums😘
 
X15 said:
I too, have been here for many years. Reading the stories, and the forum posts, but I have also come to identify with my Bi-Sexuality.

I love the stories, I love you other posters. I have thought about cock since I was was in elementary school. And then in high school, the fast developing black young men drew my attention causing me to get a “rise” in the locker room. I found myself daydreaming of sucking their gorgeous black cocks.

About four months ago I had my first truly Big Black Cock. He is 6’2” with an 8” thick, meaty, delicious cock. I am now truly Bi - Sexual. I love to suck his cock, and taste his delicious black skin.

Thank you Forums😘
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We all take, at least slightly different paths to get to the same destination. The important thing is that we are happy with where we are at, and where we are going.

Congrats on sucking your first cock four months ago.
 
Lit and my changes

Since I started reading lit the following has happened. I came out to my wife about my gay desires. With her approval I started sucking cock. I have been screwed by a man. My wife and I have become more open with each other about our sexual desires and needs,

The openness has led to changes in the way we have sex. She much prefers me giving her oral sex to intercourse. I have found I have I have more intense orgasms through hand jobs and masturbation than I have through intercourse. Our most common sex would be me licking her to one or two orgasms and then she helps me cum by playing with my balls while I masturbatle.
 
Apart from being aroused by some of the stories, I find it helpful to know that there are others out there into the same things I am. It makes me feel like less of an outcast...
 
Yeah, that. Me too.

Had extremely limited sexual stimuli as a young man. The JCPenney catalogs lingerie section was a diamond and platinum mine for me. My thoughts on this were something akin to “People actually put photos of women in lingerie out there for everyone to see?!” It set the tone for the rest of my sexual fantasy life thus far, now in my thirties. Wife tries to oblige, but doesn’t enjoy the garters, girdles and granny panties from the 90’s I love so much. So of course, I have my own collection she doesn’t know about.

Since childhood cross dressing was a consistent and reliably effective release and exploration. Bought my first dildo in my early twenties.

Had my first gay experience in my very early teens with a neighbor boy. Sucked his cock. Repeated with several others. Then absolutely nothing since then. I’d be lying if I said these two things don’t collide in my mental fantasy’s frequently. Always try to suppress them but there they are.

Women are wonderful. I’d love to snap my fingers and be one in ALL aspects, but then snap my fingers again and go back to me. Female body, suck cock, fuck, bodily functions, the works. I’ve decided I’d be the best girlfriend a guy could want having both perspectives.
 
To me LIt means release!!!

I need sexual release more than once a day and find it here/ Thanks for providing me the pictures I love as I masturbate . I love all the women here who share their bodies and help me get release of my cum.
 
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Lit has given me the opportunity to talk about my secret feelings at to connect with other men who are in similar situations; Married, frustrated and curious. Because of lit, I've been able to talk to people and share fantasies. I'm ready to try to make a fantasy real. Maybe someone who is also ready will read this....Maybe....
 
michael2956 said:
Lit has given me the opportunity to talk about my secret feelings at to connect with other men who are in similar situations; Married, frustrated and curious. Because of lit, I've been able to talk to people and share fantasies. I'm ready to try to make a fantasy real. Maybe someone who is also ready will read this....Maybe....
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same boat
 
I had multiple experiences when I was younger and in college. Then life turned into pure vanilla. However after quite a long drought I've been able to reconnect with my wants and needs. Lit allowed me to realize what I had been missing.
 
I have enjoyed living out my gay fantasies here on Lit. I’m a mid 40s married guy who has had these feelings since as long as I can remember, probably from middle school. When i was young i would enjoy having guy friends spank me. I got so aroused by it but didn’t know what to really do about it. I’ve never acted on them except over the phone and through Instant messaging. There have been a couple phone sex instances where the guy on the other end of the line got me so aroused that I wanted to invite my phone partner over to fuck me. Alas, I never did.

I love watching gay porn. I especially love older younger. I like to place myself in the position of the younger guy getting fucked. I think the sight of a man sliding his hard thick cock into another man is so steamy. These fantasies are probably 50% of my fantasies these days.

Thank you to lit for opening this door for me. I’m sure it will be main contributor to getting my back door opened.
 
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