humiliation

I am a 65 y/o married male. why is it all I think about is being humiliated and exposed as a faggot? I have dressed in bra's and high heels for years. I play on cam dressed that way and I show my face. why am I always looking for other ways to push the limit to something I shouldn't be doing? should I give out more info about myself?

Any experiences with men or just the crossdressing?
 
oh yes

I have had maybe 20 men I have been with while dressed. it was always such a experience.a few even took pictures but I don't know where they ended up.
 
You're conflicted. Could it be that you want to be humiliated because the behavior that turns you on is a little unusual?. Part of you wants to dress feminine, part of you feels its wrong to do that. So being humiliated resolves that, by making you pay a price for the behavior you enjoy.

Could you accept your own needs and behavior? After all, you're not hurting anyone, right?

I think a lot of guys have a feminine side they'd like to express. I know I do. I did a strip tease once for a guy once, years ago. We both enjoyed it. I haven't done it yet, but I would gladly dress fem for a man if he wanted me to, or of it would arouse him.

Relax, enjoy what you do, and don't get down on yourself.
 
Then again, could it be that being humiliated is what really turns you on and the crossdressing is just a means to that? There's others out there that are that way. Either way, if it turns you on and no one is hurt, go for it.

If it's the crossdressing, any guy who can dress up as a woman good enough that I'm fooled (or wondering) has my respect for the effort he's put into it.
 
I have had maybe 20 men I have been with while dressed. it was always such a experience.a few even took pictures but I don't know where they ended up.

Cool on the 20 guys. And who knows, you may see the pics on here someday.:)

Seriously though, If it's something you enjoy, go for it. Due to circulation problems, my Dr. suggested that I try nurse's hose. Gonna have the wife buy them for me.
 
Then again, could it be that being humiliated is what really turns you on and the crossdressing is just a means to that? There's others out there that are that way. Either way, if it turns you on and no one is hurt, go for it.

If it's the crossdressing, any guy who can dress up as a woman good enough that I'm fooled (or wondering) has my respect for the effort he's put into it.

after reading your response I tend to agree with you. humiliation has always been a exciting thing for me. I dress to gain attention from men in hopes of receiving more humiliation. that is why I never to to be passable, I enjoy men seeing me as I am, a man who dresses.being called names, mocked and made fun of. threats of exposing me is a rush for me. I will even at times bring up info about wife , family, info about my real life.
 
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after reading your response I tend to agree with you. humiliation has always been a exciting thing for me. I dress to gain attention from men in hopes of receiving more humiliation. that is why I never to to be passable, I enjoy men seeing me as I am, a man who dresses.being called names, mocked and made fun of. threats of exposing me is a rush for me. I will even at times bring up info about wife , family, info about my real life.
Could you describe what you are calling "being humiliated"?
As a sissy have not felt humiliated, do not think for this sissy it is possible to feel humiliated, being called names and having to do stuff that no one else wants to do is part of being a sissy and there is nothing personal in it.
 
i enjoy humiliation, something about being controlled and degraded, just being used, very exciting. by a man or woman, doing whatever dirty thing they can think of....
 
I think I might just maybe fall into the loves to be humiliated class also. Sexual humiliation that is.
 
i enjoy humiliation, something about being controlled and degraded, just being used, very exciting. by a man or woman, doing whatever dirty thing they can think of....

a lot of it is doing things that are voodoo or things that no one else will do. I love hearing the strange sexual things that some people cum up with and hoping that I can be the faggot that they need.
 
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Was going to say humiliation degradation etc if done in a loving trusting kinky way are all normal in my opinion. Calling someone property or owned could be as offensive as spitting and slapping but if the other person enjoys it then everything is good. You risking being exposed is fine it’s a rush sexually as long as you think and accept the consequences and if you would be okay with them. Odds are no man interested in men will find your wife and expose you to her.... having said that several men and women have let me take pictures and they have the understanding they will be shown off to friends etc.. maybe you get off on being shown off ;) I say keep doing it as far as giving out personal info I hear there is an African prince who needs your bank info to give you a million dollars that may be your ultimate rush bahahahaha
 
Was going to say humiliation degradation etc if done in a loving trusting kinky way are all normal in my opinion. Calling someone property or owned could be as offensive as spitting and slapping but if the other person enjoys it then everything is good. You risking being exposed is fine it’s a rush sexually as long as you think and accept the consequences and if you would be okay with them. Odds are no man interested in men will find your wife and expose you to her.... having said that several men and women have let me take pictures and they have the understanding they will be shown off to friends etc.. maybe you get off on being shown off ;) I say keep doing it as far as giving out personal info I hear there is an African prince who needs your bank info to give you a million dollars that may be your ultimate rush bahahahaha

having pics taken of me in … different ways has always been a sexual rush as you say for me.
 
mmmmm so many of us with same interests... perfect.. and here I thought I was to subtle.
 
If it feels right you were meant for it those heels won’t wear themselves and neither will those panties. Hate it when I get in daddy mode at work I always end up being demanding irl.
 
If it feels right you were meant for it those heels won’t wear themselves and neither will those panties. Hate it when I get in daddy mode at work I always end up being demanding irl.

daddy mode sounds good to me.
 
I assure you it is and you would love being on the receiving end. I know you don’t think you are a sissy yet but I think maybe you just haven’t met the right man yet. Reading your earlier posts I think you are a sissy in denial just accept it. So maybe you aren’t passable that’s only a small part of being a sissy ask one. Maybe you do like being talked down to and humiliated but as was said earlier it’s not humiliation if you desire it now is it? Or I could be wrong and horny and looking to make you the same.
 
I assure you it is and you would love being on the receiving end. I know you don’t think you are a sissy yet but I think maybe you just haven’t met the right man yet. Reading your earlier posts I think you are a sissy in denial just accept it. So maybe you aren’t passable that’s only a small part of being a sissy ask one. Maybe you do like being talked down to and humiliated but as was said earlier it’s not humiliation if you desire it now is it? Or I could be wrong and horny and looking to make you the same.

well well, I am not sure what your intention is, but horny I am.. and recent posts? on this thread or have you investigated posts or threads that I have started in the past?
 
This thread sissysalina was talking about it earlier and then the one where you explained you loved being humiliated
 
This thread sissysalina was talking about it earlier and then the one where you explained you loved being humiliated

go to my profile look at the list of threads I have started. you may want to take notes. I think you may get even more swollen..
 
You are such a dirty slut we are two peas in a pod just opposite ends so to speak lol. I’m going to friend you.
 
You are such a dirty slut we are two peas in a pod just opposite ends so to speak lol. I’m going to friend you.

I thought you would enjoy, and of course I love that you are at work and swollen?
 
Yes I am 100% both the men’s room is available ;). Or I’ll gladly send you a pic.
 
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