How I became a cock loving man

Chagalx

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Several years ago maybe six or seven I read about prostate massage and because of my having an enlarged prostate I decided I needed to give it a try instead of going in to have my prostate lasered.

So I purchased an Aneros. If you don't know what that is look it up on the google. At first it was weird and not terribly comfortable, but after it was inserted and in there for a while it started to feel ok. Occasionally it would slide over a sensitive spot on my prostate and it would send thrills up and down my spine. It took about three or four months before I had my first whole body orgasm with my little toy, and all I can say is that after my body started to shake and shudder with pleasure, I thought that I might be having a seizure. It lasted for about 5 minutes. I remember I had been sitting in a chair with my legs spread wide and I was gripping the little ring on the bottom of my Aneros, sliding it in and out of my anus when it hit. My mind went into orbit and I couldn't think of anything other than that unit in my ass that was now being pumped in and out of my hole all on its own. I remember standing up and leaning on my dresser and my knees shaking so violently that I thought I was going to fall down.

When it was over and I came down from this incredible high I was for the first time in my life truly spent.

I should add that I had smoked some marijuana which to me enhances sensation in my body, and it sure helped with this. Now when I smoke it's like an aphrodisiac that my body knows it's going to get fucked and anticipates the sensations about to come.

There's more which I will continue at a later date if anyone is interested.
 
Several years ago maybe six or seven I read about prostate massage and because of my having an enlarged prostate I decided I needed to give it a try instead of going in to have my prostate lasered.

So I purchased an Aneros. If you don't know what that is look it up on the google. At first it was weird and not terribly comfortable, but after it was inserted and in there for a while it started to feel ok. Occasionally it would slide over a sensitive spot on my prostate and it would send thrills up and down my spine. It took about three or four months before I had my first whole body orgasm with my little toy, and all I can say is that after my body started to shake and shudder with pleasure, I thought that I might be having a seizure. It lasted for about 5 minutes. I remember I had been sitting in a chair with my legs spread wide and I was gripping the little ring on the bottom of my Aneros, sliding it in and out of my anus when it hit. My mind went into orbit and I couldn't think of anything other than that unit in my ass that was now being pumped in and out of my hole all on its own. I remember standing up and leaning on my dresser and my knees shaking so violently that I thought I was going to fall down.

When it was over and I came down from this incredible high I was for the first time in my life truly spent.

I should add that I had smoked some marijuana which to me enhances sensation in my body, and it sure helped with this. Now when I smoke it's like an aphrodisiac that my body knows it's going to get fucked and anticipates the sensations about to come.

There's more which I will continue at a later date if anyone is interested.

would love to hear more
 
How I Became a Cock Loving Man

The great thing about the Aneros is that once in it pretty much stays in. Once I discovered that, I had it in me almost everyday. I would insert it almost every day, and drive to work while it vibrated and shook from the road surface. I'd grind on it as I sat at my desk causing me to squirm and shift around to extract mini orgasms while doing my paperwork.

The one thing that has made a difference for me is keeping myself clean. I would find that after a while my bowels would want to release and it could get a little messy. I devised a way to wash myself out that I use to this day. I have a hose that fits over the faucet of my bathroom sink that runs to the toilet. I insert the open end into my anus and let a warm stream of water gently clean out my rectum. I'll clench my anus around the hose to keep the water in me and to fill up, so to speak, and then release the water into the bowl. I now do this three to four times a day if not more. I have one rigged up in the shower as well.

This works so well that I can fuck myself with a toy and then suck on or lick my juices off that toy. It's an amazing turn on.

Here's one of my favorite pictures.
 
The great thing about the Aneros is that once in it pretty much stays in. Once I discovered that, I had it in me almost everyday. I would insert it almost every day, and drive to work while it vibrated and shook from the road surface. I'd grind on it as I sat at my desk causing me to squirm and shift around to extract mini orgasms while doing my paperwork.

The one thing that has made a difference for me is keeping myself clean. I would find that after a while my bowels would want to release and it could get a little messy. I devised a way to wash myself out that I use to this day. I have a hose that fits over the faucet of my bathroom sink that runs to the toilet. I insert the open end into my anus and let a warm stream of water gently clean out my rectum. I'll clench my anus around the hose to keep the water in me and to fill up, so to speak, and then release the water into the bowl. I now do this three to four times a day if not more. I have one rigged up in the shower as well.

This works so well that I can fuck myself with a toy and then suck on or lick my juices off that toy. It's an amazing turn on.

Here's one of my favorite pictures.

Love that photo.
 
How I Became a Cock Loving Man

It's one of my favorites. Sometimes it's how I picture myself after totally fucking myself and getting blessed out.
 
How I Became a Cock Loving Man

It's one of my favorites. Sometimes it's how I picture myself after totally fucking myself and getting blessed out.
 
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Your posts are SoooOooo HOT!!

So sexy and stimulating. Just reading makes me want to slip my hand inside my panties and rub my little clitty... :)
 
Once I got used to my Aneros I started looking for more ways to stimulate myself. I have a wooden cane made out of Myrtle wood. It has a lions head carved into the top , and it has a handle that juts out which is about seven inches long. It has a slight downward curve to it and it's nice and smooth. I use this handle to fuck myself with. I haven't used it in quite some time because I have other toys that I'm playing with and experimenting on. The other day I used this cane on myself. I was so over the top crazy craving to be fucked I couldn't sit still. My man cunt was craving it so bad that when I inserted the handle, with the cane out in front of me on the bed my body immediately started to orgasm all on its own. The body shakes and shudders were so intense I thought I was going to pass out. The sensations were tremendous and mind blowing. I became disoriented and slightly confused. But I was feeling the best I've felt in a long time. My anus is pulsing now with just the memory of it. One thing that I noticed this time that I never did before is that as I was sliding up and down on the handle of the cane I was feeling my tailbone on the end getting massaged at the same time and oh my god that sent me into the stratosphere. I am addicted to being penetrated. I like it slow and easy with me in control.

More to come if you want.
 
How I Became a Cock Loving Man

Here are a few pictures of my cane with the lions head.
 
How I Became a Cock Loving Man

It's been about a week I think since my last encounter. So last night at the end of the work day to celebrate the arrival of the weekend I smoked a fair amount of this really great 420, and within 5 minutes I had my fingers in my asshole, of course it was after I cleaned myself. I run a good stream of hot water, not burning hot, into my ass as I sit on the toilet. It works great and the effect of the hot water flowing into and out of my rectum makes the blood come to the surface and my anal ring to swell, which means it feels really good when I touch myself. I used this new silicon lube that is really silky and smooth. I reached between my legs and started slowly sliding my middle finger over my anus which had started to blossom. When I get turned on my anus swells up and it looks like I have pussy lips. And man are they sensitive. It sends me into orbit when I do this. Soon enough I was sliding my finger into my channel up to the inside ring. I like using one finger because the chute grips that finger as it slides in and out, and when the tip of that finger starts to penetrate that inner ring it's an oh my god moment because the sensation is incredible. So I usually fuck myself likke that for a while because it feels so damn good. Finally my finger makes its way through that tight little ring and my finger runs up against my prostate. That in itself has me ready to blow just from that one touch. I have a very prominent prostate that has been enlarged for a very long time, so finding it is no problem at all. I guess it's one of the benefits of having BPH. I started to massage my prostate up and down and side to side in circles and so on. With my anal chute gripping my finger which is really a turn on cause it's erotic to feel inside the anus like that and it feels good on the anal rings, the chute and the prostate all at the same time. I immmediately started to shudder and shake with a full body orgasm, which made my ass hole plunge up and down on my fingers, which created another series of full body orgasms. This went on for a good 15 minutes. My cock was dripping like a bad faucet, and my ass was clenching and releasing like crazy! I didn't want it to end.

Trouble is that I needed to work in the yard to get ready for mowing and couldn't stay in my room all night fucking myself. So I inserted my Aneros in my anus with plenty of lube and put on my sexiest Calvin Klein boy shorts under my cargo. Sometimes I wear panties to feel sexy but these shorts do the job better than any other pair of underwear I have. Purple, is the color and that color makes me feel sexy and erotic for some reason. I also put a couple of nipple suction devices on and sucked my nipples out about an inch and a half. Then I went outside and went to work. Walking makes the Aneros slide side to side on my prostate and bending over makes it rub up and down along the length of it, so I was pretty turned on the whole time. I had smoked a little more 420 because I wanted to stay in a highly turned on state. Every couple of minutes or so I would have to bend over with my hands on my knees to let a mini orgasm pass. It was either that or fall down and let myself go into full on body spasms as I orgasmed. I was delirious by this time. I went into the shed, dropped my pants and slid my finger into my anus along with the Aneros to fuck myself and came some more. I was bucking up and down on my finger and the Aneros with its little bumps, and driving myself over the edge about six times. Finally I had to get up and get some things done.
 
I finally finished what I was working on outside, though it was a challenge due to all the pleasure I was giving myself. I went up and changed out of my clothes to a pair of light sweats that cling to my ass and my cock and balls. Makes me feel really sexy. I made a light dinner and got through all of the preparations and finally clean up. I watched TV for about an hour, Westworld, and decided to go to bed. I once again washed my rectum out with hot water, and got myself ready. I again lit up my bowl and smoked a really large amount of 420 cause I wanted to stay out of my head for a while so I could just go with the feelings I was about to create. I put a towel down on my bed, got out the lube, got out my Theracane, (look it up) and used the silicon lube to get it ready. I sat up on my knees with my legs spread, and moved the curved end with its little ball on the end down between my cheeks, with the rest of it running up my chest to under my chin. I slid my pussy lips over the little lubed up ball making me double over in ecstasy it felt so good. I pushed out on my anus, and my anal ring blossomed open and slid up and down on that shaft. It was exquisite to say the least. I was in a constant state of orgasm from the time that little ball touched my anus to the time my chute gripped the shaft. And then when the ball end contacted the inner ring I saw stars, I felt like I had a whole bunch of mini explosions going off in my head and my body was shaking so violently that I fell over on my side with the shaft of the Theracane about six inches inside me. My body was twitching and hitching back and forth, up and down. My cock was spraying pre-cum all over and I was totally blessed out.

I fell asleep with the Theracane inside me. Every so often I would wake up while my body was wracked with another orgasm, and I would fuck myself with the cane for a few minutes then pas out again from exhaustion. This lasted all night until I finally pulled the device out of my ass. I took a long satisfying piss, which is always better after I have fucked myself senseless. With BPH it's often difficult to empty my bladder, but after I fuck myself and give my prostate the massage of a lifetime it can't help but be relaxed.

So that's it for now. I know that today while I work outside I will have a plug of some kind riding in my chute, and will spend the day having little orgasms, and having a great time doing it. I'll ride my tractor as I mow with a stainless steel but plug that looks like a trailer hitch, up my ass, as I grind my prostate on that with every bump and jolt in the lawn. It looks to be a promising day to say the least.

Until next time. Let me know if you want more!
 
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