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Hey there stranger! 😄
I was a little bummed over the past few days. I wasn't meaning to insult anyone over 30. So forgive me if it came off that way. At my friends BBQ on Saturday, she said I must of felt 30 was the end of the world. She is nearing her 50s and I think I offended her.
I think it was more of a grieving for my 20s. Having kids young made me miss a lot of the experience of being 20-something. But gosh am I grateful to have had my experience over that typical 20s struggle.
I am excited to be in my 30s now. One of the things I just realized is I'm now 30ish and he's still 40ish. I don't think I'll feel like I have to validate our relationship. Where before I would hear "What does a 19yr old and 36yr old have in common"? I shouldn't have to justify all the reasons I love my guy. Maybe that is my maturity talking.😂

I wasn't offended at all, so no worries :).

Also, I can related to missing out on things that others were doing in their twenties, but for different reasons. I spent all of my twenties as a single person and not really doing anything in the way of getting girlfriends or having sexual experiences, while all my friends were doing that, so the end of my twenties bothered me for that reason. Still, it was just one of those things.

Nope, you definitely don't need to justify why you love him :).
 
Hey gregarious brunette! I hope you are you and the family are doing well. Happy belated birthday to you! Welcome to the 30’s! I see we are both gemini’s, maybe! I can’t believe it’s another month already. I don’t understand where the time goes. Let’s see… works been crazy busy, I have been to Europe and back, and helping another friend on the side in the evenings and weekends. Trying to get laid has been no easy feat, but I have gotten lucky a few times so I cannot complain. No good-good on my birthday either, but we did make up for it a few days after. She (pretty blonde, and gregarious herself) surprised me in her blue lace chemise and matching blue 5” stilettos. (Ok, I asked, so it wasn't exactly a surprise) She let me bend her over the bed and well you get the idea of what happened next :D Last week we had a pretty erotic session too. We decided to break in the patio set on the back deck. Fucking her outside in broad daylight was quite a new experience. Not sure if the neighbors caught us or not. Maybe it got them going too, haha. 4, maybe 5 orgasm for you?!? You need rub off on her a bit and show her the way! I think the Romans had it figured out! I have actually been wanting to decorate are room with erotic paintings from that era. The blue paint just isn’t doing it.

No birthday spankings, no sex, and no red wine! I am deeply saddened by this, I at least had red wine! I would have given you spankings and opened a bottle of red wine just for the occasion. :devil:

I am looking forward to at least one more trip up north this year camping somewhere. UP maybe. Would like to find a place on a lake with a sandy beach. We have to have that somewhere. I for one am really like the speed limit change!

Until next time, take care and I hope you enjoy yourself as well!
 
Hello All! Thought I would post a quick something. I'll be back on later to reply to Sprill and Susurration! *blows kisses*
 
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I am just sitting around waiting for the sun to peek out behind some clouds. I really wanted to work on my tan lines today, c'mon Sun!
 
Sounds very relaxing, but you might have to wait until tonorrow, Friday, or Saturday for that. What is this tan 'line' you're speaking of, sounds to me like too much clothing. ;) j/k
 
I am glad Lit is a sacred place for me.
I appreciate the friendships I have made here. So thank you, for reading this, for making me believe my thoughts, desperations, fantasizes, and beliefs are not as abnormal as I once thought.
The PMs I receive from others echoing my erotic dreams and thoughts are a huge confort to me. Believe that. Nothing but appreciation and good vibes (;)) to each of you!
:kiss:
 
I am glad Lit is a sacred place for me.
I appreciate the friendships I have made here. So thank you, for reading this, for making me believe my thoughts, desperations, fantasizes, and beliefs are not as abnormal as I once thought.
The PMs I receive from others echoing my erotic dreams and thoughts are a huge confort to me. Believe that. Nothing but appreciation and good vibes (;)) to each of you!
:kiss:
Thank you SB😉
 
I am glad Lit is a sacred place for me.
I appreciate the friendships I have made here. So thank you, for reading this, for making me believe my thoughts, desperations, fantasizes, and beliefs are not as abnormal as I once thought.
The PMs I receive from others echoing my erotic dreams and thoughts are a huge confort to me. Believe that. Nothing but appreciation and good vibes (;)) to each of you!
:kiss:

That's very kind of you :kiss::rose:.

I'm sorry that I haven't been around much. I've had a lot on my plate and I'm under the weather at the moment. I hope that you are keeping well :rose:.
 
Yikes....

So... I'm going in circles in my relationship. I don't know how to express my thoughts. Not like he wants to hear it all anyways. I actually had the thought of just not dealing with him on an intimate level anymore. All he does is break my heart.

Work is going really well. I managed to get some time off this weekend to hang out with some gal pals. Couldn't have come at a better time! I am really looking forward to drinking dandelion wine with my ladies!
 
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So... I'm going in circles in my relationship. I don't know how to express my thoughts. Not like he wants to hear it all anyways. I actually had the thought of just not dealing with him on an intimate level anymore. All he does is break my heart.

Work is going really well. I managed to get some time off this weekend to hang out with some gal pals. Couldn't have come at a better time! I am really looking forward to drinking dandelion wine with my ladies!
Circles....that's what it is, circles. Always coming back to where one started. Can be frustrating. I think I need to start going in trapezoids or something😁

Glad you have the girl friends. I need a group of women to hang out with. 😘😄
 
Still in my pity party little funk...
But Powerball is tonight and I'm feeling lucky about that at least!
 
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Still in my pity party little funk...
But Powerball is tonight and I'm feeling lucky about that at least!

I'm sorry to hear that you're still in a funk. I hope that powerball improves your mood. The picture is beautifully enticing :kiss:.
 
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