Final Message

[Down4fun91]

I have decided that this is just not for me. I came to this place when my relationship was placed on hiatus. Within the last week it ended and I tried to disguise my pain with an unquenchable thirst for pleasure. As life has progressed, I have had a few intense connections, but in the end it is all irrelevant because I am nothing more than a 25 year old man who thought he could fill a void left in his heart. I appreciate ever response I received, and I have learned so much about myself and my interactions with most people. My own prowess as a write was falsely presumed, for I am just a hack who over hypes absolute rubbish.
I am a survivor of addiction, and the insatiable hunger I had to find love is worse than the desire to shoot heroin right now. I have learned everything that I am experiencing is the direct result of trying to find another way to sate the gluttonous monster within me. I hope all of you are able to find whatever makes you happy and cherish all that you obtain. I sit alone in a studio apartment wondering where it all went wrong, and all I can do is realize that I need to remove myself from this place, lest I do any more damage to my already broken mind and incapacitated heart. Farewell folks.

 

[glBock]

I have decided that this is just not for me. I came to this place when my relationship was placed on hiatus. Within the last week it ended and I tried to disguise my pain with an unquenchable thirst for pleasure. As life has progressed, I have had a few intense connections, but in the end it is all irrelevant because I am nothing more than a 25 year old man who thought he could fill a void left in his heart. I appreciate ever response I received, and I have learned so much about myself and my interactions with most people. My own prowess as a write was falsely presumed, for I am just a hack who over hypes absolute rubbish.
I am a survivor of addiction, and the insatiable hunger I had to find love is worse than the desire to shoot heroin right now. I have learned everything that I am experiencing is the direct result of trying to find another way to sate the gluttonous monster within me. I hope all of you are able to find whatever makes you happy and cherish all that you obtain. I sit alone in a studio apartment wondering where it all went wrong, and all I can do is realize that I need to remove myself from this place, lest I do any more damage to my already broken mind and incapacitated heart. Farewell folks.

Hi, I just read your post quite by chance. And I wanted to write you my best wishes for your future life.

I sincerely hope that you have been exaggerating. But if you have not, I wish you a recovery eventually from the thoughts you expressed.

Good luck to you!!

 

[daddysbaby150]

I don't know you, but my heart breaks for you. I know you don't see it now, but I promise that your heart will heal. It will take time and there will be moments when you physically can't catch your next breath because the pain is so strong. Hang in there. You're young and this heartbreak will be one of many for you. They are all so worth it though and as you mentioned, you will learn a lot about yourself upon reflection. Use that information to power your next relationship. Don't go searching for love. Live your life and it will happen when you least expect it. Best of luck to you.

 

[Farawyn]

You may be gone, but I've PMed you.

I hope you reach out to someone in your life, here, anywhere.
There is always someone. Always.