Thoughtfulsubmissive
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- Joined
- Oct 30, 2016
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I've written and rewritten this so many times, I'm just going to go with it and hope it puts across what I'm looking for well enough.
First up I'm submissive or am I? There doesn't seem to be a one size fits all when it comes to it, but I believe after a long time soul searching, that I am. I'm married too, with children also, so for me this feels wrong and somewhat taboo. Posting here that is. While I love my husband the physical side of our marriage isn't exactly what I'm looking for in life, but I'm not breaking up a family home. Judge that however you wish I'm just trying to be honest.
What am I looking for, someone or something to help me understand this side of me and work out why I'm like this and what it all means. Primarily I think I'm looking for something long term ideally. And I think orgasm control or possibly more accurately masturbation control. I want someone to take charge of that, someone quizzical who likes to ask questions, someone who digs into the details. Someone possibly who sees my orgasms as more of a functional requirement, something that if they have to happen should be dealt with swiftly and clinically. That's not to say that you might not build me up lots but the actual event might very well be like that. Your orgasm however is something wonderful and should be enjoyable and frequent. That's not the only thing I want to look into but as a starting point I think it'd be something to work from, a base if you will.
I'm UK based but only really have time to correspond during the week day and daytime UK, that is because of children and husband.
I think I've written more than most people will really want to read. Hopefully if you want to reply you'll enjoy writing more than a few words and I'll be honest, text speak really doesn't push any buttons for me x
First up I'm submissive or am I? There doesn't seem to be a one size fits all when it comes to it, but I believe after a long time soul searching, that I am. I'm married too, with children also, so for me this feels wrong and somewhat taboo. Posting here that is. While I love my husband the physical side of our marriage isn't exactly what I'm looking for in life, but I'm not breaking up a family home. Judge that however you wish I'm just trying to be honest.
What am I looking for, someone or something to help me understand this side of me and work out why I'm like this and what it all means. Primarily I think I'm looking for something long term ideally. And I think orgasm control or possibly more accurately masturbation control. I want someone to take charge of that, someone quizzical who likes to ask questions, someone who digs into the details. Someone possibly who sees my orgasms as more of a functional requirement, something that if they have to happen should be dealt with swiftly and clinically. That's not to say that you might not build me up lots but the actual event might very well be like that. Your orgasm however is something wonderful and should be enjoyable and frequent. That's not the only thing I want to look into but as a starting point I think it'd be something to work from, a base if you will.
I'm UK based but only really have time to correspond during the week day and daytime UK, that is because of children and husband.
I think I've written more than most people will really want to read. Hopefully if you want to reply you'll enjoy writing more than a few words and I'll be honest, text speak really doesn't push any buttons for me x
