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[ArnaldoBC]

Discovered wife porn in the Net (pics & vids inside)

Hi, folks! A long time lurker, as well as an old litterotica reader here.

I'm writing this to ask for help in understanding what is going on with me.

The problems is as follows:

I have always felt a bit humiliated since my wife, not much before our marriage, let slip about craving for big cocks and being a big size queen. I got pissed in the occasion and told her that if that's so she should marry someone else. You see, I'm on the short side... But she managed to appease me, after weeks trying, by convincing me she found I was OK, that she loved my cock as it was, that she didn't think it small, that I was a great lover etc.

So we married 2 years ago, after two years dating. But still I always kept that feeling of inadequacy inside me, in secret. Some form of psychological complex, I guess.

One thing I have to say is that we are both very jealous and possessive one of the other. I'm so possessive that she can't see male doctors, for instance. And she is 10 times as much overzealous...

We both became very well know public figures in our city, and have to be careful with our image. Our future depends on it. That's the reason my wife came to me one month ago in panic: she discovered that her fucking ex-boyfriend, the one she had right before me, had gone crazy and posted porn pictures and videos of her in an erotic video-foto-blog, in a very well know site!

I went there to see it, pissed of, with fire coming out of my ears... She was afraid of repercussions, but I was just jealous... And I noticed two things:

— The first one was what gave us certain relief, and that is her face doesn't really show up in the pictures and videos, so no one can recognize her. So no need to worry about this and we don't need a very dangerous and costly judicial action to force him to take it out... (He won't do it by himself, since he hates both of us because she left him to be with me. But he also won't tell anyone it's her, because he would go to jail)

And the other one that made me fill dizzy and almost puke of so much... I don't know, pain, I guess. This last fact was: that guy must have the biggest cock anyone has ever seen

What I want to ask you, people, is the following: why can't I stop masturbating since that day? I must masturbate some 4 to 6 times a day, and make harsh sex to my wife one or twice more! Instead of getting mad at it, it made me so horny as to feel sick! What's going on with me? :/

Here is the vlog/fotolog, if anyone wants to check it out.
http://www.xvideos.com/profiles/casalteensecrazy#_tabPictures

Edit: something important to understanding it that I forgot to say: that very night she learned about it, she got drunk for the first time since we met... So drunk that it lose her tongue a bit, it seems.

I asked if she could orgasm with such a monster, and she said never had a vaginal orgasm with him, because it did hurt her if she didn't control herself.

She told me, however, that she would reach the orgasms easily and frequently in anal sex, when he could put it all inside her until she could feel something moving inside her, almost as high as her stomach! She said it would feel like a baby was inside her, moving. She would cum so intensely that her sphincter would close on his dick with such strength that sometimes he would even scream and ask her to stop..

Also she said the worst: that she would orgasm sometimes just by sucking him, without any handling of her clitoris being necessary; kind of like a spontaneous orgasm. As I was so surprised by it, she said that just by holding it with her two hands and putting it in her mouth would make she feel such intense lust that it happened sometimes...

Until then I was just angry, but with those unexpected revelations, so unlike her... Looking back now I think my "hornyness" started in that moment... Something to do with her reaching climax... Puzzled...

 

[RawHumor]

Your wife is sexy as fuck.

And he did a good job on her asshole.

I'm sorry, was there another question I was supposed to answer?

 

[ArnaldoBC]

Your wife is sexy as fuck.

And he did a good job on her asshole.

I'm sorry, was there another question I was supposed to answer?

"Why can't I stop masturbating since that day?" and " What's going on with me?" I.e. how the hell can I get turn on by that? And not just normally turn on, as you can see... :/

WTF... It hurts, i makes me sad, it makes me angry and it makes me horny... All at the same time. Weirdest feeling ever. Thought about asking foradvice here, since I have read the forum before and I trust you guys in terms of... Sexual wisdom, let's say...

 

[ArnaldoBC]

Oh, and she is much sexier now! She had just made 18 in that pics, but now at almost 24 she has a even nicer body, fully developed... And instead of this sluttish blond hair she uses a bright red color. And her hair comes up to her ass now...

 

[RawHumor]

I'm sorry. I wasn't sure if you were seriously upset or just looking for help in the wank bank.

First, people's brains are odd. Some men get aroused by being cuckolded. Some men get turned on by the idea of small cock humiliation. Some men, like you seem to be, get aroused and repulsed simultaneously.

There's nothing wrong with you, if that's what you're worried about. Humiliation can be an aphrodisiac to some.

 

[RawHumor]

Oh, and she is much sexier now! She had just made 18 in that pics, but now at almost 24 she has a even nicer body, fully developed... And instead of this sluttish blond hair she uses a bright red color. And her hair comes up to her ass now...

Feel free to post current pics. LOL

(if she doesn't mind, but I'm guessing you don't want her to see your post)

 

[screwher]

I say turn a positive into a negative. You can't change the past and the video is out there now. And you're obviously enjoying the whole scenario. Just keep running with it.

From where I'm standing you're a lucky guy. You've got a hot vid of your wife getting laid. I'd love one if mine.

 

[ArnaldoBC]

I would gladly post some, but since she knew I read erotic stories and forums, she has asked me specifically not to.

I may still show this post to her, depending of what comes out of it.

I ask because I'm actually curious about it, and thought you guys could enlighten me a bit... As a hobby I research (and write a book about) Neurosciences, Philosophy of the Mind, Sociobiology, Evolutionary Psychology and Philosophy of the Artificial Intelligence... And I believe discovering what is going on, since it's so weird, may give me some special insight on the matter...

 

[RawHumor]

I would gladly post some, but since she knew I read erotic stories and forums, she has asked me specifically not to.

I may still show this post to her, depending of what comes out of it.

I ask because I'm actually curious about it, and thought you guys could enlighten me a bit... As a hobby I research (and write a book about) Neurosciences, Philosophy of the Mind, Sociobiology, Evolutive Psychology and Philosophy of the Artificial Intelligence... And I believe discovering what is going on, since it's so weird, may give me some special insight on the matter...

Sexual psychology is actually quite fascinating. There are women who are rape victims who then fantasize or roleplay being raped (some of it is reclaiming power).

Sexual abuse makes a much deeper impact than non-sexual physical abuse.

I'm sure a lot of guys on here will be jealous of you, because you've lived their #1 fantasy. Everyone is different, however.

 

[ArnaldoBC]

I say turn a positive into a negative. You can't change the past and the video is out there now. And you're obviously enjoying the whole scenario. Just keep running with it.

From where I'm standing you're a lucky guy. You've got a hot vid of your wife getting laid. I'd love one if mine.

Not one "hot" video, but more like a dozen, isn't it?

I'm enjoying it, but how can I enjoy seen her being fucked by this elephant trunk here FFS? I can tell something is going wrong here...
http://img-l3.xvideos.com/videos/th...7cb51/08b6f05342204eb5599f58da3e57cb51.28.jpg

(Also, please, how can I upload a profile pic?)

 

[RawHumor]

You can't get an avatar or profile pic until you get 100 posts.

 

[RawHumor]

From what I saw of the videos that I did watch, he wasn't able to get his entire length inside of her. That's gotta be frustrating for him, so you've got that going for you.

 

[ArnaldoBC]

You can't get an avatar or profile pic until you get 100 posts.

Thanks!

From what I saw of the videos that I did watch, he wasn't able to get his entire length inside of her. That's gotta be frustrating for him, so you've got that going for you.

Another thing I get going for me is that mine is thicker. I mean, he is thick, but I'm noticeably more. However he is twice as long

HEY! You reminded me of something important to understanding it that I forgot to say in the post I told the story was that that very night she learned about it, she got drunk for the first time since we met... So drunk that it lose her tongue a bit, it seems.

I asked if she could orgasm with such a monster, and she said never had a vaginal orgasm with him, because it did hurt her f she didn't control herself.

She told me, however, that she would reach the orgasms easily and frequently in anal sex, when he could put it all inside her until she could feel something moving inside her, almost as high as her stomach! She would cum so intensely that her sphincter would close on his dick with such strength that sometimes he would even scream and ask her to stop..

Also she said the worst: that she would orgasm sometimes just by sucking him, without any handling of her clitoris being necessary; kind of like a spontaneous orgasm. As I was so surprised by it, she said that just by holding it with her two hands and putting it in her mouth would make she feel such intense lust that it happened sometimes...

Until then I was just angry, but with those unexpected revelations, so unlike her... Looking back now I think my "hornyness" started in that moment... Something to do with her reaching climax... Puzzled...

I think I'll edit the original post to include this...

 

[ArnaldoBC]

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[SlutAddicted]

my own experience

We are conditioned to accept certain assumptions about our relationships and partners. In many ways we rely upon those assumptions for a sense of security and self confidence. Meanwhile deep down we know some of them to be false or at least tenuous.

Consider a man who has absolute trust in his wife not to cheat. The mere fact that he relies upon on his trust in her to maintain her obligation of fidelity belies the fact that he knows she could be tempted to fuck another guy. For some men that recognition alone is a source of jealousy. So separate that notion of fidelity into two parts. It is reasonable to expect a woman to maintain her obligation of fidelity but it isn't reasonable to expect her to never see another man as attractive or sexually desirable.

Likewise we tend to rely upon false paradigms about female desire. Women are capable of enjoying sexual relations and intimacy with more than one partner without one being better than the other or taking away from the other. I don't necessarily mean at the same time (although that is true too). Yes she did enjoy that big cock and she enjoys sex with you too. Maybe she likes sex with you better. Maybe she liked sex with him better but otherwise preferred to be with you. Or maybe she made no such distinction.

When we feel compelled to make limiting assumptions about our partner's sexuality, we are not only deluding ourselves. We are also diminishing the nature and reality of our partner's sexuality. And when it becomes clear that she does indeed have sexual desire for other men both of those bubbles are burst at the same time. At precisely the same moment that you realize that one of the things that you relied upon for an artificial sense of security you are also seeing a new layer to your beautiful wife's sexuality. The realization becomes a source of jealousy and arousal at the same time.

So now you know that your wife enjoyed sex with another man. You probably knew that before but it just wasn't in your face. Yet she shares that perspective with you and remains devoted. You are lucky. And the only difference between you and other men is that you are not letting your own insecurities get in the way of seeing your wife's true sexuality.

The other considerations for me was that being able to see and accept my wife's sexuality was very liberating. I didn't previously realize how much I was stifling my desire and hers by subconsciously trying to manage events or perceptions to fit my expectations.

 

[policywank]

Personally I like big cocks but that isn't my primary criteria for a loving relationship or suitable partner. My husband is a wonderful lover but I have had much bigger and better. Whether I or any other wife share that information with our husbands won't change the reality one iota.

I can see why you may have preferred to not have known of her affinity for big cocks in the first place. But once known you can't unring that bell.

Now that you've realized that denial is pointless you find it arousing that she likes big dicks. That is natural. It feels wrong because you are still clinging to denial. Your wife is hot and she likes big cocks. You don't have one but she chose you anyway. Live with it or don't but stop trying to compel her to lie to you.

 

[ab724u]

Man, I don't know
Your wife really looks like she enjoyed herself
This is something you should explore with her

 

[Corbal]

Feel free to post current pics. LOL

(if she doesn't mind, but I'm guessing you don't want her to see your post)

You're such an oversized dick.

 

[live4thebj]

You're such an oversized dick.

OOOOooooo Saucy! Good for you!

 

[chargergirl]

Feel free to post current pics. LOL

(if she doesn't mind, but I'm guessing you don't want her to see your post)

Yeah... no. No posting pics of others without their permission.

 

[RawHumor]

You're such an oversized dick.

Why thank you, ma'am.

 

[Our_Adventure]

Hi, folks! A long time lurker, as well as an old litterotica reader here.

I'm writing this to ask for help in understanding what is going on with me.

The problems is as follows:

I have always felt a bit humiliated since my wife, not much before our marriage, let slip about craving for big cocks and being a big size queen. I got pissed in the occasion and told her that if that's so she should marry someone else. You see, I'm on the short side... But she managed to appease me, after weeks trying, by convincing me she found I was OK, that she loved my cock as it was, that she didn't think it small, that I was a great lover etc.

So we married 2 years ago, after two years dating. But still I always kept that feeling of inadequacy inside me, in secret. Some form of psychological complex, I guess.

One thing I have to say is that we are both very jealous and possessive one of the other. I'm so possessive that she can't see male doctors, for instance. And she is 10 times as much overzealous...

We both became very well know public figures in our city, and have to be careful with our image. Our future depends on it. That's the reason my wife came to me one month ago in panic: she discovered that her fucking ex-boyfriend, the one she had right before me, had gone crazy and posted porn pictures and videos of her in an erotic video-foto-blog, in a very well know site!

I went there to see it, pissed of, with fire coming out of my ears... She was afraid of repercussions, but I was just jealous... And I noticed two things:

— The first one was what gave us certain relief, and that is her face doesn't really show up in the pictures and videos, so no one can recognize her. So no need to worry about this and we don't need a very dangerous and costly judicial action to force him to take it out... (He won't do it by himself, since he hates both of us because she left him to be with me. But he also won't tell anyone it's her, because he would go to jail)

And the other one that made me fill dizzy and almost puke of so much... I don't know, pain, I guess. This last fact was: that guy must have the biggest cock anyone has ever seen

What I want to ask you, people, is the following: why can't I stop masturbating since that day? I must masturbate some 4 to 6 times a day, and make harsh sex to my wife one or twice more! Instead of getting mad at it, it made me so horny as to feel sick! What's going on with me? :/

Here is the vlog/fotolog, if anyone wants to check it out.
http://www.xvideos.com/profiles/casalteensecrazy#_tabPictures

Edit: something important to understanding it that I forgot to say: that very night she learned about it, she got drunk for the first time since we met... So drunk that it lose her tongue a bit, it seems.

I asked if she could orgasm with such a monster, and she said never had a vaginal orgasm with him, because it did hurt her if she didn't control herself.

She told me, however, that she would reach the orgasms easily and frequently in anal sex, when he could put it all inside her until she could feel something moving inside her, almost as high as her stomach! She said it would feel like a baby was inside her, moving. She would cum so intensely that her sphincter would close on his dick with such strength that sometimes he would even scream and ask her to stop..

Also she said the worst: that she would orgasm sometimes just by sucking him, without any handling of her clitoris being necessary; kind of like a spontaneous orgasm. As I was so surprised by it, she said that just by holding it with her two hands and putting it in her mouth would make she feel such intense lust that it happened sometimes...

Until then I was just angry, but with those unexpected revelations, so unlike her... Looking back now I think my "hornyness" started in that moment... Something to do with her reaching climax... Puzzled...

Does anyone else have the feeling this isn't as truthful as he'd like us to believe?

 

[ArnaldoBC]

Does anyone else have the feeling this isn't as truthful as he'd like us to believe?

I may suck at telling facts, and even more in a language I'm not really proficient at. But the story, basically, is what is there. Why would I even bother writing all that?

 

[crashD]

1. she is a sexy little slut- love to see her now...

2. he just wrecked her ass... he is pretty damn big...

3. Loved the vids where she jerked him off onto the mirror - something very hot about that.

4. she's yours now, enjoy her... stick that fat cock in all her holes and make her scream... or whatever she likes...

 

[tnhardon]

Does anyone else have the feeling this isn't as truthful as he'd like us to believe?

Yep. I have a lot of trouble believing someone who is as jealous as the OP claims, would be willing to share the link on a site like this. If someone is so jealous that they won't allow her to visit a male doctor, why would you share a link to her sex pics and videos?

As much as we all appreciate getting to see the hot images and videos that you shared, it wasn't necessary to share them with us if your story was true.

With the volume of pictures and videos posted online, the profile you shared seems much more like a professional/semi-professional porn couple than a jilted lover looking to get revenge. It seems more like you made up the story because you think it would be a turn on and decided to share a set of pictures you enjoy to go along with it. Honestly, that is mine by me since this website thrives on story telling (real or not).

I'm not calling you out to troll you, but more because some of us do go through real jealousy issues in our relationships. i personally have jealousy about my wife's sexual history. However, I think it is important to address those types of issues with truth and not some made up story with some pics from a porn site.

Just be careful playing with a topic that actually rings true to other people.