Came "out" to my girlfriend - am struggling

[bisexplease]

I have, for a few years, known that I like cock. Only orally so far. But want to do more. I don't find guys attractive at all, but I want to enjoy them. And the pleasure it can give me when I make a guy climax. Wow! LOVE IT. Almost as much as when my GF climaxes!

Makes sense? Probably not!

So, today I came "out" to my girlfriend and 2 more close friends (one female, one male - macho, tough type). The reaction was stupendously fantastic. At the time it felt good to release that weight and I was looking forward to a tiny close friends party (3 of us, nothing sexual, just a kitchen party where we chat, drink, joke, have innocent fun).

A couple hours after arranging to meet later (i.e. now-ish) no-one has turned up.

Feel stupid and embarrassed.

Did my friends "accept" it and were nice just to make me feel better at the time, but chose not to come to my mini party (they suggested the party). Did my GF "accept" it to make me feel better? She assures me she is fine with it and we will explore together but now I am not certain. Just feel lonely and very, very scared.

 

[stickygirl]

It's a lot for people to take in and friends need time to reflect and think over what's been said, so maybe they're giving themselves that time? Maybe they feel that you need to have time too?
Whatever the outcome don't rush to any conclusions. Sorry that you feel let down but a late night movie and a beer might be your best bet.

 

[bisexplease]

Having a beer - TV not plugged in LOL

Thank you for your supportive message. I have beer, but no TV or movie - just moved house LOl. So, stuck with youtube - sound of silence; hotel california; and similarly downbeat songs! LOL

Tomorrow another day x

It's a lot for people to take in and friends need time to reflect and think over what's been said, so maybe they're giving themselves that time? Maybe they feel that you need to have time too?
Whatever the outcome don't rush to any conclusions. Sorry that you feel let down but a late night movie and a beer might be your best bet.

 

[bisexplease]

UPDATE: Great day - saw GF and she actibvely encourages me getting a playmate. We even made love (well....fucked) while both sharing a realistic cock dildo. Mmmmmm
She then fucked me with it and told me she wants another guy to fuck me while I fuck her!!!!! Success all round methinks!

Thank you for your supportive message. I have beer, but no TV or movie - just moved house LOl. So, stuck with youtube - sound of silence; hotel california; and similarly downbeat songs! LOL

Tomorrow another day x

 

[PleasePeesMe]

Great news.

Lucky you.

 

[MrAngel]

Yes lucky indeed!

UPDATE: Great day - saw GF and she actibvely encourages me getting a playmate. We even made love (well....fucked) while both sharing a realistic cock dildo. Mmmmmm
She then fucked me with it and told me she wants another guy to fuck me while I fuck her!!!!! Success all round methinks!

i wish I can say the same! I think it's hot to be with a girl and guy at the same time. Keep us updated hope all goes well. Fingers crossed!